Dec 31, 2010
Spending the last day of the year
Dec 30, 2010
Could this be out of line, could this be out of line
When everything is wrong - we move along.
I don't know how I feel, and I don't know how you feel now either- but perhaps it's better that it all remains unknown, because I know how things should not end up.
Do I?
我只知道回到新加坡之后,第一个想见的人就是你。
(Did I even say that right? Gosh I shouldn't try. Just couldn't find a better way to say it in English.)
Your hands are shaking cold-
These hands are meant to hold.
When all you gotta keep is strong
Move along, move along
Like I know you do
Dec 29, 2010
Fly along with me; I can't quite make it alone
This trip to KL has passed way too fast. I can't believe I'm returning tomorrow.
Dec 25, 2010
I feel. I feel. I feel. inFp.
Dec 24, 2010
I finally know why
Dec 23, 2010
When the world’s all as it should be.
I’m back in KL and the cousins, and it feels like I’ve returned home.
Ian's/Ivan's place in KL feels like home to me, perhaps because I've been here all my life. We've played hide-and-seek in the cupboards; played The Family Game with dolls and make-believe worksheets; played Twister and the Game of Life and Crazy Taxi. I love being back in KL, even if I don't do anything here. Just being here and being with the people I've known my entire life (or almost, anyway, since I'm one of the oldest among my maternal cousins) is enough to keep me happy.
Made a new AC friend, Ji En (or Ji Xian), when we realised via Fang Jiunn's status that the three of us were in KL. So we met up two days ago and ate and bowled and ate and ate and ate.
Met him again today with Yvonne because he was at 1 Utama, which is a less-than-ten-minutes' walk from Ian's place. Hooray for new friends! Right after Ji Xian had seen Yvonne and I off, he saw Nick Wong :O And it turns out Nick had seen WL earlier in China. Okay, what?! Interesting small world.
Played the legendary I Never with the cousins - because our parents didn't want us to kill ourselves with water overdose, we did pushups/crunches as a penalty.
Alright, this is one of those lame how-my-day-went posts, but.... yup. I love my cousins. I'm home.
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I was telling JX about a theory I have about hearts that have been broken - how our hearts are like stone walls that have a hole blasted through them, and how finding cement to patch the hole up is an ideal but unrealistic goal to reach for just yet, so we find whatever we can to fill the hole up to stop it from crumbling for now - playing blocks, sponge, whatever. And he said, why don't you fill the hole with a door that you can open or close at will?
To be able to choose to open or close that door.... that's something I wish I could do. To have control over myself and my crazy, desperate emotions. To be able to seal that door when I don't want it open, that stupid gaping hole.
Dec 18, 2010
Might it have been fate?
Dec 17, 2010
"Talking to boyfriend ah?" "No" "..Girlfriend?!"
Dec 16, 2010
Love tears the seams of our hearts apart
Cold, crushed esteem; take shelter and hide forever
Your soul will be okay
I now know more about yogurt than I'd ever wanted.
Dec 12, 2010
I NEED TO UNLOCK MY IPHONE
I have the tendency to say things at the worst times.
Dec 11, 2010
How long will it take
我说你比较像我的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
Dec 9, 2010
I see it, I see it
And then everything goes incredibly wrong
Dec 7, 2010
Will blog about Taiwan when I'm not up to my neck in work
Nov 30, 2010
And when I come back, I'll be 10kg heavier.
A Misunderstood God
Nov 29, 2010
All I know is that I hate myself because of you
Nov 28, 2010
It's now the end of the week since I made that vow
Nov 27, 2010
Nov 26, 2010
This is JC.
Nov 25, 2010
Without love, life's a party that won't invite us
Make a little love in the moonlight
Nov 23, 2010
Books give me life
Nov 22, 2010
Even Harry Potter can't cheer me up like Sumay does
ACS boys
Nov 21, 2010
Waterworks on
PR outing, CCAAB and November Adventure when I'm in the mood.
I'm not even going to say you're an asshole
Nov 20, 2010
Wait, I thought my heart was getting better
Nov 13, 2010
I think I just needed to hear something, anything
Nov 9, 2010
Everyone knows I should give up
The problem with books
I've reblogged this thrice, but I love it
"I wish I had hands so
I could hug you like a man."
And then the cactus said,
"Don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
A hug would be nice,
But hug my flower with your eyes.
Nov 8, 2010
Harry Potter says
"Make it a powerful memory; the happiest you can remember. Allow it to fill you up."Thanks to you, I can't think of any memory happier than the times we had fun together.
Your old texts
Nov 7, 2010
The work of the Holy Spirit
Nov 6, 2010
Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix
Nov 5, 2010
Oh, at the slightest spark
"You're lonely, but you're not alone."
Nov 3, 2010
Even 'family' doesn't describe it well enough
Nov 2, 2010
With all the care they've showered you with all along,
Guys need more hugs.
Oct 28, 2010
NO MORE WRITTEN REPORT
Oct 27, 2010
The Lion King, and other age-transcending classics
Oct 24, 2010
It's a tough time for all of us
pray. pray. pray. hope for the best. pray. pray. pray.
Oct 20, 2010
Something I need to clarify
If you'd like to love me please
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Justin said (12:27 AM):
gotta accept it and move on with life