My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

Every sms from you telling me you love me and you'll always be waiting for me makes me want to cry all over again.

My throat hurts, I can't breathe properly, my lungs hurt, because I'm trying to hard to keep my whimpers and tears in. 

(Or maybe I have H1N1. I also have been getting nauseous a lot recently. Is that a symptom?)

I need to go somewhere and just scream and cry my lungs out.

I can't live without you either. We both need the strength to do this.