our dance juniors sold food in the canteen today! i bought $2.40 worth of stuff, the 40cts cookies ROCKED.
Jul 31, 2007
our dance juniors sold food in the canteen today! i bought $2.40 worth of stuff, the 40cts cookies ROCKED.
Jul 30, 2007
the latest 8 days issue, the one with jessica liu and the logo tattoos as the cover, has something about celebs going crazy, smashing reporters and all that. yeah, including britney. duh. haha.
actually, i really pity her. it’s quite obvious that the reason she’s “mentally unsound” now is because of reporters “invading” her life. every celeb goes through that. jj once said in army they bathed together, but he didn’t mind since everyone had to go through it too, and reporters said “he once bathed with others, and what’s more the people he bathed with were not female.” so like implying he’s gay lah.
and i guess britney couldn’t cope with all that, so she went to the “extreme” lor. actually i’d have done the same if i were her. i hate paparazzi. they anyhow make up stories that people are so stupid to believe, all for money.
another article, “faked in china” (pg 26). The article was about the people in china putting stuff into their food to make it sell better, causing illnesses and blah. it said that “No one complained about the $25 ‘Prada bags’, the $40 ‘iPods’, or the $1 copies of The Departed on sale in push-carts.. People only protest when babies start turning blue.”
people only care about whether the stuff you eat is fake or not. how about stuff like music? i know a lot of people who buy pirated CDs to save money. when you do these, you’re not giving the artiste recognition for all the hard work he put into making just one good song (let alone an album), you’re not respecting the singer. ok, i know i occasionally ask my friends to send me songs like Wang Zi and Re Dai Yu Lin as well, so i’m at fault too, but at least i try not to burn whole CDs lah. and i NEVER ever will buy a pirated CD.
it’s like, what if you stayed up till 3am to finish a maths problem, and the next day at school you see your answers photocopied and distributed to the whole class? how would you feel? or if you just composed damn nice lyrics to a song and feel so proud of it, and someone steals it and takes it as her own? it’s copyrighted, you’re not giving the person the respect he/she deserves.
some ppl will say i’m this stuff i think about so deeply is useless and i should apply these skills to science homework, but really, this is terrible stuff that happens everyday but noone takes notice of.
一直 为你 为你 守候着它
Jul 29, 2007
ok it would’ve looked more realistic if the picture was slightly smaller and if he wasn’t so pale (the lighting of the picture lah). but still! notice that my hand is around him. haha.
and yes, there were people staring at me. but WHO CARES!? i still got to take a picture with “jj”! haha.
i went there (heeren) to change my mum’s particulars on the form to mine. and there was this skeleton there, and jj’s signature was on it!!!!!
it said “live e love, love e life!” hahaha. i really wanted to kiss the signature but uh, my parents and aunt and uncle were there.
speechday was fun! and the cheers were loud. yay!
and to ceeone dancers: since you guys have talked about it so much on my blog, there’s no way i can pon dance anymore right? and amelia will OBVIOUSLYYY tell the seniors that i ponn-ed it. anyway ppl, i’ve already told shiqi about it and she told me she’ll see about that first. OK? and if you guys haven’t noticed i’m willing to do anything to see jj, including get suspended from school or whatever. and what’s more this time i’m one of 30 people who will get his autographed ticket personally. so yes, i’m definitely going. no matter what.
Jul 27, 2007
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AND HIS ALBUM SOLD 1.6 MILLION COPIES!!!!!!!!! walao, jt’s damn rich! 1/100 X 1 600 000 = SIXTEEN THOUSAND!!! must treatme to a drink ok! HAHAHA
and yesterday jj was on YU LE BAI FEN BAI!! beatboxing damn damn damn gd!!! his beatboxing improves everytime he shows it off. fast learner man!!
AND HE WAS ON CHANNEL 49! some horoscope thingy. he and ke you lun. HILARIOUS MAN!! and in one part, they were supposed to choose 1 out of 7 words, and i happened to choose the same word as him (秋)!!! and they also said his horoscope (aries) de guys are best at comforting girls. and jj showed an example by singing da nan ren xiao nu hai, and i realised that the lyrics really are perfect for comforting girls when they’re upset with their boyfriends! XD jj pro at writing lyrics la!!
and during the show, he laughed a lot and WAS SMILING THE WHOLE TIME... WHOOOOPEEEEE! and he looked DAMN DAMN CUTE!
my jj’s the best! YEAHHH
Jul 23, 2007
i guess i was wrong.
somehow you always manage to hurt me in the most painful way possible, with just a word or a sentence. i thought you’d understand, but i guess not. with everyday i spend with you, our friendship grows, yet i feel more and more hurt. a strong force is making me stick to you like glue, yet another is pulling me apart from you. it’s fun to be with you, but it hurts more like anything too.
i need the perfect friend.
it’s not like i’ve never met her before. i know who the perfect friends are, thus making this even more tortourous. grr. i need another life.
Jul 22, 2007
went to jurong entertainment centre’s kopitiam for lunch. and yiying asked me if my mp3 only contained JJ’s songs! haha. AND APPARENTLY, SHE AND HER OTHER EXCHANGE PROGS WENT FOR THE DANCE FANTASIA PREVIEW ON THURS. :X
then we went to bugis! yiying saw 3 of her other china exchange prog. friends! one of them was super cute (her personality). she looks like jt!
then yiying and her friends made name keychains at gift-a-name. and later when yiying showed hers to me, it said “Kay”, and i was like, did she make it for me? howcome she knows my nickname?!?!? and she probably thought i was wondering why she made a keychain with the name Kay, so she said “Kay 是我的英文名” O_O!! HER ENG NICKNAME IS THE SAME AS MY NICKNAME LOL! it's fate! XD
later, yiying, the jt-lookalike and i went to take neoprints! :) screamed a LOT :)
then went to PLAZA SING to watch harry potter (2nd time for me). i’m not sure if yiying understood it because she didn’t watch the 3rd movie. she ate A LOT of popcorn man. XD
THEN WE WENT TO MUEE, THE MOST MEMORABLE EVENT THAT DAY. we saw all these damn cute charms and decided to make similar charm bracelets :) then i heard the cashier say “十四块半” and i thought, ok, $7 for a charm bracelet is quite cheap, and when i handed her $20 she said “uh, 是六十四块半” and i was like O________O and just stared at her in shock. my dad, quite calmly, handed over his NETS card. SIXTY-FOUR BUCKS! WOMG. THIS IS THE FIRST AND LAST TIME I’M BUYING SOMETHING FROM MUEE, despite the countless number of times i pass by the shop. ok! my ambition is no longer to be those people that lure rich guys into casinos. MY NEW AMBITION IS TO WORK AT MUEE SO I’LL GET DISCOUNTS!! :)
Jul 21, 2007
when the music started playing, i was shivering. unlike the actual SYF on 24/4, this wasn’t in fear – it was in excitement. :)
and it went well! YEAHHHHHH
yiying says she and her whole china group went to watch the preview on THURSDAY!! thursday’s performance had so many mistakes leh walao
hahaha. yiying’s damn cute!!! and she’s like very slightly taller than me. and one year younger! =.= her name v cute. 易盈 :)
POOR JT.. really hope with medical technology, we will find a way to cure it before you __.. in the meanwhile jacey and i and all your other friends will make sure you make the best use of your life now!! :)
Jul 20, 2007
the actual thing’s gonna be today. and today yiying is coming! my dad’s school has some exchange program thing with china. haha. she’s only gonna be here from tonight to sunday early morning. haha. yiying and yunyi!
Jul 18, 2007
i know it cant compare to jacey’s convo but it’s still 12 WORDS! HAHAHAHA
yesterday ling and i went to jurong entertainment ctr to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX! it’s damn nice! who says it’s not nice!! very creepy at the dark parts also, cos there was nobody sitting in front of us. oh and umbridge sucks. i bet she poses for photos like XIAO Q. haha. a 9000 year old version of xiao q! lunch and stupid shermin told us that we’re not allowed to wear uniforms so we changed into our own clothes, and we looked so freaking retarded. and later when we went into the cinema, HALF THE PEOPLE THERE WERE IN UNIFORM! GAAAH. later after the movie i changed back into my uniform cos i looked so stupid. but ling didn't change :) hehe and later we went to NTUC and i bought 旺仔's 小馒头 for like 60 cents! hehe
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ling, send me the other pictures kk! :D
SYF DANCE FANTASIA. WE’RE DEAD.
Jul 17, 2007
- jasmine to shermin.
although it was just a passing remark, i realise that i used to think the exact same thought when i looked at screamy fans worshipping 5566 or Energy.
before i became one of those fans myself.
when i was around 10-12, i listened more to english music like avril/ simple plan/ BEP, but i was never crazy over them or anything. and when i watched chinese singers (whom i detested at that time) on tv, and those thousands of loyal followers screaming and shouting and crying, i’d be like, “get a life, why do you have to get so freaking crazy over guys who don’t even look or sing that good? and you may love them but you know they don’t know you anyway. why get yourself so siao over someone who dosen’t even know you?”
i never thought i’d turn into one of them.. and crazier even!
now i feel so bad for thinking about them that way. and i know that a lot of people are probably thinking the same thing about me right now, why am i devoting my whole life over this guy that isn’t that good-looking or anything?
well, i don’t care about people’s opinion about me becoming a fan because it’s my own business. i know there will be people that are disgusted with the way i behave, i’ve been through that feeling before. i don’t blame anyone of course.
because you’ll never know the feeling till you become a loyal hyper fan yourself.
Jul 15, 2007
coach justin: eh actually my height already not bad ok, i’m local product one you know, average height for local products is about 180.
sumay: YOU’RE 16-SOMETHING ONLY LOR!!
coach justin: but i’m still growing mah!! *grin* next time you talk to me ah, must talk like this!! *cranes neck and tiptoes*
haha. coach justin growing up to 180, that’ll be the day man.
JJ WAS ON 95.4 MY FM!! he was already on when i turned on the radio. just happened to switch it on and he was on! wahaha.
he said that by changing so drastically, he would have probably lost a lot of fans, and he thanks those that continue to believe in his music. i’d agree that he probably lost fans because if i weren’t so crazy over him i wouldn’t like him anymore either, but a true fan would stay beside him no matter what, because we know that deep down, he’s still the same JJ. :)
and jj was on bai fen bai on friday, DAMN DAMN FUNNY! you know how in the starting of sarang heyo he says “我心里有一句话像对你说。。。。sarang heyo”? he said “我心里有一句话像对你说，罗志祥。。” and when he was supposed to say “sarang heyo” he paused for a very long time before saying “。。没有” HAHAHA SO MEAN!!! damn funny lah he!!
you know how i suggested once for our PBL that we could invent a bra with a hook in front instead of at the back because it’s so hard to reach at the back all the time? well i just realised today that i had a bra like that! except that it’s a small clasp, not a hook. i never knew it was a hook until today! i always thought it was a small plastic extra thing. well, someone thought of the same smart idea as me! GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE :D
Jul 14, 2007
“.. he wants to shed his boy-next-door image and continue to re-invent himself” – daphne ng (JMs would know her – the asst. manager)
i hope what she said wasn’t entirely true..
i mean, we all know very well that jj wants to re-invent himself (he said “没有成长，就会退步” once), and that he is going towards this “more mature” image, and he’s hardly the “boy-next-door’ anymore, but i seriously seriously REALLY hope he dosent totally get rid of the image. no matter how act cool he wants to become, i really hope he’ll still stay cute. because that boy-next-door image was the thing that attracted me to him. it wasn’t even the tune of dou jiang you tiao that got me addicted; it was the cute voice and his cute cute shy smile. if i had heard sha shou before dou jiang you tiao, i don’t think i would have fallen in love with him, actually.
i dowan. i really hope he still stays that cute bashful playful guy i knew.
also from the newspaper, regarding the mv, this stupid idot said that “JJ is not being true to who he really is. He is just using the video to get more attention for his new album.”
LIKE HELLO, THINK BEFORE YOU SAY CAN?!?
i mean, i’m talking from an unbiased point of view now. of course it’s not the true him! HE ISN’T A PSYCHO KILLER, HELLO?!?! THIS IS A MOVIE! HAVE YOU HEARD OF ACTING?!?!? like, rainie yang acted as a webcam-stripping lesbian, but that dosent mean she is one, right?!! i think everyone reading this would agree. you're acting!! acting means fake lah!! LOL.
this other person said “Whatever he does, as long as he enjoys it and is sincere about giving his fans the best in music, then i think it’s enough for the rest of us.” i agree. :) it’s not much about what he does, but more of his sincerity. :) and yes, if i were him, i’d DEFINITELY LOVE ACTING AS A KILLER!! so cool can! :D :D
dad: eh next time you go to Giant, must hear the girl making the announcements, her english is SO BAD. she’s like..uhh..um..
ok, i resolve to not make fun of him so badly again!
ohya, and recently i saw some vids of the Beatles when they first started out, and OMG THEY LOOK DAMN TOOT but their songs are really nice! especially "twist and shout", “she loves you” and “this boy”, very nice! XD and their faces are damn funny. and looking at paul mccartney when he first started out and comparing his face to his present look, i cant help laughing.. haha..
and ringo star (the drummer) is damn funny! his expression. damn blur and dreamy one, haha.. maybe next time if i’m really free i’ll post up a picture lah! :D
Jul 13, 2007
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JT YOU'RE DAMN PRO!
jj got fever.. 42.6 degrees.. JMS, PRAY FOR HIM! HE MUST GET BETTER SOON!!
“do pray for ukyoboy friends! he will get well soooooon!” – from jj’s old blog :)
JJ’S ON 8 DAYS!!
"JJ Lin zips around in a flashy Audi TT while I obediently take the train to work. He flies Business class in and out of Singapore as often as I tap my EZ-link card. He owns a million-dollar condo in a posh part of town while, well, I don’t. This isn’t jealousy but you see, JJ (or Wayne, as he was called in school) and I were -secondary schoolmates and I’ve witnessed his evolution (through magazines and newspapers, that is) from a gangly 16-year-old singing on stage during Teacher’s Day to a still gangly 26-year-old performing in stadiums for thousands. But let’s face it, JJ can sing, dance and compose while I can’t and I guess that makes a whole lot of difference. Now, the singer-songwriter is prining himself for a new assault on the Mandopop scene with his latest album, Westside, and a new endorsement with Kiehl’s. No wonder he can’t seem to recognise me.”
HAHA THIS GUY SO MEAN LAH..
And jj uses singlish! In “I won’t tell you where it is LAH” (abt him buying a house) and “My record was an hour and this was during lesson time, OKAY.” (abt him going to the toilet to do his hair in sec school =.=)
ok, im very honoured that you see me as such a close friend. i dunno, i'm sorta like a mirror, i treat people the way they treat me. okay, i cant seem to be hyper in crescent cos i always feel emo in crescent. it's quite obvious why. if you were me, that is. and don’t try to guess my feelings. you may think i feel this way but you’re very wrong. i don’t think i reveal my true feelings to a lot of people. although i reveal a lot in my blog, there are a lot of things i prefer to keep to myself. anw i dun wanna talk abt this anymore cos my blog post will seem to LONG then noone will read! XD
a reply to shermin's post.
i also know i need time to figure out who i am and who i want to be with.
well, i know who i am and i know who i want to be with, but the person i want to "be with" is already "with" someone else. i guess it's like a love triangle.
the perfect crescentian friend? no such thing. i need someone who's a crazy JM, who shares that burning passion for music, who considers my feelings, who can cheer me up just by being by my side, who i can talk to for hours on end, who understands, supports and shares my dreams and ambitions. sorta like celeste, jiayi, jacey, JT, sumay and rachel rolled into one. i guess i need another me.
you don't have to wait for me. nobody has to wait for me. i've learnt to rely on my own and be more individualistic. i don't need anyone, noone needs me. and loneliness isn't a bad thing either. it can be quite a good feeling acually, it leaves one to their own thoughts without being interrupted.
and no, im not the hyper girl you once knew. i've changed. im hyper only in front of the people that deserve my hypeness.
i'm hurting those that hurt me before, i wnt them to get a taste of their own medicine. a lot of people have caused me to have sleepness nights; to worry constantly; to feel supe emo and depressed.. i want others to know how i feel, i want my cries for help to be heard. i want people to know how painful it feels. when people put you down, insult those you love deeply, crash all your fragile dreams, make you have an extremely low self esteem ..
i'm not as strong as you think. i'm fragile, sensitive.
you don't hav to wait for me. i can survive.
i will survive.
Jul 9, 2007
and ling, i dunno if you come to my blog or not, but i’d still like to say here that although i’ve never told you this before (cos i’m scared it’ll scare you off :/) but i really enjoy being with you, cos somehow i always feel better after talking to you, even if it’s bitching! i told myself i need to learn to be more individualistic and keep to myself from now on, but it’s hard to do that when you’re around.. i don’t know why but i feel like i can tell you everything.. stuff i never dared to tell anyone before..
i really enjoy being around with you ling.. even though you may not see me as good a friend as i see you, im glad i got to know you! :)
Jul 8, 2007
yesterday JJ was on wan quan yu le!
sending in an entry about JJ’s Xi Jie to straits times’ Playbox.. just like what chelsea did.. doubt mine will get published though.. maximum 200 words, i wrote 272, HOW TO SHORTEN 72 WORDS ABT JJ?!?!?! it’s jj leh! aiya.. he too pro le la.. XD
oh and jt, XIA RI DE QING TIAN ROCKS!!! even if it’s just the chorus.. the song is really nice, obviously a slow but peaceful, happy song.. just like sarang heyo.. and dun worry, he wun avoid u without a gd reason!! ^-^
oh and yesterday this 40-something woman asked me how old i was, and i said "sec 2" and she said "你穿这样很美" and i was like UHH ok.. i was wearing a green BodyGlove tee and jeans.. so i decided to look at myself in the mirror, and i realised that MY JEANS WERE MAKING MY LEGS LOOK SHORTER AND FATTER THAN THEY ALREADY ARE!! AHHHHHH T.T
Jul 6, 2007
"dun be sad!!!dun go care those fucking assholistic ppl la,they're juz being lame ==i noe u guys cudnt avoid being angry wif them,but juz pretend tt u nv hear them lor,if nt,last resort is to bash them up,LOL,but i suggest u dun do tt,later teacher had a bad record in ur report card jiu cham liao.....juz tell urself this,JJ ROX FOREVER!!!!!"
from celeste’s blog:
"u noe that JJ is now part of us JMs le mahh?? JMs share and feels how JJ feels.. he is already stress le.. and we dun wan him to be depressed.. it will hurt us more.. insulting JJ..”“cant u just imagine how stressful it is.. when u are trying your best to show others that u are great.. and people are insulting u all the way?? come on.. just stop it.. JJ has feelings too.. he is not like he is really 89757.."
:) :) :) JIEMEIS FOREVER YEAH!!
yesterday ling and i were walking towards the classroom and marilyn and 3 other sec1 juniors were at the playground thingy, and marilyn flung her arms in the air and shouted “HIIII!!!!!!” and ling and i just stared at her, tyring to make out who she was, and she thought we didn’t recognise her so she covered her mouth and bent down in embarrassment, then when ling and i realised they were from dance we waved back, and then all 4 of them waved like mad!! so cute haha
and i just realised this morning that i may be able to take O LEVEL MUSIC even though i don’t have the grade 4 qualifications!!! AND THE FORM MUST BE HANDED IN BY THIS AFTERNOON WTH!!! wrote a note to mdm chua asking her to let me hand in by monday.. hope she allows :P I SO WANNA TAKE O LEVEL MUSIC!!! the theory at least. don’t think i can manage the practical =.=
Jul 5, 2007
(attention all JMs, while reading the post below, DO NOT listen to bu liu lei de ji chang cos you guys will start crying like crazy!)
to be insulted, mocked, teased. i mean, they're not insulting you but when someone insults the person you’d sacrifice everything for, it's as bad as insulting yourself. and insults don’t necessarily mean verbally either.
- Karen 杰迷