Sometimes I wonder if you guys have any passion left in you at all.
You're getting too close, and I'm afraid I'd hurt you again, just like how I hurt Yimei, because I can feel it coming already. I don't want disaster to hit again, especially now when negative feelings are the last things we need.
You said my emotions seem to you like a roller-coaster, because in my blog posts I can sound very happy one moment and quite emo the next. I think I'm more of the latter recently.
Shitass heart of mine.