Jun 29, 2008

i suck

“Stop sitting out there in the cold and hating yourself when I’m here standing with my arms open wide, waiting for you to come to me so that I can hug you tight..”

 Nothing I do seems to be right.

I’m sorry. I just can’t stand this. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

All I know is that I really love you more than you could ever imagine.


I’m sorry.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry I keep letting you down. 
I’m sorry I just can’t seem to make you feel happy, after all that you’ve done for me. 
I’m sorry that this is how I repay you. 
I’m sorry that no matter what I say it always seems to hurt you so badly.

I'm sorry I keep making you cry although you always make me happy.   

I’m sorry that no matter how much I say it, you don’t see how much I love you.  

I’m just an idiot through and through. I never deserved all this love in the first place.

Jun 28, 2008

JESSIE AHHH.

Ruth. says (10:54 PM):
I will feel damn insulted if my boyfriend & I bed & he goes to watch porn
HAHA
Ruth. says (10:54 PM):
Cause like walau eh I can do LIVE TELECAST for him to see
Then he go watch recording
Sian
Ruth. says (10:55 PM):
Somemore TV not high siaaaa.

:D

Will update when I get around to uploading the pics in my comp (again -.-)

Jun 27, 2008

:D

HAPPY EIGHTH MONTH DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually not really a Happy Eighth Month leh, because I have E Math remedial till 4 and I have piano theory class in the evening -.-
Nevermind.
CAN SEE YOU I HAPPY ALREADY!!!!!!! :D

Really miss you leh.
I didn't see you for 11 days, and then we only got to meet twice before you had to go for camp ):
AHHHH I want to kidnap you so you'll have to live with me forever :P

Will blog about Jessie's blister and Share A Thought when I get around to uploading the pictures. :D

Jun 25, 2008

It's not my fault I'm a loser, is it?

Maybe I'm too antisocial.
Maybe I'm too moody all the time.
Maybe I don't laugh as much as everyone else.
Maybe I scream too much.
Maybe I'm too boring.
Maybe I'm too ugly.

Maybe I wasn't meant to have friends in the first place.

I tell everyone I'm okay, I pretend like I don't care.
But I do.
I'm just a pathetic loser.

And I know it dosen't seem like it, but I'm really glad you're still here for me.
Even though you irritate me and make me wish I'd never known you half the time.
Thanks, xiao (:


I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
Everyone has someone they'd rather be with than me. They'd be talking to me and when they see someone else they'd just run off with the other person and the both of them would start laughing together and having so much fun.
How come that never happens to me?
How come I never laugh or play around with these "friends"? Why don't I have a best friend?
What do I have to do for people to like me?


Okay, I know I sound like a whining kid.
Maybe I just miss you too much.
Come back soon, okay?


You don't need a best frn cuz u have sm1 who can do much more than what a best frn will do for you..

Jun 24, 2008

24TH JUNE OMG!

OMG IT’S EXACTLY TWO YEARS AFTER THE JJ CONCERT!!!!
my jj :D

WAHAHAHA I GREW 1CM AND LOST 3KG :D

Components of plasma: 90% water + dissolved substances
E.g.:

Soluble proteins – fibrinogen etb
Dissolved mineral salts (ions) – phosphates of calcium, sodium, etc.
Food substances
Excretory products
Horomones

Sorry lah, was bored.

Karen is like damnnnn smart. Initially I stated on my blog (and told all my customers) that they only had to pay for their preorders when I passed them the items.
Then I’m supposed to meet up with my supplier for the Balo products (the slimming creams and masks) today, and I’ve got to pay her $160.
And nobody has paid me, and I’ve got no money at all.

Yah I know, I’m damn smart. -.- So I had to go change the rules and say that they had to pay before getting the items. But only 3 of my customers were able to pass me the money by today, and I was still super short of money.
What the hell, it’s $160 leh!!

Anyway, Cui Xiao and Shermin very kindly offered to lend me money :D
I’ve learnt my lesson, sorry CX and Sher for troubling you guys ):

Jun 23, 2008

I really love you

“I’m just afraid of losing you..
You’re really very precious to me, okay?”

Trust us, trust our love. Trust my love for you.
We’ll make this last. (:

I love you

As soon as I heard your voice, I started crying.
And I really wanted to say “I miss you”, but whenever I tried to I’d just start crying even more.
I’m glad that it’s all over now (:
I wouldn’t want to experience this ever again.
Now I know how you felt when I was in Japan last year.
Sorry for leaving you like that.

I hope we’ll never have to do this again, because we can’t live without each other x3

Jun 22, 2008

I miss you

I miss holding your hand, I miss you calling my name, I miss your whining. I miss the way you call me “angel”. I miss the way you kiss my forehead gently and hug me tight. I miss the way you nag at me to take care of myself or to go to sleep early.

I miss you more than you could ever imagine.
I feel like some lonely wife waiting for her husband to come back from some business trip.
O.o

You promised me that when you come back, we’ll make up for that lousy last hug and kiss (:
Can’t wait to see you again (:

omg i haven't blogged in years

My beloved JJ's in Malaysia now ):
I WANNA GO THERE SEE SEE!!!

And I haven't done:
- 1000-word Chinese argumentative essay
- Eng compre
- Eng compo
- Lit (AHHH)
- Chemistry WB
- E Math homework 3 & 4

And I'm not bothering. O.O

SELLING SOMETHING NEW on my blogshop!
Topsop-inspired tunics :D

Topshop Inspired tunic tops!


Aren't they like super pretty :D 

Go my blogshop leh everyone! I've got super cute David & Goliath lipbalms from Canada :D
ULTRA CUTE!
Gogogogogogogo!

Omg the number of readers reading my blog have dropped. It's like an average of 30+ unique visitors less.
Which makes my present number of readers.... less than 5.
I HATE CHANGING BLOG URLS ):

Jun 19, 2008

RAHHH

WAH DAMN SUCKY DAY.
Went to make my IC today. Had to take the passport photo there.
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDOLDUNCLEKEPTSAYINGMYFRINGEWASTOOLONG.
He kept asking me to comb it such that it wouldn’t touch my eyebrows, but my fringe just would not stay, no matter how much water I poured over it!
MYGOSH.
He asked me to re-comb my hair FIVE TIMES. (!!!!!)
And then I ended up looking like kns. ):
And it’s so not fair you know? The other auntie on the other booth was so nice, she actually helped this guy digitally edit the passport photo so that his pimple wouldn’t show. D:
Actually the guy very shuai leh. He looked like SylvesterSim on the passport photo!
(I saw the photo when she was editing it on the computer screen)
WAH OMG HOW CAN ANYONE LOOK GOOD ON A PASSPORT PHOTO? I'M SUPER JEALOUS ):

And then I went to post a pair of earrings to a customer of mine.
WAH SUPER PISSED, I HAD TO WAIT FOR MORE THAN ONE HOUR JUST TO PURCHASE A PACKET OF ENVELOPES AND STAMPS because there were three guys in front of me writing addresses for 4582734875930 envelopes addressed to “The Royal College of Surgery of Edinburgh”. I WANTED TO KILL THEM. CAN’T THEY DO IT AT THE SIDE OF THE COUNTER AND LET ME GO FIRST? WAHHHH ^%@$#@.

So anyway, I walked home (Just felt like it for some reason because I was so pissed) and when I finally arrived home, sweating like some pig, I kept ranging the doorbell but no one answered. And then I called my mum and she told me that MY FATHER, BROTHER AND MAID WERE OUT FOR LUNCH.
I really should go find my house keys lah. Where could I have left them? RAHH.

Anyway, I had nothing to do until they came back, so my mum told me to go to Macs for lunch. Somehow I don’t know why but I ASSUMED that she meant the Macs in Jurong Point instead of the one in Pioneer Mall. So I went all the way back to Jurong Point again which took 15 minutes because I’d just missed the bus by 0.0001 sec like how I always do D: (instead of going to Pioneer Mall which is like just a 2min walk away from my house).
And when I’d finally gotten my lunch and started to eat, my brother called me saying that he had just arrived home.

-.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

On a happier note, I made a new friend today through my blogshop!
She’s 13 and was looking for supplies, so I emailed her to tell her I supplied stuff and we somehow started chatting.
She apparently wanted to go to Crescent but was 2 marks short ):
HEEHEEHEE!

Jun 18, 2008

Changed url!

Decided to change url. Must listen to my friends lah. (:
Wah super irritated, I wanted to change it to the following urls but they were taken up by some idiots who only posted ONE POST or worse still, NONE AT ALL:
www.musicmusic.blogspot.com
http://www.musicisthelove.blogspot.com/
http://www.musicismylife.blogspot.com/
http://www.musicaholic.blogspot.com/
http://ineedmusic.blogspot.com/
http://www.ilovejj.blogspot.com/

Just copy and paste any one (or all if you're very free :D) link into a separate tab and you'll see what I mean. WAH SO PISSED.
Hahaha.
Anywayyy, so here's my new link. RELINK EVERYONE :D

Jun 17, 2008

VOTE FOR JJ!

http://www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/show/artist/30

HELP TO VOTE FOR JJ FOR THE MTV ASIA AWARDS PLEASE!!!!
PLEAE HELP TO VOTE! :D

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY! :D

I had this super super super super long chat with my P3-4 classmate Evelyn, we started chatting about, like, everything, from blogshops to primary school carefree days to undone piles of homework to her frequent arguements with Bryson in primary school.
And then we came onto the topic of teenage puppy-love relationships?

I HATE THE FOLLOWING KINDS OF PEOPLE:
E.g 1)
Evelyn. says (6:13 PM):
b0iis jus tiink 0f sexx andd plyinqq with gals' feelinqqs tuhh be p0pular...
E.g 2)
Evelyn. says (6:16 PM):
qals likk wann bbe p0pular, c hhu stead 1st etc.

E.g 3)
Evelyn. says (6:17 PM):
sec1 qt tiis guy wann steadd tu attract derhh attenti0n 0f derhh gal he lik


Haha, since most of my blogreaders can't understand "Twit Lang", I shall translate it :D (CAUSE I'M THE PRO :D)
E.g 1)
Evelyn. says (6:13 PM):
Guys just think of sex, and play around with girls' feelings to get popular (because by being in a relationship, they think they're "better" than their friends who are single)

E.g 2)
Evelyn. says (6:16 PM):
There are girls who think that by getting into a relationship earlier, they become more popular
E.g 3)
Evelyn. says (6:17 PM):
There's this guy in sec 1 who wants to get a girlfriend just to attract the attention of another girl he likes


Oh, and this reminds me of something Yiling told me some time ago:

"last year some idiot kept saying he liked me, then later i realised that he was jut crapping, he wanted to go out with me just so that he could show off to his friends that he had a girlfriend wth. and before i found out, i actually really thought he fell for me, and i told him over the phone that i liked him too? and he actually recorded what i said and passed it round his whole freaking class"

WAH I'M LIKE FREAKING PISSED MAN!!!!
I TOTALLY TOTALLY HATE IDIOTS WHO THINK THEY'RE OH-SO-MATURE AND TREAT RELATIONSHIPS LIKE NOTHING, OR IDIOTS WHO GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS TO BOOST THEIR FREAKING EGO, OR OR OR IDIOTS WHO THINK THAT GETTING INTO A RELATIONSHIP MAKES THEM VERY COOL OR WHATEVER.
OMG DAMN SHIT CANNNNNNZXZXZXZXZXZ.
Or guys like Nicholas. Nevermind, I'm not going to talk about him. If I do I'll start typing a 23km-long bitching essay HAHAHA.

Anywayyyyy,
Whenever I see some act-cute ah lian going out with some act-dao guy, or any other couples who are very obviously just going out together for the sake of it, or couples who very obviously have no love between them at all and are just keeping up the act of being together to bring up their popularity status in school, I usually stare in disgust and silently curse society for bringing us teenagers (Yuck, I'm disgusted to find myself in the same group of people as them) up such that we treat stuff like this so lightly and have totally misunderstood what a relationship is supposed to be.
I've decided to change my attitude towards idiots like these because I've realised that no matter what I say, nothing's going to change their warped way of thinking.
From today onwards, I shall try not to get myself so worked up over screwed people. Instead, I shall LAUGH AT THEM!!
For they have not experienced true love, and probably never will, given their shit "I-want-to-go-out-with-him-because-he's-rich-and-hot" attitude.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA. KAREN RULES :D

Jun 16, 2008

pleeeeeeeeease

www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com :D
Heeheehee someone shoot me now please, I haven't touched the holiday homework yet.
Except for the first piece of E math homework. And A math.
OMG. Is there bio homework?
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

Jun 15, 2008

BACK FROM KL!!!

Heeheehee
Yvonne, Inez and I went crazy at the neoprint shop. :D
Ooh my hair looks straight in this pic :D o.o
We bribed Ivan with a box of Wonka Nerds to take neoprints with us, HAHAHA. At first he said "HAHA so easy, just take pictures only then can get a box of Nerds!" but later in the shop he was groaning "Wah lao I shouldn't have taken up your offer lah, this is damn torturous can?"
:D :D
Too lazy to upload the pictures of the neoprints, but anyway, Ivan looked rather spastic.
(We used the neoprint machine's image altering function to dye his hair UGLY GREEN :D)

Went to BiaoYee's new condo for a barbecue. ZOMG HER HOUSE LOOKS LIKE A SHOWFLAT CAN?!
We went crazy at the playground :D Stupid Ivan kept showing off his muscles, HAHA.

(:
And now you're in Taiwan.
Take care, okay? I don't want to have to keep worrying about you all the time. I love you.

Jun 14, 2008

the freaking longest quiz ever. daoxin's fault :D

Daoxin's fault I'm doing such a long quiz :D
People I've tagged:
1) Jt, 2) Maddie, 3) Celeste, 4) Janjan, 5) Yanhua, 6) Yingyan, 7) Shermmzxzxz, 8) Jessie (if you still read my blog), 9) Jacey (if you read my blog), 10) Cui Xiao (HAHAH)
[ 10 ] Firsts
First Best Friend: Sarah :D Since .. forever?
First Screen Name: Can't remember. I think it's itsjuzme or nerakho? :/
First Pet: My bro went to a fish farm in p4 and brought home a fish :D
First Piercing: HAHA IN MARCH THIS YEAR? AND THE STUPID GOLDHEART PERSON ANYHOW PIERCE AND I HAVE TO CLOSE IT ):
First Crush: Ehhhhh, Bryson p3-p6? (The whole world already knows anw)
First CD: Eh, no idea. But the first Chinese singer I knew was David Tao x3
First Car: Ehhhhhh...
First Love: Dear? :D (I don't think Bryson's counted because although we liked each other nothing happened. We were p3 WTH.)
First Place Called Home: Ehh, Blk 316 Jurong East St 32. 13th floor. I moved out when i was 6 :D
[ 9 ] LastsLast Beverage: RED GRAPE JUICE at the super cool Italian restaurant yesterday with my cousins in KL :D
Last Car Ride: Eh, to the dentist (in KL) yesterday HAHAHA
Last Movie Seen: Uh, I super can't remember. The last time I went to the cinemas, I watched August Rush with Sumay, Kai and Laogong, I think. Or L Change The World with Laogong. Both shows rock anw :D
Last Phone Call: Ian's mum asking me if I wanted gutinous rice for breakfast?
Last Song You Listened To: Gou Ai by A Chord :D yesterday
Last Bubble Bath: Uh, at Sarah's house when i was 10? HAHA
Last Time You Cried: Last night, from being Laogong-sick at KL. ):
Last Thing You Ate: MALAYSIAN GLUTINOUS RICE ROCKS
Last Bad Thing You Did: Uh... Can't remember? :D
[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Dear? HAHAHAHA.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: I'm guai lor.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: O.O
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: SIAO MAN.
Have You Ever Cheated: In ting xie?
Have You Ever Been In Love: Bryson and dear?
A Car Accident: ALMOST.
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: Thankfully not, I'm a nice person :D
[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing. (Wth, i'm in my home clothes!
1. Dance tee
2. Purple FBTS (I insist they're not gay!)
3. Eh, bra.
4. Underwear (whee-wheet!)
5. Sanitary pad (o.o)
6. Hairband
7. Uh, my skin.
[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today
1. Brushed my teeth
2. Read Laogong's smses
3. Tell Ian's mum that I wanted glutinous rice for breakfast
4. Laughed at Ian's expression when he was trying to kill some idiot in DOTA
5. Ate my breakfast
6. Laughed with Yvonne about how much we want to go shopping today
(You know, I've only been awake for about an hour. How many things could I have done?!)
[ 5 ] Favourite Things
1)JJ, 2)My tablet (but I hate it now because it's infected with 234817395 viruses, 3)Laogong, 4)my phone, 5)Dance
[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To
1)I can tell Dear anything in the world :D 2)Binkai, because he's always online 3)Shermin 4)..myself? HAHAHA
[ 3 ] Choices
1. Black Or White: :/ I love both!
2. Hot Or Cold: Neither :/
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: OMG CHOCOLATE LUH.
[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die
1) To be a good Dance discipline mistress (pweeeeeease?)
2) To have a music career!
[ 1 ] Thing You Regret
Too many to decide which I should put here.

Jun 11, 2008

Oh heck.

Hahaha, I've decided just to put the nuffnang thing on my blogshop lah. :D
OMG EVERYONE, XIAO JING TENG'S ALBUM IS GOING TO COME OUT THIS MONTH!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Eh, the breadstick pens really that cute ah? :D
WWW.ISERIOUSLYNEEDMONEY.BLOGSPOT.COM ! :D

"Get off lah!"
Just three words turned your hysterical laughter into a sob.
Hahahahahaha, love is crazy.
I really wish I could take back what I said.
I'm sorry.

Jun 10, 2008

MY XIE HEXIAN!!!!

In love with A Chord again!!!! :D
goai -

- 够爱 by Xie Hexian/A Chord.
The band playing the background music was Dong Cheng Wei (:

I LOVE HIM ZOMG!!!
I think I posted a few :D posts on him after watching Hana Kimi. ZOMG, WHO DOSEN'T LOVE HIS DA SHU CHARACTER?!!
DA SHUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! x333333

Then I found out he was in a ROCK BAND called Sealevel :D

(performing in a school concert when he was a student)

Heehee, he's got schizophrenia!
I think his name is freaking cool btw. He Xian = Chord in Chinese (as in, G chord, C chord), so he calls himself Chord. :D
ARGH zomg. Anyway, I'm freaking in love with Gou Ai!!!
:D :D :D

MY AH CHORDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

nuffnang?


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...so, I've decided to serve Nuffnang :D
So everyone, please help me by going to my blog, like, once a day or something! :D :D
I'll try to keep on updating and make my blog a little more interesting or something. :D
XIEXIE!!!
By the way, I've decided to put it on my blogshop
(www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com)
as well. I don't have a stats counter for my blogshop, but I figured a lot of other Blogshop owners probably go to my blogshop to advertise for their own blogshop, so I'm going to give it a try :D
PLEASE support me people!! :D

(To find out what Nuffnang's about, go to www.nuffnang.com.sg. I'm too lazy to explain here :D

Jun 9, 2008

it's way beyond that. (:

i know you couldn't make that promise to me, and so you didn't.
but i know you'll try your best.
no matter what happens in the future, you know i still really care about you.
it hurts when i look at the scars on your wrist; i hate myself for not being able to stop you from doing all that.
it sucks, seriously.
i love you too much to be able to stand seeing you hurting yourself like that.
i love you so much that "i love you" can't even express it anymore.
it's way beyond "i love you."

i don't want to leave you either.

i felt like i was drowning in all that sweetness.
you made my heart sing (:
(okay i know that was damn cheesy but i'm serious :D)
i'm sorry i keep letting you down.
i'm sorry i can't tell you what you want to hear and reassure you that this relationship really migt not last, because i don't want to lie to you and i don't want you to be even more disappointed in the end.
i'm sorry i made you cry for hours on end nearly every night for months.
i'm sorry i didn't know what to do to make you feel better.
i'm sorry i made you cry with worry just because i had a stomach cramp.
i'm sorry i can't be beside you all the time.
i'm sorry you have to miss me like that.
i'm sorry i keep making you worry about me.
i'm sorry you love me.
i hope you know how much i love you too, and that no matter what, i'll try my best to keep this going.
because i can't afford to lose you, either.
i love you.

Jun 8, 2008

laogong tagged me.

it's a super freaking ultra long quiz. I'M SICK OF QUIZZES COS IN THE END I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG!!!
NEXT PERSON YOU TAG: CELESTEMEI!!
1. When you want to have "you" time, what do you do?
Lie on my bed and just start daydreaming random thoughts :D
2. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
Usually. But depends on who asks them too :D
3. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
Yeah. It feels damn weird each time it happens. :/
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
On my fifteenth birthday - the picnic at the beach and sleepover with the OB JMs!
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
Love overcomes all obstacles. :DDDDD
9. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding?
I'm rather afraid of the thought of having to wear some nice gown. I'd look like some freak can. D: Oh, and I'd probably trip on the stupid long skirt. Maybe I'll wear jeans to my wedding :D
10. (Missing) (O.o)
11. The last time you were kissed, where were you?
At dear's house? :D
12. Do you eat a healthy diet?
ARE YOU CRAZY? I JUST CONSUMED TWO HUNDRED GRAMS OF FATS IN FIFTEEN MINUTES.
14. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends?"
I don't see a problem in being able to achieve that, as long as we put the past behind us. (:
17. Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
ARE YOU FREAKING CRAZY.
18. When is the last time you were on a vacation?
Ehhh, MIYAZAKI(JAPAN) LAST YEAR WITH CRESCENT DANCE!!! :D
19. Do you make your bed every day?
It'll just get messy again what. D: Besides, MESSY BEDS ARE GOOD FOR OUR HEALTH! :D (I'm serious! It was in last year's Readers Digest.)
20. Are you too shy to tell people when you're developing felings for them?
Yeah, but I hint. :D
21. Do you use the Internet or television more?
OBVIOUSLY THE INTERNET?!
22. Have you ever worn black nail polish?
Nah, but I think it looks damn cool. When Sarah and I were 10 we went crazy and put this damn damn dark purple-coloured nail polish :D
23. How much older than you is the oldest person you've kissed?
(Not answering this question :D)
24. How much younger is the youngest?
(Not answering this question either :D)
26. Do you have romantic feelings for anyone, and if so, do they know?
Dear lor :D
27. What are your plans for your future?
I don't want to think so far ahead. :D
28. Do you want to be in a relationship right now?
What, another one? HAHA
29. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
Nah, I wouldn't have any friends. Plus I probably wouldn't have interet access wherever I go. Plus I wouldn't have any money. D:
30. Have you ever done any acting on stage?
Uh, I acted as Santarina (Santa's wife?!?!) with Sumay (she was an ELF :D) when we were 6 :D
31. Do you like being in pictures?
I like pictures for memories, but I hate the fact that I look like shit and I ruin the whole photo.
32. Do you cry easily?
I don't cry when I'm supposed to, but I cry at the weirdest things. :D
33. Have you ever been more attracted to a significant other's sibling more than them?
HAHA UH NO.
34. What is the last fun, free activity you did?
Dear.. *nudge nudge* HAHAHA
35. Do you enjoy romance?
XP
36. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
I swoon at cute guys. But I really love very few very few (:
37. Would you rather be single,or stay in a difficult relationship ?
Single (: If you're in a difficult relationship it's just heartbreak all the time.
38. What person in your family are you the most like?
Uh, how about myself? :D
39. Are you quick to start a fight?
Nah, I'm cool :D
40. Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese?
What's grilled cheese?
42. Do your parents really know YOU?
ARE YOU CRAZY?!
43. Have you ever felt invincible?
Nah

44. How many cars have you owned?
Uh, none? Cars are bad for the environment anway :D
45. Do you get along well with your siblings?
Well, we used to fight like hell over the smallest things. Now whenever I'm pissed at something he'll always try to make me feel better :D I beat him into shape lah!
46. Would you rather be cheated on or with?
NEITHER!
47. Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
Well, I'm not exactly the most mature person around yeah? :D *flashbacks of myself jumping up and down like a deranged idiot in class*
48. Do you like to dress up?
It's fun, but because I look like shit I end up looking like some ugly freak who thinks she's pretty. So no thanks (:
-EnD-

Jun 6, 2008

Xiaoxi's fault I'm doing this.

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

1. What’s y0ur ambition?
To do something related to music, pleasepleaseplease! Jt says I should be a social worker because I like to talk to random people and I’m nice. :D I SHALL BE A RECEPTIONIST AT OB! TAKE OVER WEWE’S PLACE :D

2. Who is more important to y0u? Friends or boyfriend?
Hmm, can’t answer this question really. Yhey’re both equally as important (:

3. Who is the person y0u trust most?
Obviously jt lah. Jt’d always be there for me and I can tell her everything about me; I know she wouldn’t let out anything I wouldn’t want others to know about :D

4. Do y0u think y0u have enough confidence?
Haha my self esteem is… very low. (Shermin, although I act ego a lot, I really don’t mean it. Do you seriously think I think I’m pretty/smart? HAHA DAMN FUNNY)

5. Who is your idol?

HAHA MEGA -.- . go look at my blogskin lah. :D

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
What, as in 雨过天晴? Hmm yeah. Nothing stays bad forever, there’s always a way out and things will always be better no matter how it seems like it’ll never be – on the other hand, no matter how good things seem, it won’t last forever too.

7. What is your goal for this year?
TO GET DAMN GOOD RESULTS FOR END-YEARS.
Oh, and for a successful blogshop :D (HINTHINT PEOPLE,
www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com :D)

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Of course :D

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
Uh, no. And I hope I’ll never break someone’s heart damn badly. (Argh dear, don’t even dare think about it)

10. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of love (: I LOVE MUSIC! I LOVE JJ! I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS! :D

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
To love me back and never let me go (:

12. Favourite hobby?
.. Singing? Crapping with the Jms? Uh, I don’t know. Being with YOU :D

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yeah :D I take every single friendship very seriously, okay? Don’t break my heart people! :D

14. Do you like S.H.E?
YES :D They can sing! Esp. HEBE :D LOVE HER VOICE MAN.
(But JJ’s still the best, obviously :D)

15. Do you think you had a nice haircut?
Uh no, my hair never ever listens to me. ):
16. (My question; previous question was Do you love anime?) How messy is your room?
Uh, I do my homework on the floor now… :D

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Has Super Freaking Vulgar Classmates. XD

18. What have you done to please yourself?

Uh… I bought a packet of Yupi Gummy Bears today :D :D :D

19. IF you had one wish right now, what would you wish for to come true?
TO BE ABLE TO JOIN THE INTERMEDIATE COURSE IN OB WITH ALL MY OB FRIENDSSSSSS

20. What do you want most for your birthday?
Hmm, to be the happiest and have no worries on that day. I think this year’s birthday was the best birthday ever (:D) because it was spent with my best friends and we did the stupidest things ever. Screaming Spongebob’s Campfire Song and singing some other songs totally out of tune and so loudly that other people turned and stared at us; completely vandalizing janice’s leg and laughing like hell when she started doing that violent kick to get the blanket off her while she was asleep; totally not having to care about anything at all.
I don’t know how to describe how I feel with you guys, but it’s amazing. Thanks you guys (:
Okayyy I’m not going to start my Music+JM speech again, I think you guys have heard more than enough of that :D

8 people to tag:
Jt, Yingyan, Celeste, Maddie, Janice, Zhenxiu, Daoxin, Lukhei :D
(Oh, but my com's being super sot and I can't view 99% of the blogs I want to visit, so I can't tag at your blogs, I just hope you guys see this lah hor? :D)

Jun 3, 2008

dance camp day two

SIXTY PUSHUPS NINETY CRUNCHES FIFTY JUMPING JACKS FORTY SUPERMAN.
SYF'07 DANCE IS MAJORFREAKINGULTRATIRING
like, at the end of the dance, everyone's collapsing on the floor and dying already.

and we all feel like dying.
WOOHOOOOO, we’re only halfway through and i can’t even sit properly. it takes me five minutes of ahh-ing to actually be able to put my butt down on my chair.
imagine how bad our muscle aches would be on the last day of dance practice, hahah.
the sec 3 dancers should organize an outing to some body massage centre on friday :D
btw, typo, the previous post title should be dance camp not dance amp. :D but i guess everyone would've guessed anyway. too lazy to change. :D

Jun 2, 2008

freaking pissed, thanks so much.

HAHA I’M SO HAPPY NOW BECAUSE MY MUM JUST GROUNDED ME FOR THE REST OF THE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT MY BLOGSHOP WHAT KIND OF CRAPPY REASON IS THAT WTH SO ANYWAY DON’T BOTHER ASKING ME OUT PEOPLE AND I’M REALLY SORRY JACEY AND MADDIE BUT I CAN’T GO ICE SKATING WITH YOU GUYS AND I SO HATE MYSELF AND PEOPLE YOU MUST CONTINUE BUYING STUFF FROM MY BLOGSHOP ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I’LL HAVE TO GET RID OF MY STOCKS SOON COS MY MUM FREAKING DOSEN’T WANT ME TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT ANYMORE.
oh and she dosen’t allow me to close my room door anymore cos she thinks it cuts me out from the rest of the family. hahaha she dosen’t realise that that’s exactly the point.

dance amp day one

Haha, dance nightline (something like haunted house) was super funny, it totally wasn’t scary.
The “You killed my son!” writing in red paint on the mirror in the toilet was cool though :D
But like who in dance has a son? HAHAA NVM.
There was this part where Shiqi was wearing the Bai Bu costume and holding a candle. And I commented on how chio she looks without specs. And Aloycia went “Eh, she looks like Cyndi Wang!” and we all started laughing.
The sec1s at the back were screaming their heads off when some of the seniors were sort of squirming (okay, I don’t know how to describe it. They were moving like leeches/earthworms on the floor, you get what I mean right?) on the floor and they would suddenly lunge out at us. It wasn’t scary to me at all lah, because I knew it was them anyway. I’d just let them grab me so the sec1s would stop screaming :x
And there was this part where Siying grabbed Valencia’s face for a long time and just cupped her face with her hands and stared at her. I think it’d be more scary to a sec 1 because we’re really close to the sec 4s. :/ Siying looked like she was going to kiss Valencia, hahaha. (No offence. It was really funny!)
And there was this part where Leyi was wearing the Bai Bu costume and stood right beside us and shouted “ahhhh!” into our ears. We all started laughing because she sounded quite hoarse and looked like as if she was using all her strength and was really tired (The lights were off but there were random people holding candles and actually you could still see quite a lot lah.)

Hmm, we’re performing the SYF’07 – Vitality :DDDD dance for the St. Anthony’s concert thing at Victoria Concert Hall and for some other event at the Esplanade (Amelia says it’s for Rapture or something *shrug*) We had to select a few juniors.
Oh man, it feels so sucky dancing the SYF dance without our seniors ):


KAREENNN... U
KILLED MY SONN!!!

Jun 1, 2008

SORRY LAHHHH

heehee, out of boredom laogong and i decided to trick our friends that we had broken up :D
damn stupid. laogong even started crying while typing about the “breakup”. HAHA.
sorry lah everyone, but it was really fun!


to CELESTE, MADDIE, JANICE, JACEY AND YINGYAN:

HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOLS’!!!!very very sorry lah but it was fun tricking you guys (: heeheeheehee.
and anyway now laogong and i know, next time if anything happens between us you guys will always be there for us!! :D
(btw, the next time we say sth like this, it’s for real, not a joke anymore. :D)
I LOVE YOU GUYS
AND I LOVE LAOGONG!!! :D

neoprints :D

NEOPRINTS :D
i love this neoprint machine! it's the really really big one at JEC. i think it's the first machine you see when you walk in. OMG IT'S SUPERSUPER COOL. the quality of the neoprints are great, and they have all these super cute functions. like, you can cut and paste one picture into another!




i love the last neoprint! heehee damn cute right. :D i like the mini me-and-jt-sitting-on-the-refrigerator-door one! heehee. oh plus my legs look skinnier in that one. :D
anw. I LOVE THIS MACHINE :D