Oct 31, 2007

10 000!!!

MY BLOG HAS HIT 10 000 HITS!!!
whee! ok, i admit half of the page visits were probably by me when i was trying to fix the blogger problem. :/
but anw!! SUPER HAPPY!
(i even took a screenshot :P)
YAY i love my blog readers!! :D
jt, celeste, amelia, jacey, audrey, shermin, and whoever else comes to my blog but dosen't really tag! hahaha. :D LOVE YOU ALL!
and did anyone realise i changed my blog cursor to a white electric guitar? :/
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flings with love ♥ says:
eh i like jj
flings with love ♥ says:
for real
flings with love ♥ says:
haha i know jj's good alr actually
*and when we were discussing how ugly jj looked in Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai:*
flings with love ♥ says:
jj can look ugly for all i care
flings with love ♥ says:
i think hes singing's good anyhow

YAYYYY! :D

Oct 30, 2007

these people really know how to advertise ah!

JJ'S NAME IS ON THE XIN.SG ADVERT!!!:D
saw it on 8 Days.
WAH THESE PEOPLE REALLY KNOW HOW TO ATTRACT THE PUBLIC TO THEIR ADVERTS MAN! :D
they're advertising http://www.xin.sg/, a singapore online news website, right? apparently now they're putting up more entertainment news. :D!!
JJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's so cool, all someone has to do is put two letters on a piece of paper - JJ - and everyone knows that the person is talking about Lin Junjie. XD
i'm being p-a-r-a-n-o-i-d!

Oct 29, 2007

SHA @续

THANKYOU AZALEA FOR FIXING MY BLOGGER BOLD THINGY!!!
WO AI NI!!!!!
haha! track three on jj's XiJie cd is called SHA SHOU@续, which is a continuation of Sha Shou, and so the title of today's blog post is SHA (Singapore Hit Awards) @续 (minus the SHOU XD)!! haha i'm so smart :D so yes, here's the rest of SHA i forgot to post up yesterday!
- jt in the taxi XDXD
Carol - "huh who called me?"
see? carol's so hardworking, she's working on her JJFC Radio script even during SHA leh! XD
- janice&maddie talking on the phone before SHA.
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket - aiyooo, shermin stand until so biimb003 n3hhxX!

after jj won best local male singer and the whole of JJFC started jumping screaming our heads off, jovin smsed me and said "KAREN!! You damn cute!" O.o whooops.
and felicia chin used my mum's handphone, apparently, when they were waiting for me. because her handphone battery was flat. XD my mum told her i was a jj fan and she was like "Ohh! lin junjie ahh!" XDXD

AND EVERYONE, DOWNLOAD THE SPOP SONG HERE!!!

:)

Oct 28, 2007

singapore hit awards

to ok, i met JT at 4.15 at bugis mrt. she arrived at 3.30 LOL. walked around aimlessly and reached a mosque before realising that we didn’t know where we were going so we went back to the mrt. XD
and we passed by a primary school and its logo is super super like crescent’s!!!
:( even the top yellow thing is a BOOK leh, super similar lah. COPYCAT!
walked around, met maddie, walked around, met janice, walked around.
cabbed to indoor stadium and met SHERMIN AGNES & SAMANTHA (the sec3 dance senior).
super sian and zi-lianed a damn lot..
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finally the show started.
everytime jj was nominated the whole of JJFC would scream and jump like siao!
see? we felt jj’s presence even though he wasn’t there. :D
and some guy sang jj’s yuan lai! JJFC started screaming and singing along. XD
and i realised that chen wei lian really can sing, and it’s really terrible that people always judge him by his looks/disability. i mean he really sings well.. even if his voice only suits oldies.
AND ZOMG I LOVE EVAN YO!!!
KANASAI OKAY, JJ ONLY WON ONE AWARD – Best Local Singer.
and this year’s Singapore Hit Awards SUCKS because...
1. APPARENTLY THERE WERE ONLY 2 JUDGES – LEE WEI SONG & LEE SI SONG.
(and i’m guessing that’s why steph sun got EIGHT awards).
2. SO FEW ARTISTES WENT. jj, jolin, jay, leehom, mayday, even SHE didn’t go. the only main “attraction” was fahrenheit, which is why they recieved so many screams – most of the people who went were frh fans because THERE WAS HARDLY ANYONE ELSE GOING!
3. JOLIN LEEHOM MAYDAY A MEI , CAO GE etc DIDN’T EVEN WIN ANY AWARDS. what kind of crap right! i mean, i mean, they're like one of the best artistes in the mandopop scene! ahh BIASED!
4. LUO ZHI XIANG NICKY LEE , XIAO JING TENG , DAVID TAO WEREN’T EVEN NOMINATED. WHAT THE HECK?!?! how can?! SUPER BIASED!
but i’m quite happy with the fact that fahrenheit won the Most Popular awards but not the Best awards. :D goes to show that no matter how good you look and how many people fall in love with your looks, YOU STILL CAN’T SING.
okay, i love the tunes of their songs e.g. Ai Dao, Bu Hui Ai, but it’s a waste because fahrenheit’s singing it, i’d prefer if someone else sang it and fahrenheit just filmed the MV.
ok whatever. in any case, THIS YEAR’S SINGAPORE HIT AWARDS WAS A FAILURE.
by the way.
THOSE WHO WANT JJ'S SPOP SONG MSN ME!!
IT'S SUPER DUPER NICE!!!!! :D

Oct 25, 2007

last day of school!

okay i’ve decided to post up the pics another time, i’ll compile everyone’s together! :D

firstly to NADINE AND JIAYI (aka DouFoo Duo :/)
I HATE YOU GUYS FOR LEAVING US!!!!
but i guess we should let you guys go because you guys are capable of so much more, and you will be able to learn better at nj too, with other hardworking freaks just like you two and away from FUN PEOPLE like us. :(
NADINE: my 2nd friend in crescent, THE SUPER CUTE FOOFOO, you’d better miss me like hell la! i still remember the first thing i asked you was “who’s your favourite singer?” and you told me you bought some vcd the day before and “his name is like, jj lin or something” and i thought i heard wrongly and i was like ‘HUH? WHAT?!!” and then you thought you pronounced it wrongly. XD
thank you for the wonderful times we spent together, esp in sec 1, and i’ll never forget the great times we spent together! last time i was laughing like hell over something stupid and jiayi just stared at me like i was some dumb freak, then you started laughing like crazy too (for some reason O.o) and then the both of us just wouldn’t stop! :D those were the happy, carefree times i’ll really miss...
JIAYI: i never told anyone this, but you actually were the only reason i didn’t seperate from The Hidamarians earlier. i really wanted to “leave the clique” long ago, but i thought of you and how we always had so much fun together (or rather, how i had so much fun teasing you O.o), and decided that i just couldn’t bear being apart from you.
(btw, no offence meant to any members of The Hidamarians, yeah?)
no matter how sad i was, how rough our clique’s friendship problems were, you were always cheerful and pretended you knew nothing about it at all. i felt so at ease being with you, even though until now i’m not sure if you were actually harbouring negative thoughts about me behind my back.. thank you for giving me such a wonderful friendship!
and i know you would never expect to hear this, but i’ll really really treasure & miss the times you screamed at me and beat me and tickled me and everything.
“Karen! Do your work lah! Do your JJ things after the exam lah!” “Eh Karen STOP IT LAHHHH!” “Karen don’t tickle me ah I tell you!” “Karen you crazy or what!”
I just really hope we’ll be able to continue poking fun and laughing at and beating each other, even when we’re “forty and balding”. because i’ll really miss those wonderful fun times we had. :)


SHERMIN: actually, i don’t really know what to say. but i think your “fake” problem’s beginning to act up again. O.o just telling you lah. and uh, continue supporting jiro...? and loving music! okay i don’t know why but i really don’t know what to say. :/ but anyway you’ll already know what i want to say lah. :) read your autograph book!!


AMELIA & LINGLING: i may not have seemed VERRRYYY close to you guys, but in actual fact you two are the people i trust the most, the people who i feel i can tell almost anything to. stuff i feel against friends, negative feelings i don’t feel like sharing on my blog, just talking to you guys about my problems make me feel so much better. when i was going through That Friendship Problem, i thought you guys were just trying to be nice to me but actually hated me for what i did, but later i realised that the

friendship you were offering me wasn’t fake at all, and you guys sacrificed so much to try and make me feel better and i just ignored you two. it made me realise how selfish i was and i’m really sorry for those stupid emo days! and lingling, i really do appreciate that you tell me some of your problems too :) thank you two for supporting jj songs too! i still remember how ling told me that she played Killa “ONLY TWENTY-FIVE TIMES” in a day, i was so shocked O.O and how she told me that she nearly cried listening to BuLiuLeiDeJiChang too! and how amelia was listening to jj’s songs during the dance camp, and how amelia tells me occasionally that “jj CAN sing” and “jj’s okay what!” and a lot of other nice stuff.. i’m really touched by what the two of you said! :D
and if we really do seperate in sec 3, you two will be two of the very few people i will miss the most. :)
SILVANA & JOAN: you guys are really blessed, do treasure your high IQs because i’m dying to have it too! despite being SUPER BLUR (and very cute), you guys are really really nice people, laughing a lot and hardly ever emo-ing. and your hyperness and cheerfulness is contagious, so KEEP ON SMILING YEAHH! and well, with your super high IQs, you don’t even need “good luck for the future” wishes, so i’ll save them for myself because i’ll need them more! HAHAHA!


TWOCEEONE DANCERS: AHHH! I’LL MISS YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING. I REALLY DON’T WANNA SEPERATE FROM YOU GUYS!!! MY BELOVED 2C1 DANCERS.. don’t care, we’d better stay as close as before in sec3 okay! :D

and last but not least,
YIMEI: i really hope what i did to you in the past isn’t still hurting or affecting you now. it really wasn’t your fault, and i hope you put ThatPainfulPast far behind you, because you do deserve so much more. i do hope i’ll be able to fully get over ThatMentalProblem one day and at least become friends with you again, but till then, i hope we’ll still at least continue having small chats on msn :) oh, and good luck for your JayChou concert, :D


well there are so many more people i’d like to talk about here - JESSIE, MINGEN, PET, JOLIN, CUIXIAO etc, but my post would seem far too long and no one would read it. but in short, TWOCEEONE IS LOVEEEE!!!! :D
although i was quite excited just a few days ago about starting a “new life” and making new friends in sec3, now i really don’t want to part with you guys because you guys have given me so much, always made me feel better, a really enthu bunch i feel i’m really lucky to have known.
AHHH, I DON’T WANNA PART WITH YOU GUYS :(((((



p.s. i love unglam pics :D i'll dedicate a whole post to unglam pics one day!! :D

last day of school post LATER :)

look out for my Last Day Of School post later, it's gonna be fun when i post all the pics up :D
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forgot to blog about this funny thing that happened during the OB audition, the first guy to audition was wearing a black Courts shirt and it said Promoter at the side then janice went "Promoter 加油!" at first we were like huh who's promoter but later we realised then laughed like hell! then Promoter was so shy, didn't say anything -.-
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mum:"i don't like the way you're so hyper and fake."
me:"i'm not fake!"
mum:"well it looks fake, okay?"

"i'm just worried about you going out with your OB friends so many times, once a week. and if i see your behaviour change at all during next year's 1st term, i can still make you quit okay."

my mum thinks i'm fake.
my dad thinks my JJFC friends are a bad influence.

can i just ask, does my hyperness seem fake? because i don't like fakeness. usually i don't hide my emotions from anyone, i show it when i'm happy, angry, emo. and if anyone finds my hyperness fake, i really can change it you know. so just tell me.
but how hyper have i been recently anyway? i'm always on the computer in school and noone even bothers to ask me to go for recess or play a card game because they know i will reject (and i probably will). is that called hyper?
and like, how hyper am i in front of my PARENTS anyway??

and i don't care if you insult me, but don't insult my best friends.
LIKE HELLO, HOW MUCH TIME DO I SPEND WITH MY JJFC FRIENDS COMPARED TO CRESCENT FRIENDS?!
ob friends: 1.5 hours a week
crescent friends: 40 hours a week
like diao, who's more likely to influence me more? MY PARENTS DUNNO HOW TO COUNT OR WHAT?!?!?!
and plus, people with a higher IQ have a lower EQ can. and even then, who says JMs aren't from good schools/smart!?! janice is from SMGS, weili from MGS, and suchang's from NUS HIGH lah. and plus is it all about schools and study? what if my smart friends were bitches who liked to gossip behind people's backs? what if my friends from neighbourhood schools were hardworking freaks who just couldn't get high scores no matter how much they studied?
JUST BECAUSE ONE IS SMART DOSEN'T MEAN ONE IS A GOOD INFLUENCE YOU KNOW.
it may be related but it's different too okay, although many people think that "people with good results are good influences, people with bad results are bad influences" it isn't always the case.

Oct 24, 2007

neoprints :)

pics of the neoprints The Five Crazy OB JMs took (refer to previous post) :D

in the making:




Oct 23, 2007

OB MUSIC FOREST AUDITION!!!!

I TOTALLY TOTALLY SCREWED IT. :(

arrived at jurong east mrt at 1pm instead of 1.15. was the earliest this time :) went up to the toilet and changed into white top and jeans, and i actually forgot that i had a terrible-hair day so when i looked in the mirror i nearly fainted in shock. :/
celeste and jt arrived at 2PM. cabbed to jacey's house to pick up jt's SHA ticket, cabbed back and met janice.
at the mrt station we sang a bit, laughed a hell lot and generally made a fool of ourselves. maddie was like so late lah. and she wasn't wearing white, she was wearing white and black STRIPES. lol.
I'M IN LOVE WITH JANICE'S VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!
took neos, bought a present for JT's and Janice's pop piano teacher, Chris 老师. IT WAS A SUPER CUTE TOUFU SOFT TOY THING! :D
rushed to OB, filled out the form and handed the toufu to chrislaoshi. (she's pretty chio, btw. :D)
then we were taken to the room with all the classrooms and sat on the sofa (together with the other ppl auditioning) and sang a few songs together, talked to the other ppl auditioning and generally made a fool of ourselves. -.-
we just started talking to all the other people there. :) then billy koh came in and was like "you guys are auditioning for blah blah?" (forgot what he said :/) and we said yah. when he went away celeste and janice started squealing and then this guy walking behind billy (i think he's lee wei song but i'm not sure :S) imitated their expression. HILARIOUS. XD
the judge was Tino老师. when it was my turn to audition, he asked me to introduce myself and i went "um 我是Karen, and um 我的偶像是林俊杰" and he laughed "我知道!" and when i told him i was gonna sing leehom's 一手简单的歌 he laughed, for some reason :(
I TOTALLY SCREWED IT.
I SANG THE FIRST WORD WRONGLY. sang it as "这" instead of "写". and then from i started getting ultra nervous.
my hand holding the mike was shaking, my voice was shaking, i didn't even know what i was singing..
AND THEN i was so nervous that my highest note went off-key.
well anyway the point is that i screwed it.
when the 5 of us done we sat back on the sofa again and talked to the others there, then sang a few JJ songs.. we attempted to do 合音 for L.O.V.E, where jt and i were the backup and celeste jan & mad sang the main part. and i sang so bloddy off key because i was trying to come up with the 合音 at the same time, AND TINO LAO SHI JUST HADDD TO COME OUT OF THE ROOM AT THAT TIME. and then we stopped singing and he stared at us blankly before going "oh, 很好". and he laughed.
we'll be notified of the results within a week. so if i don't get a phone call from OB by next tues means i can go kill myself. well at least i got one more week to live :)
then the 5 of us, with chris老师, went into the piano classroom to play piano :D there were 6 electric pianos and the one i used was EXACTLY the same model as the one i have at home. :D
i started playing xi jie and jt suddenly said "eh karen, chris praised you lah!" and i so blur went "oh. THANKEW :)" but i still don't know what chris said. :/
got chased out when jt's pop piano class started.
THE END.
I'M LIKE SO DEAD :(

SO THE WRONG DAY FOR THE OB AUDITION.

nadine forgot to bring her white shirt to lend me.
and shermin forgot to bring her slippers to lend me.
:( :( :(
i guess i'll just have to wear sumay's roxy shirt (unironed and super crumpled) and my stupid jeans and my dirty sport shoes lor.
i hate my jeans. you know when i bought them in june they were a super dark INDIGO colour, it was like almost black and it was damn nice lah.
AND THEN THE COLOUR FADED WITH THE WASHING AND NOW IT'S BLUE.
RARH.
oh and plus i got like a mild cold today.
and i got a SUPER BAD HAIR DAY.
THIS IS LIKE SO THE WRONG DAY FOR THE AUDITION LAH!
it's fate. :(

ALL THE JMS HAVE SO GOT TO READ CELESTE'S AND JIAYING'S JJ STORY!!!
celeste wrote a story for 一千年以后+木乃伊 and jiaying wrote about 杀手..
their story is like super nice lah, i was so shocked after reading the stories they wrote.
it really tells the whole story, and now i know the meaning behind the songs, which is pretty cool because i've never really fully understood the story behind 木乃伊..
and i'd really never be able to write a story as good as theirs, they're ideas just so good.
I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA BEHIND THEIR STORY!! they've got damn pro imagination. :D
well okay, celeste's story has just a few grammatical errors here and there but i mean THAT'S NOT THE POINT, look at her ideas etc. they're PRO.

I NEED TO IMPROVE MY WRITING SKILLS!!!!!!!

and i don't feel like blogging about the bible thing anymore so i won't. :(
why always like that one ah!
i should've listened to jt and blogged yesterday when i still had that burst of feeling!
i only work in bursts of inspiration. after that time has passed i don't feel like writing about it anymore. weird eh :/

Chestnut tree: (May 15-24) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence. Acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Oct 22, 2007

REPENT! THE END REALLY IS NEAR!!!

you know how i was practically preaching to the whole world about all the prophecies in the bible that came true, and how joan jessie nade and i were expecting that the "end" was nearing?
it would be a meteorite crash, followed by global warming volcanoes etc, then tsunamis as a result, then a huge ash/sulphuric cloud caused by the volcanic eruptions.
well that's what we interpreted anyway, and i bet you it really is very very possible.
AND MY BROTHER TOLD ME THAT THERE IS A POSSIBLE METEORITE CRASH IN 2028?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
REPENT! BELIEVE! THE END REALLY IS NEARING!!
and i'm seriously not joking. maybe if i have time tomorrow i'll do a post on the stuff i read about in the bible and the prophecies that came true.
FREAKED OUT!!!

Oct 21, 2007

the story of my best friend.

i know this sounds stupid but just thinking about all the stuff sumay’s going through is enough to make me feel so 心酸. she’s caught in between two really stupid situations and no matter what move she makes, she and the people affected will suffer badly. it’s just like a chess game where she’s checkmated and no matter what move she makes she’ll still lose terribly in the end.
and now that i feel quite lucky, that i have wonderful friends everywhere who care for me and support me, mature friends who want the best for me and don’t like, bitch behind my back and i never knew and then suddenly they hate me for a reason i don’t know of. (well, hopefully my friends don’t bitch behind my back..??)
well actually i think the sec 2 trashing session a few months back really helped a lot. before that, i thought my friends didn’t really care about me anymore and my friendships were all fake, but later through the trashing session i realised that their care and concern for me was real, and i actually did have “angels” beside me all along, it was me who didn’t want to open up to them, to accept their kindness and be their friend, and then i felt so bad that they were sacrificing so much time to care for me but all i did was ignore them and emo all day long. has anyone realised that since then, i’ve emoed much much less? i’m back to my hyper self because i’m no longer trapped in confusion anymore, and i’ve realised that i have true friends. sumay, on the other hand, is going through much worse and i can only imagine the confusion she’s going through.
i feel so useless because all i can do is sit with her and listen to her practically cry to me about her problems – friendship, relationship, family – the people she loves the most are now causing so many problems and tearing her life apart, it’s like i’m possibly the only one who can even listen to her tell me about all her problems now. and i don’t know what to do about it.
and what’s more, my mum says sumay’s mum dosen’t want me to call, sms or msn sumay. that’s how bad her mum’s treating her – banning all her priveleges – going out, talking on the phone, smsing, using the computer..
i don’t know, if i were living her life and going through what she’s going through now, i’d probably have gone as crazily emo as JT (i.e. so emo it’s crazy. slapping yourself till you start bleeding? slitting your body because there’s no more space on your arms?!?!)
i mean sumay’s always lived a terrible life because of her parents’ high demands she just can’t seem to meet, but this is really the ultimate, probably the worst point in her life. i hope it is anyway, because how much worse can it get? confusion is probably the worst feeling ever, because you don’t even know how you’re feeling right now, you can’t plan ahead, everything you do may (and in her case, WILL) turn out wrong.
i’m sorry i can’t help you, all i can do is sit and listen to you, i don’t even know what i can say to console you. but i really feel you are a nice person and don’t deserve all this misery, and i do hope everything will return back to normal very soon. :)

another sleepover!

but this sleepover nothing much lar.
mark and chuenwee had a badminton tournament and chuenwee's family (means including sumay lar) came to my house after that. i wasn't at home until 6.30 because of tuition. anyway, we spent some time playing around then mark and i followed the Chiens home. :)
in sumay's room i found:
my birthday present to her! (and my card's the orange thing)
our neoprints!
her dance costume! SUPER NICE LA!
MY PRI 4 TEXTBOOK!
and the ultimate..
PAYDAY AND GAME OF LIFE!

we used to play payday like crazy when we were younger, in sumay's old condo. IT'S SUCH A SICKENING GAME. but somehow irritatingly addictive. :(
game of life came a little later but it's even MORE addictive AND sickening. GRRAHHH. we used to play these games so much it brings back a lot of memories!
and i even found a scoresheet from years ago!! got sumay's mark's chuenwee's SARAH'S and my name on it, but they're cancelled. XD
(click for clearer version XD)

and i cant believe what we did next.
WE PLAYED PAYDAY AND GAME OF LIFE. LOL.


and our bros were like so blur and it got super irritating.
me: it's hard to play with 2 guys who have the mental ability of 5-year-olds.
chuenwee: hey! i dont have mental ability!!
HAHA! he meant to say he's not mental, but it just goes to show that he REALLY dosen't have any mental ability!!

then when the games ended i had a small chat with jt over something, and sumay and i ended up telling each other all our stupid friendship problems, and i realised our problems are almost EXACTLY THE SAME. how weird is that? only i'm one of the "attackers" and she's the "victim". so we exchanged opinions so now i know how "the victim" (you know who you are) feels better.
ok, let's not talk about that for now.

so today we went for badminton, c. haden wasn't here so our coaches were coach justin and 2 other boon lay sec guys. they both look older than justin but apparently they're only 15 O.o
OH AND I LOVE THE SUMO HOUSE SERVIETTES! :D

Oct 19, 2007

i thought she understood but she didnt.

"i know you're joining this because you might be able to see jj, but since we're spending so much money on it, you'd might as well make the best of it and learn something from this course, okay?"
my mum thinks i'm joining the vocal course just because i might be able to see jj.
it makes my heart break just thinking about it.
i can't possibly tell her i have an interest in singing can i?
besides, the chances of seeing jj are like 0.001%.
i have a love for music, why dosen't she see that?

misunderstood.

wasted trip -,-

i was walking to redhill mrt and jt called me and said that she, janice and celeste were there already so i ran to the mrt station and as soon as i stepped onto the platform, the train left -.- so i had to wait another 7 minutes! >.<
and so i was the latest among the five of us (including maddie). we were all wearing our uniform except maddie.
it's so weird you know, i mean like we're all JMs and we usually meet during JJ events and stuff, and suddenly i'm walking on the street with 4 of them. aiyah, i dunno how to say lah. i guess the fact that we were all (except one) in uniform and that made it a bit weirder..? like, i always see them screaming their heads off, madly in love with jj, wearing their jjfc tees which seems a bit like a uniform right? and now we're wearing our own uniforms, walking around and not going for some jj event.. ok, i know i sound really stupid but it's like, these people who shared my love and dreams and are like "angels" to me actually lead another "normal", seperate life too, just like me... okay i know i sound really stupid. but celeste feels it too, it's just weird to realise that your "family" is actually part of another "family", even though you obviously know it, it's just seemed so.. surreal? it's like, i still haven't realised subconsciously that jj's actually a normal human, you know?
then we walked to red dot traffic building.. gosh it's really so RED it's like, unmissable, definitely can't get lost finding it one! XD really cute. like those toy buildings in cartoon shows we watched when we were very young. HAHA!
went up to 2nd floor (where ob is). aah it looked so cool can! i dunno why. but i just found it damn cool. even though the building itself wasn't posh or whatever. i dunno why, but i think that just made it even cooler. :)
then we walked into the office and made a damn lot of noise and started laughing and shouting like hell. and after a long long while of doing nothing (and disturbing the ob ppl with our shouting), we told the receptionist that we wanted to sign up for the vocal course and then she told us that we had to come back next TUESDAY. so we went to the piano rooms to play piano :D. and there was this jj poster we saw on the way in! he wrote a msg and signed on it, and he wrote "加油(cube sign)", and maddie was like "eh howcome he put the cube sign?" and i told her it was to say "加油加油加油!" HAHA jj so cute lar!
then we were chased out of the piano room as soon as we got in.
so we went to bugis de footcourt and jt and i worked on a stupid JJ party 2 windows movie maker thing i'll never ever finish, while maddie celeste and janice ate. XD
then went home.

well although it was a wasted trip to OB, i didn't find it wasted at all, in fact it was really quite fun, even though we didn't do much.. dunno leh..
i guess as long as you're with the right people, all the time you spend with them is fun.. :)
and now i'm thinking, maybe i should do xi jie for the audition.
but cannot lah, jt's doing it already and i cannot be "not original"! i'll stick to yi shou jian dan de ge. :D
OH and on tues, jt and i both finish sch at 12.30 because of o levels so we'll prob meet earlier! well we'll check with the rest first of course, if they finish at 12.30 too then we all meet earlier lor. :D YAY CAN'T WAIT! OBOBOB!

today's the dayyyy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGLING :)))))))))
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OBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOB!
decided to sing Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge. :) celeste's singing zi you bu bian, jt's singing xijie. aiya the both of them can sing jj song without worrying about ruining it lor! :( celeste's voice is nice nice!!! and jt, dunnid to say lar.. aiya die le.. later during the audition i'll die of nervousness hahaha.
heard from Selina that tino lao shi will be the judge... ? anyway i hope he symphathizes with me and lets me join OB! XD
and JANICE, I REALLY HOPE YOU JOIN!! i'll be waiting for you! haha!

Oct 18, 2007

STUPID BITCH OF A MAID!

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID JT'S MAID!
HOW CAN SHE DO THAT! DID SOMETHING SO TERRIBLE JUST TO EARN A FEW LOUSY BUCKS?!?!
I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER!
STUPID DESPICABLE BITCH

THE START OF MY MUSICAL JOURNEY ;D ;D

i was going to blog about some really stupid "porn" story celeste jt and i came up with but i'm going to blog about that another time because i have a more important news to announce:
MY MUM ALLOWED ME TO JOIN OB!!!!!!!!!!!!
TO CELESTE, JT & MADDIE:
Time: Tomorrow, meet at 3pm
Where to meet: Tanjong Pagar MRT station
and must remember to prepare a song for audition!!!! according to jt we'll need to sing one song for audition. just chorus or whole song, not sure :x just memorize all the lyrics lar.
AND REMEMBER TO BRING 20 BUCKS FOR REGISTRATION FEE!


SHIT! WHAT AM I GOING TO SING FOR AUDITION?!?!?!
should i sing MO RI ZHI LIAN? i super love the song. but it's like very obvious that it should be sung by a guy to a girl leh. i also like JIU SHI AI NI! by david tao, zhiyang sang it during css.
SHUO NI AI WO by she also nice! but i dunno the starting lyrics n tune so that one i'll have to memorize it before the auditions. hmm... or maybe WO HEN XIANG AI TA? but that one i also dunno the starting lyrics n tune.
i don't want to sing jj's songs cos i don't want to like ruin his song and embarrass him. haha. and i don't think i should sing the songs ninety-three composed because if you sing your own compositions, then you anyhow sing also can what, even if you're tone deaf and sing nobody will know the diff because i mean it's a tune noone has heard before right? so maybe they wont let or something? :/

OKAY! SHOULD I SING MO RI ZHI LIAN OR YI SHOU JIAN DAN DE GE!?!??!
AAH I NEED HELP! JT! AMELIA! HELP MEEEEE!

Oct 17, 2007

I DIDN’T KNOW IT’S ACTUALLY POSSIBLE TO BREAK A CHOPSTICK INTO FOUR O.o

EVERYONE WATCH THIS VIDEO:
http://jj.youyou.com/mv.php?id=1200

SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE! HIS IMITATION IS PRO LA CAN!
AND WHEN HE SANG THAT JAZZ THING OMG!
JJ HAS SO SO SO GOTTA DO A JAZZ SONG NEXT TIME LAHHHH
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really envy those who went for spop recording!
apparently when celeste and janice waved like crazy to him, he made a guilian and then waved back and then did that salute thing, ZOMG LA SO CUTE CAN!!!
I WANNA DIE LE! 我又被JJ 迷死了!!!!!!!
i’m dying all over againnnnnn!!!!!

JASMINE TANG XIU WEN!

okay, jt was super bored yesterday so i told her to write a blog post. and she wrote about me HAHAHA, so i'll write about her too! :D
ahemahemahem!!
JASMINETANGXIUWEN (better known as JT) was born 28 hours after me :D but studying in Sec 1. (long story dont ask me to tell) The "Musical Nerd" plays the piano and is considering taking up guitar courses! She's a part of OB and plans to join the vocal course soon with me (for me, it depends on my exam results :/). Like many other JMs, her passion for music started because of JJ. We first met during the Just JJ World Tour (Singapore) on 24 June 06, and were brought together by Wanqi (I think...) who said to me "Here's another new JJFC member, you guys have a chat lah." We weren't very good friends at first, but were later brought closer through Jacey. :)
I still remember the time we met up for the Wish Upon a Star recording on 7th December 06. It was the second time we met and by then we were very good friends. :D JT said my screaming was deafening. We were SOOO HIGH and were singing Wang Ji after the event, and all the Hady and Jon fans were staring at us :x
The JJFC Gathering was the best, obviously. JT was SUPER HYPER.
She's changed a lot since then, she's now a VERY-unhyper JJ fan (even she knows it herself, haha). That dosen't mean her love for JJ has died though! XD
JT IS A SUPER DUPER SCARY EMO GIRL. The cuts on her arms and body will prove that. She cares a lot about her friendships, and hates the arhh liianxX "bitches" in her school. :D
Oh yes, and recently JT, Shermin and I formed a "composing group" called NinetyThree! I think eveyrone knows about the band already lah, and how we thought of the name, but I think only very few people know that she started the idea of a band (although it was Shermin that brought the whole SPOP thing together, because if she didn't bring the SPOP topic up i'd never have participated. :D) We go to JT's house to do our "recordings", and she's probably going to get SOUNDPROOF WALLS to improve the quality of future recordings.
In short, she's a music lover. :)
JT MY POST IS LONGER THAN YOURS!!! HAHAHA

Oct 16, 2007

I FINALLY MET A SANE PERSON TODAY.

this person called Jackson added me on msn a long time ago for a reason i'm not supposed to disclose XP, but i only chatted with him today, and BOY AM I GLAD HE ADDED ME.
i don't know how but he started talking about my display picture (Sumay and me at the bowling alley), and we ended up talking about Looks V.S. Talent/Character.
I THOUGHT I'D NEVER FIND SOMEONE WITH EXACTLY THE SAME OPINIONS AS ME,
who can't stand bands who look good but can't sing and appreciate people for their character more than their looks..
he can't stand chio but slutty girls, or shuaiges who are flirts. THANK YOU MAN. ahhh
i'm glad i found another one of those few sane people on earth who looks beneath that skin-deep beauty. :D
(note: I'M NOT being biased against jj fans or whatever, because he's not a jjfan. he's a chelseafan LOL. besides, JMs aren't sane, they're CRAZY! :D)

to: ANDREW.

had a little chat with jasmine just now and well, just wanna say i'm sorry for the post. i should've gotten to know you better or something before doing that post (and i usually do look into both sides of a matter, those whose friendship problems i have looked into would know XDXD) but when celeste told me about this, i just got so furious and flew into a huge rage, and well everyone knows that i start blogging like crazy when i go into a rage. (it's a bad habit i've gotta change! rawrrr)
well i'm really sorry. well ok, i'm only sorry if what i said was untrue. if it's untrue (and i do hope it is), then i'm really sorry and you've got the right to hate me and fly into a rage and maybe bitch about me on your blog too. i'm serious! (but if you do, please give me your blog address hor, i would want to read it)
but if what celeste told me was 100% true, then i take this apology post back.
i just hope that you really aren't the monster i blogged about. :)

TO ALL JMS.

there was a JM who died from a disease on sept 6, at first i just skimmed through her "last post" on one of the jj forums because it was all in chinese but now that someone has translated the post into english, i read it all over again and felt so much heartpain..
a few quotes:
"JJ's talent is low-profile and balanced, and not like others, who started being proud and arrogant after composing a song or filming a movie; JJ's hard work is never announced to the world, but the large difference in the dances of “KO” and “Jiu Shi Wo” is obvious. Nobody knows how much sweat had JJ put in, while others just entitled themselves as “Dancing King” or “Singing Diva” whenever they feel like it.
Perhaps that’s the Chinese entertainment industry – money is the key to everything? Perhaps by acting innocent and pure, just by acting cool or funny just by appearing on stage and showing off some skills, you can get everything? Nothing is impossible, as long as you can storm out tabloids wave after wave?"
"When an emcee asked JJ what else he knows other than beat-boxing, he replied, “Not much actually, I only know some vocal tricks and beatboxing. Haha!” But when the media asked him to intimidate the sounds of birds and wolfs, he won the praises of the media."
"The interviewers asked if he worries about having too little tabloids. 'Tabloids? I don’t really like the feeling of being too “fake”. I don’t know how to churn tabloids out, after all! I prefer being more sincere about things.'"
"After the release of “Cao Cao”, the interviewers deliberately threw questions about the Three Kingdoms, trying to embarrass JJ. “Who do you admire most, Cao Cao, Liu Bei, or some other warriors in the story?” “ Many people now wanted you to act as Jia Baoyu. Do you have any opinions about that?” “Jia Baoyu? Who’s that? Sorry, I don’t know about him.” The next day, the news about JJ not knowing who’s Jia Baoyu spread to all corners of the world. Making a foreigner talk about China’s history? Are you kidding?! Furthermore, Jay Chou also mistook Lei Feng as a rock singer, Jolin Tsai don’t know the Three Kingdoms and messed it with Qing Dynasty’s timeline, Wang Leehom doesn’t recognize some basic Chinese characters like “embarrass”. Why don’t they make a mountain out of a molehill from all these unforgivable mistakes instead? We, JMs, should protect our dear JJ all around him even more, and not for publicity."
"I’m really leaving, as my disease is deteriorating too fast. But I will never forget, I am always a part of JM, no matter where I go, I had know of many kind JMs, and also heard the world’s most beautiful voice, and had bonded with the world’s greatest person – JJ Lin."

so nice right?
i mean some people may rebutt, i know what you guys are going to say already, but don't spoil it by tagging your hurtful comments on my tagboard okay? after all, she's not even around anymore.
i've always wanted to blog about something like that, but i know people will say I'm unreasonable, I'm stupid, I'm biased against JJ because I love him so much. That's why I try not to, and usually post two sides to an opinion on my blog.
I always feel I have to look at something from a unbiased point of view before talking about it on my blog, instead of looking at something through tinted glasses because I don't want disagreements on my blog just because of my bias. But sometimes i just wish that I really could just pour out my most real feelings, how I really want to protect JJ from all the negative comments, even though I know he's not the best singer to other people, just me and other JMs.
(see? i'm doing it again.)
It's my blog after all, shouldn't i have the freedom to type what I want?
Noone's stopping me of course; it's just me stopping myself..
To 西界暗夜精灵:
I know you can't hear me, but I do really want you to know that your post made a huge difference in my way of thinking, and I really appreciate that. Thank you for letting the whole world know of JJ's nobility because I think he'd be really touched too.
I don't know how to put down in words how I feel about your post anymore, it's just this great heavy feeling at the bottom of my heart. I'm grateful, I'm touched.
Thank you, that's all I can say really.

SEC 3 A MATHS HOMEWORK AFTER EXAMS?!?!

I HATE A MATHS!
I DON'T WANT TO RACK MY BRAINS ANYMORE LARH!!!
STUPID STUPID SEC 3 A MATHS! :(
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to jacey:
i'm really sorry that jt and i have left you out so much. i mean, i know how you feel. don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to put on a saintly act or whatever, but i do know how it feels like to be best friends with someone only to drift apart from her after someone else becomes her close friend. in fact, i'm quite surprised you don't hate me or whatever, because i would if i were you. (yes, i've always been The Bitch haven't i?)
i know you're trying to "click" back with us again, and i'm really sorry that we sort of "didn't let you in" much. but i really hope that will change and the THREE of us will be "together" again. and i know you hope so too. so we'll work towards that goal okay? :)
but i guess first i need to tell you something. till we meet on msn then! :)

Oct 15, 2007

Sumay and me PART THREE.


aka The Last Part. haha, it's like a trilogy eh? XD


MONDAY:
i woke up earlier this time but sumay was still first. poor sumay should learn to wake up earlier. :D
hair looked like SHIT :(
mark chuenwee mum sumay & i went to SENTOSA!
on the way to the chairlift-luge thingy, sumay saw her friend jarell riding a bicycle. jarell told sumay that nich was behind so we waited for a while and saw nich STRUGGLING with the bike. SO FUNNY LAR.
so and then we went for the chairlift thingy. sumay mark and i (ahwee was too scared to go on chairlift -.-) planned to race each other during the luge thing..
mark was obviously in the lead but he didn’t slow down during the turn and went off track HAHAHA so in the end sumay was first..
oh and nich jarell & the rest did the chairlift-luge thing too. XD
then sumay and i went round another time, then took a break and felt like super bored for about an hour while mark and ahwee played at the beach.
then we wanted to take the remaining three rides we had left (my mum bought tix for 8 rides) but it started raining so money wasted lor. :(
so we went vivo, sumay and i walked around for an hour.
went into this shop called ThirtySevenDegrees, AND OMG THE STUFF THERE WAS LIKE SUPER DUPER NICE LAH.
found a damn nice pair of shorts and bought it :D it was like the only piece of clothing i bought that day.
tried some clothes and i ended up going to her changing room to give each other comments about the clothes.
AIYA SO WHAT LA, I’VE SEEN HER NAKED BEFORE COUNTLESS TIMES LOR. (even if it was years ago XD) *nich DUN BE JEALOUS!! HAHAHAHA*
took pics in some bareback (which looks really funny on me cos it was XL size and i tied the back part super tight because of that hahaha) and that pair of shorts i bought. :D

sumay really wanted to buy the bareback but she so stupid went to ask her mum for permission first -.-
so her mum came and said i looked like a shopping madwoman because i was walking so fast (one hour only what, no time to waste!) and then told sumay that she shouldn’t buy anymore clothes because she has so many already. AND THEN SHE LEFT.-.-
and then at around 3pm sumay and i went to Superdog. OMG THE HOTDOGS ARE GREAT. two words to describe: DAMN NICE. :D
the end. :(
SCHOOL TOMORROW. CRAP

Oct 14, 2007

Sumay and me PART TWO


SUNDAY!!
i woke up to sumay’s screaming: “YOU KNOW I WAS FEELING DAMN BORED FOR LIKE ONE HOUR WAITING FOR YOU TO WAKE UP?!?!” like real, she was reading the sms JT sent me. -.-
went for badminton, THANKFULLY IT WAS COACH JUSTIN TODAY!!!!!!!
Sumay: coach justin damn cute!
Karen: i dare you to say that louder.
Sumay: haha ok. Coach justin, Karen asked me to say something louder, you wanna hear? COACH JUSTIN YOU’RE DAMN CUTE! (Karen laughing in background)
Coach Justin (without missing a beat): Oh, thank you. (continues throwing shuttlecocks)
but he made us do physical.. cute ge pi la. :(
so did coach haden. and poor ahwee (ahwee, mark and longyin etc. are under haden, the “advanced class”) started crying because the physical he made them do was so terrible. :/

lunch at some hawker centre, then WE (chuenwee mark sumay and i) went to my house! sumay, my mum and i just bathed and then went SHOPPING! :D poor mark and ahwee had to stay home and DO WORK (prep for exams.)
went to bugis to look for clothes. walked AROUND and AROUND and spent like 3 hours there but didn’t buy anything.
the part that made the whole trip worthwhile:
WHEN WE WERE HEADING BACK TO THE MRT AND WE SAW COACH HADEN’S CITIBANK ADVERT.
IT WAS BLODDY HILARIOUS.


(if you want to see what haden ACTUALLY looks like, click here. )
sumay and i were trying to take pictures of it but we kept laughing like hell and everyone was staring at us. HAHAHAHA.
and then as we were taking pictures of it outside the citibank office (and STILL laughing like hell), some citibank worker came out and stared at us like “uh you guys retarded ah, what’s wrong with the advert guy?”
us: he’s our badminton coach.
guy: really ah, this guy plays badminton MEH? *retarded look*
sumay: yah, he’s a national player leh!
guy: HUH you serious or not? howcome i never seen him before? i’m also a national player you know.
sumay: he’s very very long ago de national player. chey i bluff you also got money to take meh?
and then he went on to ask us where we learnt badminton and all that.
oh, his name’s javier, by the way. :D
and then we went to wisma atria, i got some weird-looking long sleeved top from Mango for the japan trip. walked around a lot and didn’t see anything. :(
after dinner, the three of us (may, mum & me) went to ngee ann city.
walked around aimlessly, found a few nice but $$ shorts..
as we were about to take the escalator to 2nd floor, sumay shouted “eh look pull & bear!”
(and my mum was already on the escalator. HAHA.)
decided to go into Pull & Bear (amelia recommended it. :D) and FOUND THIS SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE WHITE LONG-SLEEVED... uh.. top? i don’t know what to call it. a super super thin jumper? :/
yes, i bought it.
then went to Ripcurl for a while. started throwing up at the sight of the prices. :(
and then we took a cab home. sumay was chatting with ahem NICH allllllll the way.
“no la! Ahahahahahahaha! HMPH. because you HMPH me what! Eh no lor!” times 100000.
(sumay’s rebuts now: Where got! HMPH!!!)


when we arrived home my dad showed us SUPER CUTE pictures of us when we were MUCH younger!! :D

and now it’s 10.46 and we’re sitting in the room. SENTOSA TOMORROW!! :D

eh by the way, why is my tagboard so dead ah? WANNA CRY LE LAH! T-T

Sumay and me PART ONE.

FRIDAY:
my parents and sumay’s parents and my mum’s colleagues met up to play badminton at NUS, sumay and i obviously didn’t want to play so we just sat there and went on friendster, blogger, msn etc. and sumay started making straw hearts (for *guess who*)
and later she wanted to throw all the straws in the dustbin but it was really far away so she wanted to move it. and it was super heavy so she only managed to move it half a metre (no difference at all, except that now it was in the middle of the walkway. XD)
then had dinner at Guild House. :D had spaghetti carbonara, ROCKS MAN!
and then we used the reverse side of the tablemat to draw some crap stuff. we’re planning to do a better one another time. XD

(click for larger version)

SATURDAY:

in the afternoon, WE WENT BOWLING!!! mark, sumay, chuenwee, longyin (some new guy at badminton and chuenwee’s classmate), and two other guys called henry (some nerdy guy) and jerome (who looks like jiu kong in specs, can imagine right?)
WAS SUPER FUN! although my family arrived super late because we thought the venue was at The Chevrons but it was The Safra AT MOUNT FABER. -.-
my first game was TERRIBLE. ahaha.
later it was much better. and then all my bad luck passed on to sumay. hahaha.

sumay was like damn pro la. i don't know how she did it but on one occasion, she managed to hit all the pins except the one on the left, right AND center. O.o


OH, THE CAKE WAS FABULOUS.





then after that we went to some really cute playground!! :D






sumay's slippers stuck on the slide
after that longyin followed chuenwee and his parents home (sleepover XD) while sumay followed mark and my family to my aunt’s house for dinner.
STEAMBOAT! and then we watched Prince Hours. :D IT WAS HILARIOUS LA!
“spicy noodles, have you ordered spicy noodles?” XD

then we went to 7-11 to STOCK UP for the next 2 days ;D

Total cost: $8.10
and then we reached home quite late and sumay continued making her straw hearts until 11.15. nich ah, you must feel damn touched okay! XD