I need to retreat from the world

|| Karen || WWW.POLYORJC.SG says (12:57 AM):

you know, sometimes i know i don't blog very well and my posts have been rather shitty, but like

i love to write

and i want to improve

i want to be the best

like... how am i going to go into journalism and that shit

i think my standard of blogging is really worsening

like that my future how

i should just go to jc and do finance or smth

|| Karen || WWW.POLYORJC.SG says (1:00 AM):

but i don't see any future or happiness in myself doing anything other than journalism

but im not really good at it

i'm not awesome at writing and i'm beginning to suck at it

my ideas, my way or writing, it's all going down the drain

(Maddie) Leather-studded kisses says (1:00 AM):

maybe you lose track

you used to write bout random stuff that mattered to the World

|| Karen || WWW.POLYORJC.SG says (1:01 AM):

yeah!

and i'm losing that touch

i can't do those anymore

but i love doing those so much you know?

i love doing it

i just dont have the inspiration anymore

when i try, i try too hard

i used to be able to do it all effortlessly

and with the inspiration

now i just dont have the inspiration and i just cant write well anymore

i'm so scared of losing that touch

but it seems like it's gone already.

you know, i think i'll post this up