Jul 5, 2007

it's not fair.
i was a fan first.
i was, like, the pioneer. endured all the insults from my friends when they still didn't understand what it was like to be a fan, and how hurtful it felt.
and the moment she becomes a fan she gets it all.
everything. everything i wanted.
are looks that important? a singer sings; he isnt a model.
it's just, not fair.
well, nothing was ever fair anyway.
and amelia, thank you so much for praising jj and listening to his songs. if you're just doing this so i would feel better, thank you anyway because it really helped. :)
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(attention all JMs, while reading the post below, DO NOT listen to bu liu lei de ji chang cos you guys will start crying like crazy!)
i agree with JACEYMEI and JTMEI and JIAYIMEI and CELESTEMEI, SCHOOL FRIENDS SUCK BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS LIKE.
to be insulted, mocked, teased. i mean, they're not insulting you but when someone insults the person you’d sacrifice everything for, it's as bad as insulting yourself. and insults don’t necessarily mean verbally either.
jj isn't just a singer to us JMs; he's an inspiration, a part of us, a godsent to brighten up our lives. we cry when he cries, we laugh when he laughs, we worry for him when he's distressed; if he dies, there wouldn’t be any reason for us to carry on living either. before we do anything, we think, would jj like this? we carry on with life, no matter how hard it is, simply for him.
many JMs have to endure fcuking comments from classmates, friends, even teachers. we tell ourselves they don’t understand and it dosent matter. if jj could laugh about someone throwing a lightstick at him, why should we feel so sad? we tell ourselves to ignore the comments – but we know we can’t.
oh for goodness sakes HE’S A SINGER NOT A MODEL! he may look ugly/gay to some, but his voice is beautiful, incomparable to others’. people can be so shallow. 真爱是伤害, i never understood what it meant till now.
"爱 三万里程的孤单" - bu liu lei de ji chang..
anyway, no matter what, we JMS will stand by his side forever, supporting and loving him and never let him down. we'll love you, and you only.
"JJFC, 你们最棒,我爱你们"-jj. that's enough to warm my heart forever.

- Karen 杰迷

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