Nov 22, 2009

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride


You'd never guess we were in Church eh?

Church was great. A guest speaker, Rev Casey Treat, talked about the core of your heart and it made me reflect a lot. A lot of us are believers in Christ, followers of the Word, but what lies in the core of your heart determines whether you really are a child of God or not. Like, you say you believe in God but His word isn't what your life truly is based on. Or if you believe that God heals but you also believe what the doctor tells you more, like, the doctor says your illness is terminal and so you don't think you will ever heal fully even though you know God is a healer. These show that you believe in God, but your life is not based on Him, He is simply part of your life but not what your life is about.

We believe in Him but our core strength isn't filled with Him or His word, and so when we ask for healing or for a miracle, we're more like beggars than believers. When we pray for a miracle when our life isn't really all about Him, we're more like hoping for something great to happen.

Are you simply a believer of Christ - is He a part of your life - or is He everything in your life, more than a part, such that you can depend on him wholly and believe the Word despite the other things the world/news/media/science/your culture says that contradict it?

I love Church. It's unfortunate that my mum won't be letting me go for services in the future. Nevermind, cell group's awesome too.


ROCK BAND!
This is the size of the end of the bloody stiletto that made my toe bleed. The end's so thin leh. Pressure = force/area. A lot of force and such a tiny area. I don't even take Physics.

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