VIDEOS FROM JJ PARTY & KIEHL'S EVENT!!!
JJ party:
BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG - MUST WATCH MUST WATCH
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=fn5i5-mMAbM
Sha Shou & KO - NICE DANCE MOVES!
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=R7yQy18JhLs
Xi Jie
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=EOu5A_oMwZ0
Kiehl's Showcase:
BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG - really touching!
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=wBFC4QGrOfE
ChiBang, DaNanRenXiaoNuHai, SarangHeyo - love the piano part in btwn da nan ren xiao nu hai & sarang heyo! listen until can cry XD
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=O780Whc1E8I
it’s amazing. how you can totally live a dream one day and sink back to reality immediately the next.
8 and 9 sep really seemed like one big fantasy. being with people who also loved jj, who had huge dreams, who didn’t just understand how i felt but were exactly like me. we all go screaming mad when we see him, look at his autographs on our cds, even when we think about him. it’s perfectly normal to go screaming mad here; in fact, if you don’t, people would say you had to be more hyper. when jj sings. everyone‘s paying full attention to him. taking in every detail: his dimples, his smile, his voice. i used to think i was the only one with this crazy obsession, now i know there are others around just like me. there’s a reason to live because he’s alive too, it’s a feeling no one but the JMs would understand.
and then when school starts, and i go screaming mad showing my friends the super close-up picture of JJ rachel took, gladys screams sarcastically “like ohmigosh, yah he’s so cuuuute!!” and walks away, followed by a hoard of laughter by other classmates. no one can understand my hyperness, they just think i’m abnormal, an endangered species. those that don’t know me that well just stare at me because they think i’m a freak who’s obsessed over some ugly guy who dosen’t even know me, and those that know me well just continue chatting about other things, ignoring my existence. they say they know how i feel, but i know there are some things they can never relate to.
and then i go online, and suddenly there are people who are gushing over the pictures of him i uploaded, envying me for getting so close to him, and saying they’d give anything to stand where i was standing during the jj party. and i’m back to the world i really belong to again.
these crazy JMs, they’re my family, my siblings. they’ve really made a difference in my life, and even for those i don’t know, they’re like a family to me, i can talk to them even though i’ve never seen them before and they won’t think i’m some psycho. i don’t have to describe my feelings to them; they know it all too well themselves. new JJFC members like rachel would ask “do you even know her?” when i talk to someone, and i would reply “of course not!” at first, rachel thought we were crazy, but now she does it too!
being shy does not exist when we’re with the JM family. we can chat, scream, squeal, go crazy, with people we don’t even know, all because we share a common idol. and nothing else matters.
in school, it’s more like we’re being forced together. i do appreciate the friendship my classmates give me, of course, because they’re really nice people i’d regret not meeting. but there are some things i really can’t stand, some things here i really find unfair, infuriating, things that make me emo every school day.
it’s okay, as long as i have my closest friends beside me, nothing else matters. :)
JJ party:
BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG - MUST WATCH MUST WATCH
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=fn5i5-mMAbM
Sha Shou & KO - NICE DANCE MOVES!
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=R7yQy18JhLs
Xi Jie
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=EOu5A_oMwZ0
Kiehl's Showcase:
BU LIU LEI DE JI CHANG - really touching!
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=wBFC4QGrOfE
ChiBang, DaNanRenXiaoNuHai, SarangHeyo - love the piano part in btwn da nan ren xiao nu hai & sarang heyo! listen until can cry XD
link: http://208.65.153.253/watch?v=O780Whc1E8I
it’s amazing. how you can totally live a dream one day and sink back to reality immediately the next.
8 and 9 sep really seemed like one big fantasy. being with people who also loved jj, who had huge dreams, who didn’t just understand how i felt but were exactly like me. we all go screaming mad when we see him, look at his autographs on our cds, even when we think about him. it’s perfectly normal to go screaming mad here; in fact, if you don’t, people would say you had to be more hyper. when jj sings. everyone‘s paying full attention to him. taking in every detail: his dimples, his smile, his voice. i used to think i was the only one with this crazy obsession, now i know there are others around just like me. there’s a reason to live because he’s alive too, it’s a feeling no one but the JMs would understand.
and then when school starts, and i go screaming mad showing my friends the super close-up picture of JJ rachel took, gladys screams sarcastically “like ohmigosh, yah he’s so cuuuute!!” and walks away, followed by a hoard of laughter by other classmates. no one can understand my hyperness, they just think i’m abnormal, an endangered species. those that don’t know me that well just stare at me because they think i’m a freak who’s obsessed over some ugly guy who dosen’t even know me, and those that know me well just continue chatting about other things, ignoring my existence. they say they know how i feel, but i know there are some things they can never relate to.
and then i go online, and suddenly there are people who are gushing over the pictures of him i uploaded, envying me for getting so close to him, and saying they’d give anything to stand where i was standing during the jj party. and i’m back to the world i really belong to again.
these crazy JMs, they’re my family, my siblings. they’ve really made a difference in my life, and even for those i don’t know, they’re like a family to me, i can talk to them even though i’ve never seen them before and they won’t think i’m some psycho. i don’t have to describe my feelings to them; they know it all too well themselves. new JJFC members like rachel would ask “do you even know her?” when i talk to someone, and i would reply “of course not!” at first, rachel thought we were crazy, but now she does it too!
being shy does not exist when we’re with the JM family. we can chat, scream, squeal, go crazy, with people we don’t even know, all because we share a common idol. and nothing else matters.
in school, it’s more like we’re being forced together. i do appreciate the friendship my classmates give me, of course, because they’re really nice people i’d regret not meeting. but there are some things i really can’t stand, some things here i really find unfair, infuriating, things that make me emo every school day.
it’s okay, as long as i have my closest friends beside me, nothing else matters. :)
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