ok.. so AMELIA CHENG is officially dao-ing our group. Tsk. Like what the heck mann. Like who needs her lah. This gal who comes into our lives and hurts everyone by insulting every single thing that we do, then when we can’t stand her offending all of us she starts dao-ing everybody and leaves the group, blaming us for being TOO SENSITIVE. Like hello lah. If someone keeps saying u suck and ur idol sucks one day you will not be able to stand it too right? And shes mad at me bcos when she received an irritating sms I said “yah but you said you dun care if you have any friends or not right?” and like who’s the one who said she couldn’t care less about what everybody else says lah. And she’s changed her blog url. Good luck Amelia hope you wont have to change it again. I shall not try to ask anyone for your url cos I couldn’t care less lorh.
Ooh theres this person staying temporarily in my house. Mum’s colleague from china. Heh.
Stupid mr ____. If im looking at my com screen instead of looking at his projector screen then he should now im doing sth not related to his work rite? N he thought I was searching for his work on the mlg ah. Heh..

-posted courtesy of YI MEI XD

sarah must come to my blog more often k? hehe!
and nadine.. you sound a bit pissed off at me.. ok i dunno for reason, maybe its that time we passed notes that thingy, but for whatever dun be mad ok? cos i sitll love you <3
hehe badminton today i showed sumay all the pics of us when we were super small and she started laughing like mad at one of them..
and theres someone staying temporarily in our house! my mum's colleague from china :O hehe
OMG cant stop listening to Chu Dian n Wo Men Zen Me Le by SHE. i need the cd!
and yimei u didnt noe jay chou wrote zi wo cui mian?! tsktsk slow worx. dat time when cui mian show was just released they sae that zi wo cui mian was written by jay what. u noe in xiaozhu's new album releasing in oct inside got two songs jj wrote!!! hehehe

omg i am SO PROUD of myself with what i did (or didnt do) today!!!!
i saw the SHE FOREVER album and i was so so so so tempted to buy it cos i really had more than enough money for it (FOR ONCE =.=) and i DIDNT COS I KNEW EXAMS WERE COMING UP! see? im such a self-disciplined person!!! (ok fine its actually cos i knew my parents would scream at me if i bought the album esp now when it's exam period)
I WANT THE SHE FOREVER CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wo men zen me le and chu dian ROCKS. omg and hebe is like so damn chio la. its really taking me alot of self discipline to stop myself from buying the cd okay. the day exam is over i confirm will go buy the album one.
IM BEGINNING TO LIKE SHE :O
and its not because jj likes hebe and she says she likes jj too ok. and its not because hebe is super chio either. just that their personalitites are very nice (esp ella hehehe) and some of their songs (esp wo men zen me le and chu dian and tian hui and this other 5-word song cant rmb name) are really very nice. dont laugh at me ok! i mean yea i know some of their songs like bu xiang zhang da and IOIO not very nice but canot judge a band/singer by just a few of their songs! must listen to some of their other nicer songs.. some really rock.. ive been listening to wo men zen me le continuously for more than half an hour on youtube.
i rmb what it says inside the she forever cd sleeve, hebe wrote this: forever gan xie ni men, er wo men san ge ren de you yi shi chao guo Forever. something liddat lah.

SUMAY AND SARAH:
sumay and sarah. dunno what i would do without the both of them. my childhood friends, knew them since forever.. and i believe we've all played a very very big part in one another's lives..
hehe i remember why sunay and sarah are not like, very very very close now.. its because when we were about 5 or 6 (somewhere arnd there) we were at this restaurant, then sumay was very hot-tempered at that time, lose her temper easily.. then she shouted at sarah and sarah cried.. (hey come on we were like how young only XD) and from that day onwards you didn't really like her.. then now we all are very close again! yay!

sumay.. we used to meet up only every chinese new year and christmas, occasionally during the june/nov-dec holidays we would have sleepovers... at that time, although we didn't meet up alot, we were still very close! during the aussie trip, we did practically everything together.. remember "cow"? hehehe! DO NOT START IT AGAIN OK. IM NOT WEARING THAT BELT ANYMORE MAN. and remember the time you thought i was a ghost and got so scared? then audrey and i were laughing our heads off! and you were like "NO KAREN DONT LOOK AT ME VERY SCARY! YOU'RE LIKE ALL BLACK! LIKE GHOST LIDDAT!" (cos that time was late at night and there were no street lamps-- we were in the car on the way back to the apartment) then i took of my jacket and went "now im pink, okay?" haha! and the scooby do coaster.. and do you realise it was me who made you like jj more? heh. and that time i burned you a cd then your whole class wanted it. heh. and coach daniel no.1 kept saying we looked "more and more like sisters"?! haha!

sarah.. we were the closest of friends when we were very young.. i still have this letter you wrote me of some oval-shaped people and you went "sarah and karen!" OH and remember those mini-concerts we used to put up? hehe! and when we were like eight we would meet up every sunday to go to church.. and make havoc in the car.. remember the barbies? heh. and actually you were the one who introduced me to singers like Avril, Maroon 5, AARON CARTER.. remember the time we were abit sot in the minds? remember "stranded?" ugh. now i dun dare to look back.. remember when we listened to your walkman then your parents were like "howcone its so quiet?!" haha! oh and remember "fleeover"? hehe! and remember your cat, when you buried her you put the stone there, then pento dug it up? UGH. remember during sunday sch when it was super quiet we would "crack" our neckbones thingy and create that sound? hilarious! and i still rmb once when i went into your house you were hiding behind your mirror cos you just cut your hair n changed your specs.. hhahahaha!
sumay & sarah.. remember the time we sleptover at my house and sumay was so scared of this shadow that turned out to be a piece of paper? and remember EVERY CHRISTMAS we meet up and have a whale of a time until genie n bryan turns up? remember when bryan PUNCHED me in the stomach? like OW.
remember last time we would take turns to sit on the gigantic green trolley i have, then we push each other around and swerve and everything?
these are so precious memories.. priceless.. the times i have shared with my two bestest friends in the whole wide world! and now sarah and i are drifting further apart.. but sarah, just wanna let you know, no matter how distant our friendship becomes in the future, you will always hold a very special place in my heart..
we must take neoprints this yr ok?
SARAH AND SUMAY AND KAREN, LIFELONG FRIENDS..

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
JJ and MAYDAY and SHE and STEPHANIE SUN and JINSHA and SO MANY MORE are going to the gcmma (Global Chinese Music Melody Awards) thingy!!! I WANT TO GO! THEN CAN SEE ALL THE ARTISTES! esp jj and mayday and she!!! i wanna seeeeee! so gd lorh jjfc and carol and jt (ok i noe they're both from jjfc too but anyway) and jacey are going!!! and i cannot go!!!!!! aaaaah so sad. and jacey you are SO LUCKY to have such a NICE fren like jt to spend 70 bucks to buy tix for you lorh. JT YOU ROCK MANN. see? this is the true meaning of "sisters". AAAAAAAAH I WANNA GOOOOOO *pout*
omg eng exam was sorta sucky and i had stomach cramp so couldnt concentrate on the paper :( then i wrote qn1. most exciting day. cos i wrote that essay like abt 2-3 times so now when i write it again i will be familiar with it so dunid to think so much. and can improve on it oso. altogether wrote 4 pgs?! heh.
and for summary I FORGOT TO PUT WORD COUNT!!!!! AAAH
and i really wish sarah's parents wud let her go to sch by mrt.. so long havent seen her.. she's like my first fren i ever had leh!!! but if she went to sch by mrt she gotta get up v early cos must change train (north-south to east-west) and after redhill mrt still must take bus.. sigh.. ok im gonna blog one entry and dedicate it to sumay and sarah! maybe todae.. maybe tomorrow.. maybe NOW! hehs.

i SERIOUSLY think friendship problems are a waste of TIME, EFFORT, EMOTIONS, and alot of other things. i seriously dun see whats so difficult about not having any enemies and liking everyone! to heck with "shes so bitchy" and "i cant stand her" and "if she's going then i'm not" like HELLO ITS SO DAMN LAME AND STUPID AND CHILDISH MANN! and yimei totally agrees! what's the point of creating frenship probs here and there until like everyone's hating/backstabbing/bitching about everybody? what kind of crap is this supposed to be? cant we all be friends and enjoy life in sec sch more? get so stressed up about friendship for what???
god! its so irritating!
and to heck with cliques! why the heck do you care about "who's in our clique" and "who's not" and "who i cannot stand in my clique and therefore should kick out?" like why care so much about cliques and stuff? can we like stop caring about who should do stuff with us and who should not? i think cliques are totally rubbish. amelia says vana and lingling are not part of our clique. (NO OFFENCE.) but jiayi insists on the fact that they are. i think: cliques cannot be formed like that, it more or less comes "naturally". Just because ling n vana dun tok alot dosent make them not part of our clique! and anyway do we even give tham a chance to speak?? amelia keeps saying they dun hang out with us alot. but that dosent mean they cannot right? and yimei agrees with me totally that why the heck should we care about who can hang out with us and who cannot? just be good friends with everyone so difficult ah? let them hang out with us also cannot ah? its so stupidly childish when pple go "she's not in our clique" and "i seriously dun think she's suitable to be part of it" and "she isnt very close to the clique and i dun think she is really a part of it". ITS SO CHILDISH! EUGH!!!!
do you know the main reason i didnt want to join a girls sch? No, it wasnt because of the guys. It was because i knew that in a girls sch there will be alot of immature friendship probs like this, that will cause nothing but alot of sadness.
ITS JUST SO CHILDISH DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT I MEAN?!!??!!?!?!!
I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET THE POINT ACROSS.
why cant everyone be gd frens with everyone? like one day must have one fight like that. amelia cheng ah. so amy pple hate you and you hate so many pple. its like damn childish can. even i dun hate you cos i feel hating pple is something that makes you feel bad, and you CAN choose whether to hate a person or not. when you cannot stand the attitude of someone, look at her gd points not bad points. some pple just do the other way around. like you're not hurting anyone but yourself by hating pple!
and nade im really sorry i left you out alot. i shall try to include you more in stuff we do :) but do try to talk more too.. i mean you cant expect everything to go your way if you don't do anything about it.. :)

OMGOMGOMG I FOUND THE VID OF JJ SINGING HOME
AND THIS TIME I CAN VIEW THE WHOLE THING
AAAAAAAH
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/Z3ym-uixbho/
OMG IM LIKE SO HIGH NOW. PPLE GO AND WATCH THIS!!
NO NO MORE IMPORTANT MUST WATCH ONE IS THE ONE I JUST POSTED JUST NOW ABT THAT SINGING VERY HIGH ONE (if you too lazy to scroll down, the link is: http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/uXJe7acZAME/
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

hey pple GO SEE THIS http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/uXJe7acZAME/ super cool!!! JJ SINGING IN THIS SUPER HIGH PITCHED TONE LIKE SOME OPERA GIRL?! damn cool lah. and the first time i heard it i was in hysterical fits. *sorry jj* SO LI HAI! a GUY whose voice has BROKEN long ago can sing SO HIGH. its crazy lah. must see.
eeh oral was so crappy and like cos i was 2nd last to go i had to sit there with only my storybook from 1.30 ALL THE WAY TO 3.15. CRAPP. then so nervous during picture conversation and ms chan kept asking me "what do you think are their feelings" three times cos the first time i sed "um they look abit anxious as they are afraid that they will drop the ball" then she sae "ok so how do you think they feel" then i sae "um i think they are having fun playing the game" then she sae "ok so how do you think they feel" then i was "er, happy?" then i rmb she sae "dun sae happy! say delighted or pleased" so i sae " uh no no i mean delighted" AAAAH. IM GONNA FAIL ENGLISH ORAL. SHUCKS.

omg did anyone read that article in newsppr abt that poor girl push down onto the train tracks??? POOR THING!!! its like she was having a fight with her bf (now EX-bf heh), then he got angry lah, then push her down the tracks!! then there was a train coming then she knew that if she try to get up on the platform it will be too late cos the platform very high so she stood by the side of the tracks then the train just passed by her. and it was like sooooo close to her body lah. clementi mrt station. you know why that guy is so stupid??? cos if he hate the girl until like that then if he want to kill her might as well go all the way and kidnap her then torture her slowly to death right??? just push her down like that then she die so quickly then its painless and fast what. like that he very happy meh??? but lucky he didnt touture her like i said just now lah. heh. and lucky her reaction very fast and didnt try to get onto the platform. like jj ah, once in taiwan or sth he was driving then sudddenly a car came up in front of him then instead of braking he accelerated then swerved then lucky no car accident. cos he sae if he tried to brake then it will be too late. these kind of pple hor, in a moment of panic also know how to think. not bad man!
piano! finally passed one piece. then i was so happy thought i just need to "master" three more pieces then tcher gaveme another piece anyway. so ive still got four anyway. =.= and now it takes me soo long to pass cos i hardly ever practise O_olll
and im not allowed to use msn until end of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the jj radio drama is over le :(
and im in love with TWISTER FRIES.
and SILVAVA's teachers day animation thingy is SO NICE! pei fu ta. she confirm win the IPOD one. :( and i cant believe that for the teachers day thingy i put WANG LI HONG'S "WEI YI" instead of a jj song. i feel so terrible!!! but the windows movie maker thingy i put jian jian dan dan then i put jj pics. im so happy with it cos the timing is perfect. 1 pic 5 secs which is quite short so it wont stay there for so long and bore ms shervon :D

hahaha at msp today mdm chua ask what lions usually do then hannah said "eat drink play maple" hahahahaha!
OH and jj's hua yang shao nian shao nu drama, then one where he's acting as a super nerd and ella's bro, the VCD IS OUT!!! but i wont be able to buy it cos it costs $49.90... O_olll so expensive leh..
and that japanese im addicted to now (not gokusen, another one called hello black jack or sth, dunno why they call it that) is super nice! now the main character (this trainee doctor called Saito who can look quite cute :D) is in charge of this twins that are super small cos they were born really premature (7 mths?!), his third patients in his doctoring career. then their parents, mum is a housewife dad is lawyer. then at first they want to kill the baby cos they are so weird looking and they dunno what will happen in the future. then the mum one day go and visit her twins then 'falls in love' with them. then one day they find that the twins got disease that makes them mental and one of them needs this intestine operation. (the poor thing is onli slightly bigger than saiko's palm! poor thing) then the dad dowan the treatment for the disease and the operation. he want them to die. cos he sae nxt time society might not accept them in future and hey got more diseases then their life will be very terrible. so far onli like dat lorh. i wanna noe wat happen in the end!!!!!! AAAAAAAH

did like 40 superman thingies, 40 crunches and 46 pushups (20 for training, 26 for punishment cos we were slow) for dance todae?!?!?!?!!! gosh.
and i totally malu-ed myself during dance! cos we were practising the bumble bee dance then when i was supposed to come out for the solo thingy i totally forgot that i was supposed to be swinging the liu xing then i did a totally diff movement! then later i reaslised then faster change. then while spinning i forgot about the head thingy so i became very very dizzy cos i didnt keep my head fixed on a point like i was supposed to, then i fell cos of dizziness then lily went "um the centre is HERE" then i realised that i was totally off center!!!! SO MALU SO MALU SO MALU
and the jj radio drama is so cute! first he got stuck in shakespere's time, then wang fei hong, then flintstones, and he keeps trying and failing to get back to present time, then until left the last drop of sth he's supposed to drink so he can time travel, then he made a mistake AGAIN and now he stuck in HARRY POTTERS TIME. but hermione says she can use magic to make the drink thingy back. yay!!! hahaha. very confusing lah the song. and it sae that ron's pet rat got 89757 hairs on its body and malfoy used 89757 diff potions to make sth lah. then jj realise that malfoy is his this time de 99% you yuan ren. once it was a mummy?!
ok the storyline is very very confusing.

TO AMELIA CHENG!
i dun hate you lah! if i hate you then i go with you to recess and stuff for wat. XD if i hate someone i will not talk or go out with that person one. so it will be very obvious if i hate u. XD
just that sometimes i totally cannot stand you hurting me again and again, it might be intentional or unintentional, i dunno.. i hope it isnt on purpose! so anyway whenever i tell you that you're hurting alot of people its NOT BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO FEEL BAD! its cos i want you to realise it and change, NOT blog that "you're like that and you cannot change" and then say that your life is so miserable. i mean thats like totally missing the point lah. like when nade told me dat you cant stand my attitude sometimes she was afraid to sae earlier cos scared that i will hate you and stuff but i tink if someone dosent like your attitude then you hate that person for wat?! actually i must thank you bcos if not for that i would still be the old stupid me, now at least i can realise my mistake and try my best to change :) i tink it is wat u shud do too..
and dun tink you feel sad or cry one day very big deal lorh. i mean. alot of people cry alot more than you. (heh). i cry alot :P and found out that super close frens ____ and __ cry alot at night like me too!
oh and i nv knew you can write poems :D
and for gods sake you are really hurting alot of pple. so pls try your best to change. actually i can see abit of change in you le.. zui jin you dun insult [my] jj anymore.. THANK YOU! ^.^ continue to jiayou!
and i hope this will not affect our frenship ok? cos you can be a veri nice fren :D

yay my dad bought wireless router!!! now i dun have to go to study room to do my work/stuff on tablet anymore. :D
omg just now when my dad was doing the wireless thingy he open the internet explorer then went to my homepg which is MY BLOG so my dad noe mi blog addy!??!!?! but im too lazy to change it leh. daddy if you read this dun come here anymore okay? respect the fact that your daughter got her own privacy as well! (even tho a blog is public :P)
maths homework. qn 7 is abt ahma and fandi's age and all that. answer: ahmad is 13 and fandi is 25.
LIKE ME AND JJ ahahaha

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I FOUND ON YOUTUBE
1) i found the vid of jj singing sarang heyo at the qian ming hui, and got the part where HE LOOKS AT ME singing "zhi you ni sa jiao hui rang wo wei xiao, sarang heyo zhi dui ni shuo" OMG (got show him looking at me never show me lah)
2) the vid of jj beatboxing and posing and LOOKING AT ME TOO WAHAHAHAHHA
3) the vid of him at sg world tour singing DANG NI omg so nice it was one of the 33 that i deleted and its super nice cos can hear all the fans screaming slong to the song <33333
4) the vid of him singing HEAL THE WORLD at sg world tour it was also one of those i deleted. actually the most precious vids i all stored inside the cam i deleted the vids of :,( but the most precious would be THIS FOUR (no really! those where he was looking at me is like duh, and dang ni cos all the fans were singing along, and heal the world cos it was done SO nicely!)
5) the vid of him at jj party drawing that super cool guy that looks abit like coach daniel no.1 (the nicer one)
6) JACEY AND JIAYING'S account on youtube!! and this other gal called str4wb3rryx whos form jjfc forum but i dunno her name lah.
7) him singing jian jian dan dan at sg world tour. i totally forgot that he sung that song!!!!
I LOVE YOUTUBE too bad sch network cannot see (?!*@$$)

OMGOMGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I FOUND THE MUSIC VIDEO OF "xing kong xia de wen"!!!!!!!!!!!
FROM HIS 1ST ALBUM DE! SUPER MEGA ULTRA CUTE!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG
FOUND "xing qiu" AS WELL OMGOMGOMG but not as nice
XING KONG XIA DE WEN DE MV: http://www.obmspace.com/Artist/jj/mv/jj_mv-018_starsky.wmv
omg lah and i was like grinning like an idiot to myself in the study room lol.
i just realised that this blog is sooooo dead. pple who come here tag okay? then i will be able to keep track of how dead this blog is. lol. or maybe pple dunno abt my change in blog url. spread the word ok peeps who actually bother to read? lol.

omg piano was disaster today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my usual piano teacher ms eevone wasnt here so there was this relief tcher who was quite nice then she ask me to play a piece then i started with the one i had LEAST confindence in and havent practised since two weeks ago. =.= and i was also super nervous n dunno why the keys so hard to press so like one in every two notes were wrong. crap lah. then she ask mi wat sch i was from then i sae crescent. i think she must be thinking "if she so clever then why play until like as if she from K2 liddat" aaaah.

I was watching Poseidon with my dad's projector and gigantic screen. so shuang mann. but see so many pple die.. haix. and like the poor little boy had to watch everyone die (luckily not his mum though, but the two of them nearly drowned) and watching their gigantic ship sink while they were on the lifeboat.. jiahui was right it was thrilling!! highly recommed this show to everyone!! but why were all three (was it three?) of the girls long-haired and wearing black dresses?! so difficult to see who was who. and I TOTALLY MISSED HALF OF JJ'S RADIO DRAMA ON RADIO MAN! GOSH. now i feel so guilty. missing jj for poseidon?!??!?!!!!?! aaaaaah. hope someone recorded it man.. it was the last episode of Cuo Luan J Shi Kong (the radio drama de title)!!! MY JJ A! i want to find out how he made it to Jiang nan and found 89757 and found his way back out of wang fei hong's time and back to the present time!!! AAAH. *slaps mself*

I think the thing i cannot stand about me (the most) is that my personality both inside and outside clashes.
Inside i am abit like yimei but outside i am more like amelia. so most pple see me as the dun-care-abt-anything type but a few know that i can be quite sensitive. so pple try not to hurl hurtful comments at me okay? hehehe. nadine and jiayi very nice. when i told them that what they said hurt alot they were very apologetic and stopped immediately. <3
oh and who agrees that nadine's blogskin is damn nice? i bet everyone does. face up to it nadine! your blogskin rocks!!

JOANNE (this gal from jjfc, ive seen her b4 :D) DE SIS DE SEC 4 CLASSMATE IS JJ'S BACKGROUND VOCALIST FOR WORLD TOUR?!
AND HER GD FREN WAS JJ'S BRO'S COLLEAGUE?!!?!!
AND HER PREV PIANO TEACHER (that teaches her sis now XD) IS JJ'S DISTANT FREN IN SAJC AND STEF SUN'S GOOD FREN?!?!??!!?!?!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

omg.. i just thought of a VERY NICE MEMORY..
twinkles at KL! anyone been before? i think i knew some pple in mi pri 3 class who went before.. XD its super fun! its like this huge ultra-gigantic indoor playground with those huge huge slides and most of the playground is cushioned/soft. and its only for people under 12 or 10 ah. cant rmb. i think it's 12. cos there are places where you have to wriggle/squeeze through and stuff. i think the last time i went was when it was ivan's seventh bdae.. means i was 10? think so. and peter and yvonne were 12 le so like abit too big XD so yvonne would either go shopping with francessca (peter's sis) who's 1 yr older, or stay at the ball pool thingy with me or someone else. but peter die die oso want to squeeze inside. XD
then when isaac was abt 2 we took him oso then he cried when he saw the dark-coloured gigantic tube slide but was ok with the light-coloured one. XD so cute!!! then there was this super small chamber (well it seemed super small when all 7-9 of us were inside XD) then peter and ian started jumping inside then the whole place shook. so funny.
these memories i didn't cherish then.. but i cherish them more then ever now.. the times with my cousins are unforgettable..
how i would give up my tablet stylus pen just to be younger again to go to twinkles! (and btw i love my stylus pen)
TWINKLES ROX!!!!!!!!!!