It's 1am

It's dark outside and the rest of my family is asleep. I'm alone in the dining room - the living room's light is on but the dining room's isn't - and I'm painting a messy sign that says

死.

I feel almost emo. My symbol is bold and messy but I'm totally peacefully calm.

And then I go to the living room and see a flying ant and jerk away in shock. -.-

Irritated with myself - initially the sign looked rather good and I was quite proud of it, considering the fact that my art is usually limited to drawing stick figures. And then I got too carried away and overdid it and now it looks bad ):