Dear friend, I'm always here.

I read my post out to Sumay, the one entitled Hey J&J Read This (2nd Sept).

"Let me think of how to phrase this.....

That's exactly how I feel.

It's just that I was never really good with words..."

Well friend, I'm glad I helped you a little in that way. I know how you feel, girl, because I would feel exactly that way if I were you. I sense your confusion and inner turmoil.

I love you, friend. I've known you since you tucked your holey singlet into your underwear (: I've seen you cry over torn wrapping paper; I've even bathed with you several times before. When you feel like nobody understands you, you know I do. Be strong, my friend, I'll be there for you. And whenever and wherever I can help you, I will.