I want someone to need me; is that so bad?

Yesterday we had a tiny 6B'05 gathering! It was supposed to be a meet-up for Zu Hui and me only, but then I asked if Derrick could come along, then Zu Hui said she was quite close to Teressa, so I said Rachel should come if Teressa does, then I suggested Darren too, who asked if he could ask Wei Nian and Malcolm along. And then Zu Hui said she couldn't go. HAHA. So we ended up celebrating Derrick's birthday (which is today).

I met Derrick after ELL and we went back home before going to JWPS and attempt to get past the security guards. Of course, she coldly told us we had to get a teacher to escort us in. I then irritatedly smsed all the JWPS teachers in my contact list (and got Huiyan to give me more numbers) but all were out ): So we just sat at the back gate and did our Econs homework. (He did, anyway. I spent the time rambling about crap.)

LOL

Yah and then we had the meetup.

I find girls' obsession with taking pictures in the toilet hilarious. But Jurong Point's toilets really are very nice lah.

Today's cross country was....

Idk, haha.

It's irritating that they don't cancel lessons for the day and let us run in the morning! At least we were still released sort-of earlier :D The sun was horrible though.

I was doing the competitive run, yes, for a miserable 2.3km (but I like!). With God's strength, I didn't stop / walk at all! I wasn't in the Top 200 though. AC people are really fit... maddeningly fit. Especially those in sports. Like, netballers train six times a week. And everyone's so buff and toned. And I'm just plain fat and unfit hahaha I hope Dance and Mass PE will change things.

I wasn't putting in my best anyway; after the race had ended I still had the energy to run. I was feeling incredibly dizzy, though, like I was about to blank out any moment, thanks to the unmerciful sun. And stupid me. I was so dizzy that I wasn't looking right and when I wanted to walk from the finishing point to the holding area....

I was at the finishing line area and facing the road I've indicated in red and I saw a bunch of people walking there so I stupidly decided to follow them, oblivious to the fact that the holding area was actually so near and I could've just taken that really short route I've indicated in purple. It was only when I was halfway there that I realised I was taking a mega long route. And then I felt so paiseh in my Orientation tee, wondering why the crowd of people was taking this long route and realising they were all J2s. Then the bunch of guys at the back turned behind to look at me and laughed and I wanted to die.

Avinash kept commenting on how "small" I was ):