Jul 17, 2007

“Seriously, get a life.”
- jasmine to shermin.
although it was just a passing remark, i realise that i used to think the exact same thought when i looked at screamy fans worshipping 5566 or Energy.
before i became one of those fans myself.
when i was around 10-12, i listened more to english music like avril/ simple plan/ BEP, but i was never crazy over them or anything. and when i watched chinese singers (whom i detested at that time) on tv, and those thousands of loyal followers screaming and shouting and crying, i’d be like, “get a life, why do you have to get so freaking crazy over guys who don’t even look or sing that good? and you may love them but you know they don’t know you anyway. why get yourself so siao over someone who dosen’t even know you?”
i never thought i’d turn into one of them.. and crazier even!
now i feel so bad for thinking about them that way. and i know that a lot of people are probably thinking the same thing about me right now, why am i devoting my whole life over this guy that isn’t that good-looking or anything?
well, i don’t care about people’s opinion about me becoming a fan because it’s my own business. i know there will be people that are disgusted with the way i behave, i’ve been through that feeling before. i don’t blame anyone of course.
because you’ll never know the feeling till you become a loyal hyper fan yourself.

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