May 31, 2008

selina's story (:

sorry i haven't posted for so long people, i've been busy with blogshop business (:
PEOPLE GO SUPPORT
www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com !!!!!!

Selina’s story (:

Selina was Jt’s OB friend from Sichuan, I’ve forgotten how I got to know her ;/
Anyway,
Selina was this really passionate dancer who learnt dance at OB. Not long ago, she was given an opportunity to become a dancer in LA.
Then she came back to Sichuan to visit her family, when the earthquake struck on May 12.
She was trapped under a pile of rocks in a rather deserted area for fifteen days; her body was only found on May 27.
Before that day, Selina’s friends had lied to her boyfriend, telling him that Selina was fine, just that her handphone was spoilt.
Selina was found dead, having gone without food or water for fifteen days, and her lungs were filled with sand. However, the doctors said she still had a chance of being revived again, although the chance was obviously extremely low. When Selina’s boyfriend came to know the truth, that Selina was nearly confirmed dead, and the doctors would only supply her with oxygen until midnight before confirming her death if there were still no brain signals, he was the most depressed guy ever.
I talked to him on MSN that night (He used Selina’s account as “[he] just wanted to pretend that she was online.”, he seemed suicidal, man. It was so depressing talking to him because I couldn’t think of replies fast enough, because I knew that spouting motivational phrases wouldn’t do any good because I knew it wasn’t easy at all to forget his girlfriend’s death and move on so easily, and I knew how he felt, how he needed to hug her and see her, and I couldn’t do anything about it.
Apparently, they had planned to marry next year.
He said he’d never dance again, and he wanted to return to his friends in his old gang. He said “
I promised her, we will dance till the day that one of us can’t dance anymore, and then we will stop.” I didn’t know how to help him, he seemed so depressed.
And then at 10pm, just two hours before they would remove the oxygen supply, a miracle happened: The doctors detected brains signals, and her heart was beating again.
And just a few moments later, Selina woke up.
And she even had the strength to talk, to say she was hungry, and even to go online (on the hospital bed, of course). I chatted a bit to her and she went “WOAH” after realising she had been trapped under the rubble for 15 days. When I told her that her boyfriend was super depressed when he thought you would die, she said “Haha, at least I wasn’t too late; I could feel him breaking apart from me.”
And she just left for LA yesterday.
Selina’s a miracle. (:


Pics I should've posted a long time ago:


HAHAHA
artclass

May 27, 2008

celeste's fault i'm doing this (:


Name 20 people whom you can think right now

(wth, i don’t even think i have that large a social circle O.o)

1.Laogong, 2.Maddie, 3.Janice, 4.Celeste, 5.Sumay, 6.Binkai, 7.Jessiesuah, 8.Cuixiao, 9.Shermin, 10.Jackson, 11.JJ(HAHAH), 12.Yimei, 13.Glenda, 14.MrsEugeniaLim, 15.Amelia, 16.Lingling, 17.MrLeeJianwei, 18.Eudea, 19.BillGates, 20.MrChoyCheeChong


1. how did u meet 14?

She walked into the school grounds one day and made the whole school greet her.

(Shhhh, but given a choice, I’d rather MrsLee remain as our principal D: )


2. what would u do if u did not meet no. 1?

I’d have died of depression long ago. (: LAOGONG YOURE THE BEST


3. what if 9 and 20 dated?

HAHAHAHAHA I CAN SO IMAGINE SHERMIN AND MR CHOY GOING OUT.

(Psst Shermin, Mr choy fulfills your height expectations for your boyfriend HAHA)


4. will 6 and 17 date?

HEY, THEY’RE AROUND THE SAME HEIGHT LEH! NOT BAD, POTENTIAL GAY COUPLE. :D

(Binkai, if you dump Sumay to go out with my Chem teacher, I will SO SLAUGHTER YOU HAHAHA)


5. describe 3.

BEATBOXER DDDDDD: And she always manages to find really cool shirts with cool music slogans HAHAHA


6. is 8 attractive?

:D


7. describe 7.

JESSIE THEULTIMATEBIMBO SUAH.


8. know any of 12's family members?

I’ve seen her mother & father before… very nice people ;D


9. what will you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?

HAHA THE ULTIMATE, EH EUDEA? ;D


10. what language does 15 speak?

Bimbo language


11. who is 9 going out with?

MR CHOY HAHAHAHAHHAA


12. how old is 16?

TWO. :D


13. when did you last speak with 13?

TODAY hahaha, something regarding bio i think.


14. what is no. 2's fave band/singer?

JJ LAH OBVIOUSLYYYYYYYYY. and avril. :D


15. have you ever dated 4?

HAHA i can imagine celeste’s horrified expression now. :D


16. would you ever date 17?

ARE YOU CRAZY?!


17. is 19 single?

Eh, I don’t know leh. XD But he can’t be lah. He’s probably full of money-faced suitors too. :D


18. what is 10's last name?

FOOTBALLCRAZY-NG.


19. where does 6 live?

SAUDI ARABIA. :D nahhh, he lives in sumay’s heart. :D (not bad right binkai :D)

20. what is ur fav thing bout 5?
How she can really open up to me and tell me her problems whenever she’s sad (:

choose 5 ppl to do the quiz:
LAOGONG, MADDIE, JAN, ZHENXIU AND YINGYAN :D

IT'S OUR 7TH MONTH :D

HAPPY SEVENTH MONTH DEARRR!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD



(sorry, i'm posting old pictures because i haven't uploaded the pictures from my phone yet >.< haha, it seemed like just days ago that i posted “HAPPY SIXTH MONTH” O.o one month passed so fast, hahaha!
I LOVE YOU!!!!

and my mum saw my blogshop notebook (the notebook i used to keep track of all the sales and whatever) and got furious, so i’m so so dead, hahahaha.
what’s wrong with selling stuff, seriously?
they don’t even allow me to work and i seriously need money can?
i just asked them on Thursday if i could go to NTUC at jurong point to work with Valencia and my dad was like “wait till you’re 17 lah”.
wahlao, i have to wait till i’m 17/18 to do LIKE, EVERYTHING (inclucing staying at chalets - ?!?!!)
haha whatever. heck heck heck.
XIEXIE lynn for supporting my blogshop so stongly :D
and XIEXIE vanity-shopping (i still don’t know your name) for being my FIRST non-schoolmate buyer!!!! :D :D :D

SEVENTH MONTH!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

May 26, 2008

LI ZHIQING'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION :D

i think Li Zhiqing was like damn poor thing, there were less than 30 people at the autograph session and they were all (if not 99.9%) JJ fans (because JJ was going to be the guest performer, haha). So we decided to show Zhiqing support by doing last-minute signbaords and cheering (rather) loudly (considering the fact that most of us were there for jj :P)

haha, nothing much lah. maddie and janice weren't there D: and celeste refused to let me record her saying "HELLO! GOOD MORNING! WAKALAJITONGWAJIGEPOOT!!!" ):

JJ only appeared for like what, five minutes? Sang Ta Yi Ding Hen Ai Ni & Ai Yu Xi Wang with Zhiqing. :D AND THEN HE LEFT. -.-

video

OH BTW JJ'S SHOES WERE FREAKING NICE :D




May 23, 2008

you're a noisy fucker :D

reminder: GO TO www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com :D
first two buyers: JESSIE & SHUZHEN!!! :D *claps*


your poor finger, HAHAHA.

previous record was 6min. now i think it's around 10/15min? (i mean without stopping, jessie S. :D) don't know, we didn't look at the time. XD
and we left her house 1h 15min later than we were supposed to.
all thanks to her horny finger... and my horny hipbone (?!?! don't ask. :D). HAHAHA.

oh and maddie's the ultimate pro lah.
"(during JJ's birthday bash event) i was holding my phone and wanted to take a pic,and HE SAW AND POSED but i accidentally clicked the exit button,so I DINT TAKE. KILL ME"

HAHA. if i were maddie i'd have killed myself on the spot man. maddie the pro. tsktsktsk.

May 22, 2008

Eh not fair, why you down there no hair one!

haha, celeste wants me to do this quiz so i'll be a nice person and do it :D but i'm gonna put it in small font cos it takes up quite a lot of space D:

1. Do you wish to get married?
Who dosen't want to get married? :D
But I must get some nice guy lah, not some materialistic idiot.
If I remain with Laogong then we wouldn't get married but I wouldn't mind :D

2. What do you want the most now?
LAOGONG!!!

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Laogong luhh. :D

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think I have too low a self-esteem for my own good. D: (SO YOU GUYS MUST BUY STUFF FROM MY BLOGSHOP AND MAKE ME HAPPY AND BE MORE CONFIDENT :D)

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To become a backup singer/ have some cool job in the music industry :D

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
SATISFIED?! What's there about me worth feeling satisfied about? Fat thighs and acne? :D

7. What you hate about yourself?
My face, it looks disfigured.
My thighs resemble tree trunks.
I'm far too anti-social, can't even hold a conversation for two minutes 95% of the time.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
OF COURSE :D

9. What will you do if your HE/SHE hugged you?
:DDDDDDDDDDD

10.Who do u wish to see now?
LAOGONG!! I'm, like, rotting in school now. D:

11. How would you describe love?
Relationships: Love is worth all the pain you have to go through to get it, because when it comes, it's the most powerful thing ever. :D
Friendship: Love is someone being there for you through thick and thin, to double your happiness and halve your sorrows :D (I know it sounds cheesy but it's true!)
The world: Love is to accept and try to understand different kinds of people as they are. :D We're all different and we have to understand each other.
LOVE = PEACE & NO WAR
MUSIC = LOVE
(Sorry my answer's so long for this question, but I'm really trying very hard to spread the message of love - i can't stand how hate and violence and greed plague the world and make people do stupid things. Okay wth i can't continue typing anymore. Maybe I'll talk about this another time)

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Jealousy? Because jealousy generates hate. And we all know we shouldn't compare ourselves to others because there will always be someone better and worse off than us, but we all experience jealousy no matter what.
Greed, because greed makes people do unspeakable things. Like the NKF thing where this guy took the money that others donated out of compassion? Or how people "step over others" to "get to the top" in careers/society/the popularity circle. Or scamming others of their money, especially when the victim was poor to start with.

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
Yeah, I trust people super easily. I love anyone who's willing to listen to me. SO DON'T BETRAY MY TRUST PEOPLE :D

14. Do you treasure your family?
Hmmm, to tell you the truth, not really.
I know I should be appreciating the fact that my brother's so much nicer and more helpful towards me now and locks the door when I go out, helps me do stuff when I ask him to, tries to make me happier when I'm sad etc. And I should be appreciating the fact that my dad tries to make me happy a lot and understand me. And I should be appreciating the fact that my mum's not like Celeste's/ Laogong's.
*Shrug* I think I appreciate my brother the most. (Wah lau, what's happening to me? XD)

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
More than one, can't decide. :D
Music, JJ, Ocean Butterflies, The 5JMs, Laogong. :D
Nah, but the most important in everyone's life is LOVE. :D
(Stop thinking I'm always referring to the relationship kind of love, i mean all kinds. (see qn 11 :D)

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
Meeting up with Laogong everyday during the Mid-years and slacking and thus not studying much and getting such sucky scores ):

17.WHY ARE U DOING THIS QUIZ?
Because Celeste's such a bo liao WAKALAJITONGWAJIGEPOOT. XD

18.Are you happy now?
Quite? I've got Laogong and my JM friends, school friends, other friends etc. PLUS I'M FEELING SUPER HAPPY FOR BINKAI AND SUMAY! The only thing that's missing now is OB, and I guess it's the most important part in making me happy, but at least there's still the hope that I may be able to join (:
Love makes the world go round. :D

19. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
Laogong, the mostest. When my friendship with Yimei and the Hidamarians crumbled and the only friend in school I had was Shermin whom I couldn't stand half the time because she always said JJ was the stupidest freak ever, Laogong was one of my only friends and the only person I could share all these problems with without having to be afraid of him laughing at me and saying I deserved all this shit because it was my fault the friendship broke in the first place.
Plus he was going through a lot of problems too, so we went through a lot together and we made each other feel much better (:

20. My question - How broke are you?
I owe my mum $70 and Laogong $33. D:

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. Tag 8 people in ur list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.Whoever gets the tag, would have a blessing from all.

TAGGED!
JANICE
MADDIE
JT
SHERMIN
(Sorry, I can't think of many people. Too anti-social already lah. Whoever wants to do can do :D)


ANYWAY PEOPLE, PLEASE REMEMBER TO GO TO MY BLOGSHOP :D
www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com :D

May 21, 2008

BLOGSHOP OPENED!!!!!

EVERYONE PLEASE GO TO
http://www.iseriouslyneedmoney.blogspot.com

!!!!!!!!

Laogong and I just opened a blog shop, sorry to keep you guys waiting (especially Maddie and Sherm!)

SELLING MEGA CUTE FOODIE KEYCHAINS AND OTHER STUFF AT THE INSTOCKS PAGE!
SELLING SLIMMING PRODUCTS (:D) AND CANVAS FLATS AT THE PREORDERS PAGE!
(and will be uploading more stuff soon)

The We Supply page is still empty, sorry!

ANYWAY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SUPPORT PEOPLE!
I seriously need money (HAHA, GET IT GET IT?) to pay off my huge debts: I owe my mum $70 and Laogong $33.70 and Shermin $10, and my savings are currently $0.70.
Plus I don't get any allowance at all on days I don't have to go to school (i.e. weekends, holidays)
I know my life sucks.
SO PLEASE HELP ME PEOPLE :D

May 19, 2008

hearts all over the world tonight

in love with Chris Brown's "With You" :DDD *SCREAMMMMM*

BIRTHDAYSLEEPOVER :DDDDD
to celebrate my birthday (18 may) and jt's birthday (19 may) :D

Janice, Jt, Maddie and I actually planned to meet at 2.30 but Maddie had tuition so we postponed the meeting time to 3.30. AND THEN she didn’t arrive until 6pm, when we were about to leave for East Coast -.-
“Where are you ah? My mum’s waiting for you at the MRT station already!”
“Huh? I walked until the community centre leh! Where is she?!”

Made a huge fool out of ourselves at East Coast. My parents and brother were there (it was their condition for letting me go). Brought the tons of food we bought there and ate like crazy. :D We started singing like mad monkeys HAHAHA.
Mark: “No wonder nobody wants to go near you guys D:”
Decided to get our feet wet in the seawater and ended up screaming like hell at the large waves :D
Then the three of them started screaming a birthday song to me in English AND Chinese, and then repeated it like THREE more times. And I was like, screaming all the way, trying to get them to stop, because it was so freaking embarrassing. I think the scene probably looked pretty funny – three girls screaming HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOUHAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU and one jumping up and down and going AHH! AHH! AHH! :D

Got a new phone from my dad :D FINALLY, AFTER LIKE FOUR YEARS! I CAN FINALLY ACTUALLY HAVE A PROPER RINGTONE BECAUSE MY PHONE CAN ACTUALLY PLAY SONGS :D :D :D
Okay, I feel like an old ahma. D:

Back at Janice’s house, we sort of sat around and did nothing until around midnight when Janice fell asleep. We started drawing all over her. :D

(The message on the side says “I came to your house to visit you but you were asleep so TOO BAD X/”) :D

Jt nearly drew a PhuaChuKang mole on her but only got so far as marking a minute dot on her face before collapsing in hysterics, so it was never done ):
Watched some 13498234-year-old Ch 8 drama and laughed like hell over Li Nanxing’s hairstyle. :DDD

The next day – BAKED BLUEBERRY CUPCAKES AND CHOCOLATE BROWNIES! :D

Btw, McGriddles are nicenice :D
Anyway, we were supposed to leave the house to go for the recording thing (refer to prev. post) at 1pm and by the time Maddie finished bathing it was 12.59

-.- ,
so jt and i had to.... to buy time...

super rushed picture. :D
Rushed to Raffles Place MRT station where we met a few others. 11 of us in all (:
Apparently it was a very last-minute thing so Siewyong anyhow sms-ed her JJFC friends and asked them to come. XD So to those who are reading my blogpost and are fuming in jealousy, I’m really sorry ):
oh, and this time it was jt's turn to get humiliated with the HAPPYBIRTHDAY song. XD

jan's and cel's present to us! :D
Spent a bloddy 3.5hours trying to get everything right. Really tiring. Meixuan and I were in charge of doing the harmony :D
HOPE IT TURNS OUT OKAY!!!!

&happy birthday dear! :D

HELLO MY NAME IS JESSIE AND I ROCK MORE THAN KAREN HAHAHAHAHAH.
D:

May 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
and thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday!! :D
sorry for not posting so much, i'll post about sucky OBS when i have the time!
(and about today and tomorrow ;D)
right now i'm at janice's house with jan mad and laogong :D
just went to the beach to disturb the peace there by singing stupid songs :D
MY DAD GOT ME A NEW PHONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like, i can finally actually play songs on my phone :DDDDDD
WHEEEEEEEEEEE

and JJ wrote and composed and sang this song for the china earthquake victims in like 2 days, and it's super super touching, the lyrics are ZOMG D: will post the song and lyrics up here when i get the link! JJFC is supposed to go memorize the song and we're meeting at raffles place tomorrow to mass sing the song and post it on JJFC forum!
i seriously love the song. i've been singing to it for the past two hours and i'm still not tired of it :D

it's so amazing how jj can make a simple tune sound so good. he puts so much emotion into the song that you can cry listening to it even though you don't know what the lyrics are about :D
JJ'S THE BEST!
p.s. sorry for my very stupid sounding post. very unlike me *shrug* i don't sound like myself online today i guess.
haven't blogged for too long already. lost my style of posting. D: XD

May 11, 2008

the last post before death.

hahaha. took me forever to pack everything. my mum got quite irritated :x
soooooo i’m going to die tomorrow. wish me good luck everyone, i’ll miss all you non-crescentians.

especially laogong. ):

i’ll be opening my blogshop after the OBS, probably after jt’s and my birthday too, which means it’ll be officially opened on the 20th? (: look out for it everyone!

AND EVERYONE REMEMBER TO BRING TOILET PAPER.
so that when you dig a hole in the ground to shit in, you’ll have something to wipe your butt with after that. (:

will be looking forward to MY & LAOGONG’S BIRTHDAY PARTY! wahaha.
although i’d probably look like some african by the time i come back from OBS. ):

WISH ME GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.
i do hope i’ll return in one piece and less than a hundred and seventy shades darker. i’m already so dark lah.
oh and i’m so thankful that my earholes have closed up, or else they’re sure to get infected during OBS. hahaha. I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! see, it was a blessing in disguise. :D
OH AND EVERYONE PLEASE DON’T SMS ME FROM MONDAY TO FRIDAY. we can’t bring our phones to camp. if it’s regarding the birthday barbecue/sleepover or the blogshop, please sms laogong instead. can go her blog (www.jt-superstar.blogspot.com) or msn (DON’T EMAIL – she never checks her emails :D) at deadlyaddicted2jj@yahoo.com.sg (:


so going to miss slouching in front of the tablet msn-ing laogong.
and going shopping with laogong.
and laogong's goodmorningiloveyou smses.
and laogong whispering "i love you, angel!"
and laogong's hugs.
and crying on the phone with laogong.

laogong, i’ll miss you.
remember, if you’re sad, i’ll be sad too, okay? so we both gotta do our best to try and stay happy.
and if you happen to cry at night, remember that i love you,
and that no matter what, i’m thinking of you too.
(:

FOR 5JMS AND OB PEEPS

5JMS LOOK HERE
haha it seems we're all a bit blur about the party thing so i'll post all the details here k?
jt suggested that we do the shopping for bbq items on sat instead cos there may not be enough time on sun. can we meet at city hall mrt at 3.45? (:
and the barbecue will be at east coast beach and i've invited all the OB people (but so far only Kaydash has sms-ed back to tell me that he'll be going D:). It'll be sometime around the evening- 5pm? We could meet the OB-ers at an mrt station and we could go to the beach together (: My parents are probably going to be there too (it was their condition for letting me go) so perhaps they could help with the barbecuing :D oh, and we could have a major singing session! :D
thennnnn we go back to Jan's house for SLEEPOVER!!! how about a pillow fight? :D
on monday, dunno lah. bake a cake at janice's place? :D and end up like covering the whole kitchen in flour lah.
ok, howhow? any objections?

OB PEEPS LOOK HERE
i think only Annie knows my blog address but nvm i'll post details here anyway.
in celebration of my & jt's birthday (on 18 & 19 may respectively!), we're holding a
BARBECUE ON SUNDAY 18 MAY, IN THE EVENING (around 6)!
FOR OB PEEPS ONLY!
EAST COAST PARK!
FREE FOOD & DRINKS, sponsored by !!
(the girl on the top right is Celeste, who was supposed to join OB with us but her mum didn't allow when we got through the auditions. so she's sort of "nearly" a part of us lah :D)
invited: those in the OB class, and Celeste.
(my parents will be going too to help out and stuff, are they counted? :/)
i guess you guys can bring friends if you want to (and maybe family members in Bryan's case :D), but not too many ok? (:
we could meet you guys at an MRT station and bring you guys there so nobody would get lost/be unable to find us (:
we could hold singing sessions at the beach, HAHAHA! cool right :D
anw, so far only Kaydash has confirmed that he's coming, Annie said she'd confirm at a later date.
PLEASE PLEASE CONFIRM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE PEOPLE! PLEASE COME KAY :D
and don't worry about it ending too late, because 19 may (the day after - monday), because it's VESAK DAY, so you don't have to worry about waking up early for school/work :D

PLEASE COME K! sms me to confirm!
i'll be away from 12-16 may (at OBS D:), so please sms either today or next saturday (:

May 9, 2008

but your boobs are damn soft leh!





WTH. AHAHA.


i think it's cute, how you whisper "angel!" into my ear and pat my head or hug me tight.
but i'm not really an angel. i didn't rescue you; i merely helped you find the strength to rescue yourself.
to me, you're the hero who showed me what it felt like to feel special and loved, who showed me that even if the world turned its back on me, there was still one person who loved me and would stay by my side no matter what.

and i guess i did the same to you. we're each other's hero. (:

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

May 7, 2008

THE SCREWEDEST SHOPPING TRIP EVER.

(by the way, this is a damn boring post. don’t bother reading (: i’m just posting this for the sake of it. it’s really a boring post.)

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!
went shopping with shermin and jt. :D
was planning to buy clothes for the sleepover and barbecue birthday thing.
went to bugis first. walked around for around 2-3 hours and didn’t buy anything WTH. saw a nice cap but didn’t buy it because it was $22 and i only had $50, so i was like, “later i see something else that’s even nicer then no money to buy ah.”
saw the ZINC BUNNY BAG (!!!!!!!) i was screaming like crazy then the shopkeeper laughed at me. $30. didn’t get it because i was afraid my mum would scream and stuff. but ohman it’s SUPER CUTEEEEE!
took neoprints (:
then saw a lot of SUPER CUTE keychains and other stuff and bought like crazy to sell in our BLOGSHOP!! (will probably be open on 20 may, DO LOOK OUT FOR IT :D)
then went to vivo and didn’t find anything nice there either. walked like crazy and went to Ben and Jerry’s. spent $8.40 on a cup of icecream and didn’t finish it WTH.
hahaha.
and so i didn’t even buy a single piece of clothing. AHHHH. i seriously need clothes can!?!
it’s so irritating because whenever i see something i like, when i try it on i always look so shitty in it. ):

May 6, 2008

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i wasn't there for you when i promised you i would always be.
i can't stand how i can feel super pissed at you for half an hour, and then feel so guilty after that because i realise i made you feel twice as hurt before.

how you started screaming and crying because you spent hours trying to call me, but i was sleeping.
shit.
you know how hard it hurt to hear you cry that way?
how you started crying and screaming in pain.
you know how much that made me want to kill myself because i realised i'd hurt you so much?

you know i love you only. so stop saying you're not worth it.
and i'm sorry for being such an idiot.

May 5, 2008

STUPID

me: i'm going to meet binkai tomorrow at 2.30 at dover mrt. he's going to pass me his chem notes. but i end at 12.30 leh, so what are we going to do until 2.30?
laogong: hmm dover mrt is near where ah? oh clementi! come i bring you go eat duck rice!

AHAHAH

OMG I'M THE DEADEST FOR LIT EXAM
for the prose question i did the question "what are the two main ideas portrayed in the text" or something, and i wanted to write that the Lin Taitai and her son were very proud and hypocritical. then i didn't know how to write the noun of "hypocritical" and i wrote "HYPOCRITISISM".
AND THE WORD IS SUPPOSED TO BE HYPOCRISY!!!!!!
OMGGGGG THERE GOES MY LIT ESSAY. i keep repeating "hypocritisism" in all the topic sentences analysis because it was one of the two main ideas right? SO I DIE ALREADY LAH!
DDDDDDDDD:

May 4, 2008

pics!

ok, pics of the ob beginners' vocal exam (:
OBJMS SEE HERE (:


"no do ahlian one!"
then we found out we were HALF AN HOUR LATE FOR OB!

SIAO PEEPS

annie & me!

GROUP PIC WITH WUJIA!!

kaydash insists the first picture (he took the pics) has more meaning o.o

BRYANNIEEE!



THEN WE WENT TO SEE WEWE!!!

sasha was on leave so bryan attempted to steal her sweets and hack into her com account. XD
kaydash imitating sasha XD

wewe SHY!!

:D

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! x333333