May 6, 2008

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i wasn't there for you when i promised you i would always be.
i can't stand how i can feel super pissed at you for half an hour, and then feel so guilty after that because i realise i made you feel twice as hurt before.

how you started screaming and crying because you spent hours trying to call me, but i was sleeping.
shit.
you know how hard it hurt to hear you cry that way?
how you started crying and screaming in pain.
you know how much that made me want to kill myself because i realised i'd hurt you so much?

you know i love you only. so stop saying you're not worth it.
and i'm sorry for being such an idiot.

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