safe shores

i didn't make it into o level music.

i thought i did okay for the selection test but i guess i was wrong.

ling and julienne got through the selection test. i haven't asked yingyan yet but i'm sure she did.

i thought i was prepared, i thought i could make it.

obviously i was wrong.

i guess it's okay, though.

i've been living a stupid lie of dreams for so long, i guess it's time to wake up from it anyway.

"I always tell myself not to regret what I do, mistakes included. In fact, mistakes are opportunities to learn so I could do better next time." -- JJ.

maybe.

i hope so, anyway. :)

actually i'm not as sad as i thought i would be.
maybe it's because i don't even know how o level music is like.

maybe it won't be as great as i expected, maybe i won't miss it?

hopefully.

oh who am i kidding, i know i never had this talent anyway.