Sep 2, 2007

“why are the indians always the last ones to get out of a train in an emergency?
answer: because when they make those announcements in the 4 languages tamil is always last” ...-coach justin
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i saw someone coming and hastily wiped my tears with the back of my hand, and laughed as if to say “i know! it’s weird right?” but amelia simply hugged me and said “don’t force yourself, karen.” and tears begin to fall again, more ferociously this time, but i didn’t bother to hide it with a laugh because i knew she understood.
(and no, nadine, my mysterious breakdown had nothing to do with what happened that day.)
although the fall was quite humiliating, lah.

reminder to self: when you stand on slippery floor and want to kick someone in the shins, make sure you’re holding on to something stable first XP
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the dream i had today was the strangest ever.
i was doing the cd sales thing, when i _________, and we chatted and he _____. we became good friends, and one day _______. and then later at night, the both of us were at this beach, sitting beside each other on a huge high rock looking into the sea, and he was talking and talking and i ______ and ____him this ______.
(haha, the above para is such a waste of space because noone will be able to fill up the blanks correctly XD)
i mean, it’s so unlike me to dream about this kind of thing. what’s more, i haven’t talked to him in years. plus it’s not like i’m guy-crazy or whatever, more like the opposite. ok, if the guy in the dream was jj then it’s normal i guess, but the thing is that it wasn’t. i thought i was way past this, but i guess my subconsious doesn’t think so huh. i guess maybe it’s because i’ve been wanting to become friends with him for so long, restore that friendship that crumbled miserably years ago.
ohwell. it's life :)
another weird thing is that unlike normal dreams, this one was filled with emotions. i could feel in my dream, longing and heartache.. was it really a dream, or was it just half a dream? was i half-consious, communicating with my subconsious mind?
weird :P

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