Aug 30, 2007

ZHIYANG WAS AT MY DENTAL CENTRE!!!!!
i was like sitting at the front row of seats at the waiting room and zhiyang walked in and walked right past me and i was like O.O O.O O.O and everyone around was aware of his presence too but noone said anything -.- he was wearing a black tee and brown kneelength shorts/three-quarters. looks quite un-fat compared to the last time i saw him (when he came to crescent to sell tix for hci concert). haha.
and usually after treatment, we're supposed to wait for the person at some counter to call us and arrange for the next appointment, and after i settled my next appointment i was walking back to my seat when the nurse called "okay, next. NG CHEE YANG?!!!!" O.o !!!!!!!!!!!
he stayed at the counter for quite some time, by the time i left he was still chatting with the person at the counter. all i know is that our next appointments won't be on the same date, i think prob abt a few days apart. :(
WHEE, ZHIYANG!! :D

sher: he's like so gay and fat lurh. what's the point?
karen: I SAY AGAIN, SINGERS ARE NOT MODELS!!!!!!
sher: okay. but like at least reach some kind of STANDARD what.
karen: he looks quite cute what! like hamster!! *giddy grin* you should see my coach daniel #2 lah. (winkwink, sumay!! XD)
sher: i won't like to have a hamster to be a singer.

Aug 29, 2007

the cupcake-making-for-teachers’-day thing with teressa SCREWED.
out of our 2 ½ batches of cupcakes, only the first batch made it without being chao ta. we plan to give 5 to the teachers, and I WILL EAT THE REMAINING ONE! WAHAHA. poor teressa recently became allergic to anything that has to do with milk O.o so she can’t eat chocolate, cheese, cakes etc. gosh i’d die lah XD ALL HAIL MILK!
we wanted to put m&ms inside the cupcakes before baking but they melted in the cupcakes -.- so we carved crosses on the cupcakes after they were baked and pushed the m&ms inside XD
and while we were buying the m&ms, i saw this cute small plastic guitar toy thing and it reminded me of jt so much that i just HAD to get it for her :P aiyah, it would’ve been nicer if it were metal instead! :(
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i remember when my mum got me that tank top, she said “if dad ever sees you in anything sleeveless he’ll faint.” that’s because i haven’t worn anything without sleeves since, like, forever. even my piano teacher (who’s been teaching me for four years lol) kena shocked when she saw me. so did sumay and her mum. lol. IT’S JUST A PIECE OF CLOTHING LAH PEOPLE XD although i think i would die of shock the day jiayi wears, like, fishnet stockings and lacy bras. haha.

Aug 27, 2007

I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY JJ CALLED THE SONG "BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG!!"
because he always sees his fans laugh and smile when they see him, and he feels that our smiles are very sweet.. and he always sees fans cry when they send him off at the airport, because they know he won't come back to see them for quite a long time, so the message he wants to convey in the song is: when love(or him) feels like it's gone forever, don't give up and cry, stay strong, because love(or him) will always be beside you no matter what!!!
ZOMG!! I WANT TO CRY ALREADY!!! (whoops! sorry jj xD)
i always thought, why on earth would an airport cry, haha, now i know why! it's like, the song has a totally different meaning!!
JMs, the next time you guys listen to bu liu lei de ji chang, think of this!! :D
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oh and im really honoured my post caused such a commotion. dosent happen often XD
one of the many times we go to west coast park for lunch...



OMG SUMAY'S HUGE NEW CAR HAS A SUNROOF! AND A TV!


the thing we're standing on goes round and round real fast.. dizzy.. -.-


sumay's tired after using her feet to carve her name in the sand XD


now you see the mcchicken... NOW YOU DONT!!!

Aug 23, 2007

left brain, right brain. is everything just about results?
everyone has a talent, a potential, that’s not necessarily related to school. composing, acting, drawing – are they not talents?
when i mention a neighborhood school, the first response of some people is
“aiyah, those people stupid one lah. no future.”
what kind of comment is that?
some people say singers or artists usually did badly in school. that’s because they’re more artistically-inclined are more right-brained than left.
does that make them stupid?
the main difference between the left and right brain is that they’re different halves of the brain. it dosen’t make one half more inferior to the other.
what is the definition of stupid? stupid people are people who are not smart, people who don’t exercise the potential of their brain.
in this shit society, people who are left-brained are said to be very “smart”, but does that make the right-brained people, the more artistically-inclined people, stupid?
this shit society is surrounded by “left-brainers”, practical, one-sided people. why do you think we actually have to pay other countries money to help name and design our roads and buildings?
left-brainers, people who have a lousy imagination, who think everything needs a scientific explantion, who feel that everything can only be done a certain way, who don’t feel or emote as well as “right-brainers”.
if a person sucks at science and maths, and only does well in subjects like music and visual arts, he is considered “stupid”.
in school, it’s all about the left brain. maths, science. even right-brainers become left-brainers in order to keep up. do poor results equate to no potential, no talent? if you don’t do well in school, are you a loser in life?
do good results equate to being smart? does being in a bad school but having an artistic ability means you’re stupid? the right brain is just considered inferior to the left.
people in science streams are considered “smarter” than those in arts streams. people who take triple science are “smarter” than those who take combined.
you have a super hard time getting into a tertiary institution if you fail maths, but who cares if you failed music?
and some of you guys reading this are probably thinking “because music is an unimportant subject, duh.” there’s a subject called o level music. if you take it, will people consider you “stupid”, taking it just because you can’t do other subjects?
some people say artistic people don’t earn much usually, and it’s hard to get a stable job involving the arts unless you’re really good at it.
exactly – singapore just dosen’t encourage people with artistic talent.
the main reason there are more left-brained, practical people in singapore is that we grew up in a left-brained, practical society.
think about this: if singapore encouraged creativity and artistic talent more than intellectuality and practicality, left-brained people would be considered stupid.
just like how right-brained people aren’t as good at maths or science, left-brainers aren’t as good at composing, story writing, designing. they’re equal.
artistically-inclined people and intellectual people, the only difference is that they use different parts of their brain. does it make the minority, the artistic people, stupid?
it’s just like the baby problem in china i guess. everyone wants a boy. they give birth to so many boys that now there’s a gender imbalance, but in their eyes boys will always be better than girls. what’s wrong with girls? nothing, but to them, a girl is useless. i guess it’s exactly the same thing happening. if it was a equal or female-dominated society, this would not happen.
it’s just like this left-right-brain society in singapore. they haven’t realised that creative, artistic talent is equally as important and credible as intellectuality and practicality. they work hand in hand, just like girls and guys.
shit society.
To JJ..
it’s amazing, even when i’m really depressed, just hearing your voice lifts my spirits again.
your voice is so comforting, so reassuring, it makes me forget all my troubles and believe you’ll solve them for me. when i was emo and was so tempted to do a lot of bad things, things that would cause hurt on others, you made me forget everything and just listen to you.
if not for you, i would never have had the motivation to get through my toughest times. when the whole world seems to be crashing down on me, it’s your magical voice that lets me cry it all out and gives me that faint glimmer of hope. i’m a person that gives up easily; you gave me the strength to endure those hardships and get through everything.
你每一天让我感受到的推动力,满足感,感动,安慰,和爱,是我这一辈子报答不了你的,只希望你能听到我这真诚说的一声 “谢谢”。。。

Aug 22, 2007

ZOMG!!!!!!!
I FOUND WHERE DID YOU GO BY WU KE QUN!!!
IT'S THE FIRST SONG THAT JJ WROTE, IT'S TE SONG HE WROTE FOR HIS GIRLFRIEND.. TO "GAO BAI" TO HER..
OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FOUND IT AFER 2 YEARS OF SEARCHING!!!
DOWNLOAD LINK:
wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
finally finally found it!
but it dosen't sound that good when wu ke qun sings it.. it'd sound much better in a higher key..
if jj were to sing it, he'd sing it in a higher key, i can imagine him singing it.. IT'D BE SUPER NICE!
ARGH, I WANNA HEAR THE DEMO OF THIS SONG!
songs i plan to but on my blog:
dou jiang you tiao, jiu shi wo, chi bang, dong jie, hui you na me yi tian, tian shi xin, ju li (put before XD), jian jian dan dan (also put before), yi qian nian yi hou (also put before), sarang heyo (put before), shu neng sheng qiao (have i put it before? o.o), ai qing yoghurt, baby baby
well that's quite a lot. nvm, i dont think i'll be changing my blog for a long time xD
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does anyone have ming tian guo hou and/or where did you go by qu ke qun???
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i pasted 4 jj stickers on my tablet, one on my enter button and one on my space bar, one near the screen and one on the cover. i actually planned to put one on the J button but then my keyboard looked damn weird!
one day i'll stick a jj sticker on each letter on the keyboard!! WAHAHAHA

Aug 20, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADINE, MY SECOND FRIEND IN CRESCENT!!!!
don’t go to nj la, i’ll miss you and your cheemness. :( jiayi also!!nadine the chiobu! and the intellectual! and the rich!!
“DKNY had a 50% sale, but also quite ex la so i only bought two shirts”
hahaha. sorry i havent gotten ur bday present yet, i cant think of what to get la, you have everything already!! will get soon ok!! :D
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o level selection test. gosh screwed so badly. there goes my chance :( yingyan ling and i played the piano, and julienne SANG!! O.O pro la she! oh and ling and i made a new friend! :D roxanne from tanglin. i like their uniform, v cool! XD and SHE LIKES JJ! she likes a lot of singers la. yalun, jj, luo zhi xiang.. but her idol is rainie yang :D
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i bought the china version of jj’s gaiban! now i feel like selling it la. i’ve decided to wait for taiwan and sg version XD 16 bucks!! usual price 19.90! who wants?
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I CHANGED MY BLOG SONG!! replaced WU LIAO with BEI FENG CHUI GUO DE XIA TIAN (CONCERT VERSION)! it's nicer than the original version, in my opinion, but i'm keeping both on my blog anyway. GO LISTEN TO IT PEOPLE!!!

Aug 17, 2007

To: THEULTIMATEJJFAN, sumay

I FINALLY MANAGED TO DO THIS HAHAHA
and i did a photo album of some of our photos too!
http://www.bubbleshare.com/album/216315
MUST SEE MUST SEE MUST GO SEE!!!
actually i uploaded around 80 photos, managed to shorten to arnd 60!
MUST GO SEE OK PPL!
and especially those from AUSTRALIA 2004!
somewhere near the middle/end ba. :)
MUST GO SEE!!! comments on my tagboard kk!! :D
haha. and sumay, lets stay the ULTIMATE HYPER JJ FANS that we are forever!!!
love,
HYPERJJFAN, karen :)

Aug 16, 2007

6TH AUG KIEHL'S EVENT PHOTOS!!!!!
MUST GO SEE MUST SEE MUST SEE!
most of the pics are mine and jacey's.
and a few from fayetao.. and one from this girl called shimin..
HAHA! ENJOY!!!

Aug 15, 2007

HAPPY HAPPY THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY CHIEN SU MAYMAY!!!
hahas. thirteen years of friendship.. AND MANY MORE YEARS AHEAD..
heheh. just to let you know, i really really treasure our friendship more than anything else. i see myself in you, somehow, the way we’re so alike. perhaps it’s because of the long years we’ve spent together that makes us so easily influenced by each other. it’s like we have a telepathic connection. we can think the same thoughts, do the same actions, at the same time. remember when we were listening to killa at pizza hut, i suddenly went “on the count of three..” and you went “huh?” with this super blur expression, you didn’t know wat on earth i was talking about. but when i counted to three, we just happened to do the same movement, the jerking head thing… and that time at my house when we started laughing and saying “wahlao” and slapping our laps at the same time?
and sometimes, all we need to do is to look at each other, and we immediately know what’s on each other’s minds.
we’ve got this crazy chemistry, it’s quite cool. :)
and i really like the siao way you laugh, it’s just like me when i was your age last year. that carefree laughter just brings me back to the days i had no problems. somehow when i’m with you, i can forget all my troubles and go back to my old self. i don’t have to make an effort to dress nice or put up a good image, because you already know me inside out. i’m always myself and myself only when i’m with you, there is no pressure, it’s really comfortable being with you. thanks for offering me that kind of friendship :)
thanks for sharing all your problems with me, although you know there’s not much i can do to help you.
somehow, you can immediately tell when i’m in a bad mood, and you know just the right way to make me feel better. you know when to ask me what’s wrong and when not to, when to lend me your shoulder and when to just leave me alone. and i’m never afraid of telling you my problems. :D THANKEW!
and i hope you’ll have a wonderful 13th birthday kk! don’t care abt nicholas and the rest la! you live you own life for yourself, noone’s gonna ruin it okay? :D
KEEP SMILING!
with love,
KAREN <3
P.S. look out for this collage of pics i'm gonna post up sometime soon!! :D
HAPPY HAPPY THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY CHIEN SU MAYMAY!!!
hahas. thirteen years of friendship.. AND MANY MORE YEARS AHEAD..
heheh. just to let you know, i really really treasure our friendship more than anything else. i see myself in you, somehow, the way we’re so alike. perhaps it’s because of the long years we’ve spent together that makes us so easily influenced by each other. it’s like we have a telepathic connection. we can think the same thoughts, do the same actions, at the same time. remember when we were listening to killa at pizza hut, i suddenly went “on the count of three..” and you went “huh?” with this super blur expression, you didn’t know wat on earth i was talking about. but when i counted to three, we just happened to do the same movement, the jerking head thing… and that time at my house when we started laughing and saying “wahlao” and slapping our laps at the same time?
and sometimes, all we need to do is to look at each other, and we immediately know what’s on each other’s minds.
we’ve got this crazy chemistry, it’s quite cool. :)
and i really like the siao way you laugh, it’s just like me when i was your age last year. that carefree laughter just brings me back to the days i had no problems. somehow when i’m with you, i can forget all my troubles and go back to my old self. i don’t have to make an effort to dress nice or put up a good image, because you already know me inside out. i’m always myself and myself only when i’m with you, there is no pressure, it’s really comfortable being with you. thanks for offering me that kind of friendship :)
thanks for sharing all your problems with me, although you know there’s not much i can do to help you.
somehow, you can immediately tell when i’m in a bad mood, and you know just the right way to make me feel better. you know when to ask me what’s wrong and when not to, when to lend me your shoulder and when to just leave me alone. and i’m never afraid of telling you my problems. :D THANKEW!
and i hope you’ll have a wonderful 13th birthday kk! don’t care abt nicholas and the rest la! you live you own life for yourself, noone’s gonna ruin it okay? :D
KEEP SMILING!
with love,
KAREN <3
P.S. look out for this collage of pics i'm gonna post up sometime soon!! :D

Aug 14, 2007

jj’s on the new paper!!
WOMG HOW CAN KILLA 20MIN MV BE RATED R21?!?!?!?!
MORE LIKE NC16! AT THE MOST.
these stupid censorship board people dunno how to appreciate the movie or what la!
must look at stuff with an open mind lor, dun keep on thinking abt those perverse stuff!
and please la, they say that jj might influence the younger audience, LIKE WTH, who will start killing their girlfriends after watching this movie huh?! I ASK YOU LA! THESE PPL NO BRAIN OR WHAT LA!
and what’s more, they don’t even allow the 5 min version to be aired on TV, even in KTVs la!
LIKE WHAT’S WRONG WITH THE 5 MIN VERSION?! NOTHING IS WRONG WITH IT LA! AND THE DANCE IS SO SUPER NICE SOMEMORE.
aah. im so in love with the sha shou dance! too bad they only show it in the 5 min vers tho. -.-
WHATEVER. STUPID CENSHORSHIP BOARD PPL.
STUPID CENSHORSHIP BOARD PPL!
20 min killa mv: http://203.69.41.175/mv/m_070706_1.wmv
5 min killa mv: http://youtube.com/watch?v=4_sKxO3PQTg
PPL, GO AND WATCH AND TELL ME IF IT SHOULD BE GIVEN THOSE KIND OF RATING LAH!
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he’s also on i weekly, about WCG and kiehl’s event. omg, they got the group pic there. and i look like SHIT la! i preferred faye’s pic, with only half of me. in the i weekly pic, not only does my hair look like shit, they stretch the pics at the side and it makes my look super weird! GOSH I HATE THE PHOTOGRAPHER.
Seargeant Dollah: I would beat you up if I weren't wearing my uniform!!
Lee Tok Kong: I would beat you up if you weren't wearing my uniform!!

XDXDXD
I LOVE POLICE AND THIEF!!
This is the story of my tour around the whole of Jurong West yesterday.
i exited from jurong point after going to MJ to search for my jj gaiban one more time (in that sheer hope i’d find it somewhere amidst the many other CDs there), and took the overhead bridge to the other side of the road.
i then decided to walk through this blue block of buildings to cross diagonally to the other side, because it was SOOO HOT. when i walked through the block of flats, i totally forgot that i was supposed to cross diagonally, and ended up walking through the WHOLE block of flats to the other side. i recognised the NEXT block of flats as evelyn’s block of flats (block 66-something), which were quite near mine, so i thought, aiya heck la, walk through here can liao.
and i thought that the flat i was walking under was evelyn’s flat, when it was actually totally at the other side. (can’t blame me right! the stupid group of flats are designed to look exactly the same!) so i walked walked walked, then came to this road i thought was the road leading to my house, so i walked walked and came to block TWO-HUNDRED SOMETHING O_o from 66something to 23something!!
so i obviously panicked and retraced my steps, and found this pedestrian crossing. and i saw boon lay sec. PHEW.
then when i reached my house at block 628 i rang the doorbell for slightly more than a million times when my mum smsed me to say my bro and maid were downstairs. when i went downstairs, i couldn’t find them and was left to panic until my maid’s friend recognised me (dunno how) and told me where they were.
THE END

Aug 13, 2007

FINE, LING. XD
Each player starts off by naming ten weird habits or facts about one’s self. At the end, tag six friends and they’ll have to do the same too. No tagging back.
1. i've learnt to swim 3 times before but i still don't know how to!
2. i always wear the same few shirts all the time even though i have many others
3. i LOOK weird lah.
4. when i daydream sometimes ppl will say i look emo.
5. i suck at schoolwork but never make an effort to improve it??
6. my legs are too fat
7. i used to be allergic to CHOCOLATE O_O
8. and ORANGES
9. and RED FOOD COLOURING
10. actually i'm a weird person in general la. i think this one i dun need to say you guys all also know le XD
six people to tag: SHERMIN, NADINE, SUMAY, MADDIE, JT and JACEY!!!
if you guys actually come here anyway. XD
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boonchong dosen't know abt my blog i think, and yanhua prob rarely comes here, so i can blog this with a peaceful mind. :D
yanhua told boonchong that she failed her maths when she actually scored higher than boonchon (who scored super high) and he started becoming ultra egoistic and stuff. and when he was talking to yingyan "The Other Maths Fanatic" he went "my maths damn pro de lor, better tha yanhua leh!" and yan hua went "yah lor, you know my teacher was actually thinking of gvin me sympathy marks but after seeing my marks she thought aiya dowan le la XD" and boonchong thought it was because her marks were so lousy.. but actually it's cos her marks were TOO PRO! hahaha, I PITY BOONCHONG XD

Aug 12, 2007

mood: happy! ---- song: fang kai ni de xin/ leehom




my apple strudel and her tropical sling ice-cream. :)


my flying bro. ....................................MY STUPID BRO'S EXTRA HAND.

in my room .........................................sumay & my com's handwriting tool.



why is it that everytime sumay comes over, we camwhore like siao?
"come let's take one!" becomes "how many liao ah?" becomes "aiyo, battery flat."
TRIGONOMETRY ROCKS!!! :D

Aug 8, 2007

mood: touched. -- song: bu liu lei de ji chang/JJ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzQTKEatvt0
SUPER SUPER NICE!! I WANNA LEARN SHA SHOU DANCE.. OMG..
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amy showed me some stuff JMs wrote about their feelings from jj, and i’m really so touched from the posts.. :)
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=243475983, http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=243573148
“很多时候… 只要默默地努力做一个JM… 就已经足够幸福”
people always think it’s stupid to obsess over someone that doesn’t know you, but i think, it’s enough just to be by his side and watch over him, silently sharing all his troubles and joys. 就算你不认识我, 只要我能够陪在你身边,我已觉得足够了。:)
“为杰而劳累..连泪水都是甜的”
being a fan isn’t all sweet. because of our crazy love, every insult or criticism is taken seriously and therefore we suffer a lot too. we cry for him, when he overworks himself, we also feel 心痛. it hurts, being a fan. but for jj, it’s worth it. :)
“你对每一个歌迷笑,对每一个歌迷说着谢谢,我终于明白了4年追逐的意义。”
at times i used to wonder, why i was so crazily obsessed over jj.. i only know him as a singer, what if 私低下的他 is not who i expected?
and then when i see him live.. my doubts vanish completely.
everything he does for his fans, the sweat and tears he sacrifices to do a good job for those who love him, his love for his fans, his passion for music and his dreams to use music to help people.. his sincerity has touched so many hearts, including mine, and i never ever regret being his fan. :)
“谢谢你,当全世界都不在乎我的伤悲时,你的歌可以安慰我,当全世界都不明白我的快乐时,你的笑可以鼓励我。。。。。”
thank you jj, for being there for us when we’re sad, comforting us with your voice and telling us everything will be ok. motivating us and encouraging us to live on. i realised my dream because of you. i study hard, listen to my parents, improve my attitude, learn to be more understanding and forgiving, all for you. thank you for guiding me with your music, you’re my “guardian angel”.. :D


“如果下辈子我还记得你,我还是你的歌迷” :)
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The Story of Lesbian Partners Joan & Pet: http://www.bubbleshare.com/album/211686/overview
the school singing HOME during community singing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6y99-pfvOA
mood: grossed OUT. --- song: KILLA/jj


watched a recording of Life in the Undergrowth (discovery channel)
it was.. AMAZING.
i never knew insects were so smart. and evil.
there was this blue butterfly, she lays her eggs on leaves of plants, and a few weeks after they’re born they will drop to the ground, over some ant’s holes, and these larvae smell exactly like ant larvae, so the ants will take care of the butterfly larvae like their own kids, even though they’re bigger than ant larvae. (uh, maybe ants are half blind? :x)
and then a wasp, which also wants the ants to take care of its babies, detects which ant holes contain the butterfly larvae’s chrysalis (pupae stage) and then go inside those ant holes, give out something that makes the ants fight each other instead of the wasp itself, and then goes to the chrysalis and lays its eggs inside the chrysalis. so that when the wasps are born, they can feed on the developing butterfly. O_o
so if the larvae is lucky, it becomes a butterfly, but for some, a wasp emerges from the cocoon instead of a butterfly (cos the wasp eats the pupae mah).
so mean right? and so smart also.
"在你最放松的时候, 就不带着任何感情 就下手 从来不回头.." - killa
there are even more amazing stories.. some insects make other insects go insane and then lay their eggs in those insects’ bodies, so they can eat the insect INSIDE-OUT. it’s like Alien & Predator. YUCK. but mostly it’s all about injecting another body and laying eggs inside that body lah.
insects are so smart. so scary. O_O i’ll never look at insects in disrespect EVER again.

Aug 7, 2007

mood: DAYDREAMING abt jj! -- song: jiang nan/ JJ
JT: jj can fly.. chii bang..XDXD
ME: and then i will fly on his wings! COS BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG IS CALLED FLYING ON YOUR WINGS!!!
JT: w8 till all the jms fly on his wings thn he.. ba toh..
ME: then he muscle ache.. THEN I WILL PROVIDE HIM WITH YOKO YOKO!!! :/
haha yes, we're a bunch of crazy jie-meis. XD
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haha, yesterday i still remember when jj was talking to the kiehl's person (totally in english), his accent started out very fake and later started becoming more and more and more singaporean. haha my cute jj lah, his cute singaporean accent "在远都在[他] 身旁" lahh! XD
btw, i'll combine my pics with jacey's and some other JMs' before posting an album up, because i took so few pics.. :(

Aug 6, 2007

THE KIEHL’S EVENT ROCKED!!!!!!!!!
(edited: now the post is shorter so you guys will be willing to read it! :D)
it was really really fun! although it was quite short and it ended much faster than the other events he previously held. AND WE WERE SO CLOSE TO HIM!!!
how it went:
after common test i rushed to heeren. I DIDN’T MISS THE STOP! :D
it seemed like i was the first to reach O_o and then i met zhenxiu! we walked around the whole of heeren twice.. and when we went down again we saw these whole other group of JJFC-ers. and i jokingly said “eh we come first one lor!” and meixuan (who was with the grp) said “no, we were first, we just went to eat.” -.-
later we met MADELINE, JACEY, AMY, YIJIN and CHUNHAO :) and then later we were all divided into two groups: those who bought the $88 thing, and those who didn’t. those who did (inc. maddie, zhenxiu & me) were to stand towards the right side of the stage, whereas those who didn’t (inc. jacey, amy, yijin & chunhao) stood on the other side. so cramped up cos the space they gave us was so small, just the two corners of the stage.. the huge middle area was taken up by cameras. =.=
maddie and i were so close to the stage (there wasn’t any barrier)! we rested our elbows on the stage and everything XD and what was SO IRRITATING was that when jj and that kiehl’s woman were talking on stage, ¾ of the time he was FACING THE OTHER GROUP OF PPL! (i.e. jacey’s group) and when he actually faced us to talk, THE KIEHL’S WOMAN WAS BLOCKING MY VIEW!! GAAH. so i didn’t have many photos of that one :P
and later jj passed those who bought the $88 thing the JJ party AUTOGRAPHED TICKET, one by one! when i went up to the stage and shook his hand, he went “xie xie! see you at the party!!” he was smiling the whole time, and i was GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT. and i totally forgot about the newspaper article i planned to give him -.-
then he went into the kiehl’s shop for an interview. he went to sit near the other entrance (the entrance outside of heeren), so we all rushed there to see him. he was sitting damn near the window.. BUT HIS BACK WAS FACING US.
and then Alicia borrowed my marker to write “JJ jiayou, wo ai ni!” on a piece of foolscap paper, and stuck it to the window, hoping he’d turn around. everyone in the room saw it and laughed – except him. but after half an hour of waiting, he did turn around, and saw alicia’s paper!! he read it s-l-o-w-l-y and laughed and nodded and smiled and smiled, and then he was getting ready to go out through the other entrance again (INSIDE the heeren building) so we went in again. SOME OF US JMS MANAGED TO TAKE A GROUP PICTURE WITH HIM!!! WAHAHA! maddie, zhenxiu and i were in the front row, but out of the three of us i was the furthest from him =.= nvm, only a few ppl took the pic with him so i was already v near!! but it was the reporters and kiehl’s ppl who took the pic tho, so we all don’t have it. T.T
after the photo-taking, he shook our hands, INCLUDING MINE! so he shook my hand TWICE today!! WAAAHAAHHAA~~~
then he was going to leave through the other heeren exit, and he waved and shouted “I’LL SEE YOU IN A MONTHS’ TIME!!” (jj party)
then we all followed him out to his van, and when he went into the van, he waved goodbye.
THE END. :)
MY JJ!!!!!!! CAN’T WAIT FOR JJ PARTY..
really gotta thank SHI QI for helping me ask for permission to skip dance!! THANK YOU SHIQI!!!!!
A SUPER SUPER SUPER TOUCHING STORY I GOT OFF JJ'S OLD BLOG:
(no i don't mean jj wrote it, i mean he linked it in his blog)
it's super sad, i was reading it from com studies till now (lunch before lit common test). and i started crying in class. heh.
it's about this guy, Ji-won, and this girl, Mina, how they found each other and loved each other from the time they met each other till the end of this story 4 years later. but they never told each other they loved each other until mina was going to die.
ji-won left for korea, leaving mina behind without saying goodbye (not that he wanted to) and when mina finally made it to korea 2 years later to find him, she realised he's turned into this tycoon guy. and although it hurts mina so much, she's still willing to do anything to stay by ji-won's side, even if it means her joining his tycoon gang, dsgusing as a guy so ji-won won't recognise her. and in the end mina gave up a chance for a heart transplant in europe to save ji-won's life. (sorry, i'm being a spoiler here :P) so yeah, she died in the end. it's really really REALLY REALLY SAD!!! EVEYRONE MUST GO READ. although the story seems very long, it dosent take that long to finish.
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sumay: what the heck..
c. justin: eh don't use the W-T-H in my class ok, i dun like.
sumay: what the hell!
c. justin: woi!!
sumay: what the f...
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4 MORE HOURS TILL I SEE JJ!!!

Aug 4, 2007

EVERYONE BUY SUNDAY TIMES TOMORROW!! MY ARTICLE ON JJ WILL BE INSIDE, UNDER GENERATION Y!!!!
just uh, don't look at the picture that comes with the article can already :)
the picture SUCKS! I HAVE NEVER LOOKED SHITTIER. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY.
anw my shitty face isn't the point, the point is my ARTICLE!
MUST BUY OK PPL!!!!
hehehe, and i'm gonna give this to jj on monday!! :D
wheeeeeee
mood: happy! --- song: wu liao/JJ

2 more days to seeing jj at heeren!
1 more day to the WCG event! (although i’m not going -.-)
6 MORE DAYS TO THE RELEASE OF THE GAIBAN!!!
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JJ REPLIED THE QUESTION I POSTED ON THE SAMSUNG WEBSITE!! i asked him how he developed his passion for music. he said it was because of his idols, like michael jackson and jacky cheung. O_o
he replied chunhao’s and jacey’s and zhenxiu’s too.. hahaha!
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oh ylbfb, there was this new singing group, 1 girl 4 guys i think.. one of the guys sang MO RI ZHI LIAN! and the girl sang JI DE!!! i feel so proud of my jj.. the songs he compose are so nice.. hehehe. thankfully they didn’t ruin the song!
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my mum’s teaching my P4 BROTHER Pythagoras’ theorum. O_o
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i thought the course was $400, it’s actually NINE HUNDRED!
HOW! I’M DEADDDD.
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yesterday at 9pm we had that heucampus test thing. and miss pham said
“ok, me gotta log off liaoz”
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean she's a teacher leh! LOL! (amelia, scream now)

Aug 2, 2007

feeling: calm, happy song: bu liu lei de ji chang/ jj
trashing today was quite fun, actually. :x
i just wanted to clarify, the reason i kep to myself so much is cos i knew that ever since That Incident, my friends felt i was a bitch to ____. i knew the “friendship” they were giving me was fake, and i couldn't stand it. also, a lot of people were critisizing jj, and even if they didn’t, i knew they were irritated when i talked abt him. i just decided to block myself out from the rest of the world to cause less problems.
i felt only my JM friends understood cos they’ve experienced it all before. i found The Perfect Friends in them, and found it ironic that there were so many “angel” friends around me but none in crescent. they became my only friends.
when shermin started "idolizing", i thought i had someone who understood at last. but even she was luckier than me in some ways, more ppl liked flh than jj. i thought i finally found someone that understood me, i trusted her so much, but in the end it wasn’t so. betrayed of my feelings, i just decided to give up on everything.
i was ungrateful. i keep saying you guys don’t understand me, and end up hurting you guys, and i can see you all silently putting up with it and trying to open up to me, but it’s the stubborn me that’s not willing to open up. sorry and thank you all for trying so hard to help me, and care for me, even though i still kept to myself.
thank you everyone, for always being there for me, although i always took everything in a negative way and hurt you guys so much. and i guess some of you don’t know how much you mean to me because i keep on saying crescent ppl suck. i’m beginning to look at things in a different light. :)

shermin, i think the real you is much more beautiful than the "fake" you, and if you open up to everyone else, you’ll be loved more, for who you truly are. and you, like me, may realise that crescent isn’t that bad after all. :)
LETTY. although you don’t even know about my blog. (heck, melia, pls help me ask her to read this kk!) CHEER UP!!! i know you can’t help your perfectionist thing, but just to let you know, we’re always here for you. you don’t have to put up a cheerful front when you’re bleeding inside, because i know it hurts like hell. :) and pls don’t feel like you’re not good enough, because you’re already considered the best dancer in crezdance, laoshi even chose you for the solo. you’re proshit, so don’t worry! :D and i’m sorry i judged you wrongly in the past. now i really feel you’re one of the nicest people i’ve met, though i don’t know you well. you’re good at everything, but you’re not proud. you’re always cheerful. you’ve earned more respect from me than you can imagine. you’ve helped me a lot, though you don’t realise it. crezdance would’ve lost its meaning without you. :)
and i mean all this. must cheer up ok! :D

i guess what JT said was true, inspiration only comes when you’re truly happy. well, it’s come back, after a long time :D

“爱,三万里程的孤单。。
爱,在远都在你身旁” - bu liu lei de ji chang/JJ
No matter how tough everything seems, continue to believe in yourself, never give up, because it'll all be worth it in the end. That’s the message jj wants to bring to his fans through this song. :)

Aug 1, 2007

JJ’S GAIBAN WILL BE RELEASED ON 10 AUG EVERYBODY!!!
IT’LL BE A NATIONAL HOLIDAY!
EVERYONE MUST MUST MUST GO AND BUY!
AND AMELIA AND SHERMIN, MUST RMB YOUR PROMISE TO BUY!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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"I’m still the shy boy next door” (Straits Times, Monday Jul 30 07)
when he talks about how he gets his inspiration: “Most of the music I listen to is rock and pop from the West. I then translate it into MY OWN WAY OF THINKING, put in what I know of Chinese culture and things I’m currently into, like beatboxing, and mix it into what I like or what I call J-Fusion.” – haha, he makes it sound so cool!!
“But really, I’m still a little shy and crazy and still the same person.”
thank you so much for saying that, JJ.
you don’t know how much that sentence means to me, and a lot of other JMs around. we used to be so depressed over your drastic change.. :) anyway now we know. and we’re all really thankful!! :D
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uhh, ehh, i wanna be XIONG MAO-JIE! hahaha. lin jie jie, xiong mao jie! -.-
mood: mixed negative
song: wlcome to my life / simple plan
i’m hiding in a corner, ashamed to show my face, while you’re the centre of attention, telling a crowd of interested peeps about your drama serials and fahrenheit.
and you slitl complain that you have no on to talk about your interests with.
to be on the edge of breaking down
with noone there to save you
no you don’t know what it’s like
welcome to my life.
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i’m sorry i’m so emo lately. i’m full of confusion, i don’t know what to do.
i need time, to sort my thoughts out.
i need time,
away from this prison cell.
i need,
a world of MY own.