Won't you come?

I know the matter's pretty much closed and I shouldn't bring it up again, but I was doing some thinking without consciously doing it and I realised how insensitive and terrible I was that day.

And now that I've fully realised it, I want to say I'm sorry again, because this time I'm saying it with genuine feeling. If I were you guys, I wouldn't even have let myself in. And so I'm sorry, not only for writing the stuff down but also for taking the pictures. And asking to be let in in the first place.

I really am sorry and I understand. I know I was a total bitch - if ugly people are eligible to be bitches too.

I know an apology doesn't mean much, but I don't know what else I can do except to express my regret.