It has begun. You know what's wrong; you know what you have to do. Sometimes you have to man up a little, tell yourself you can manage without this addicion. You are bigger than this. Sometimes you have to take a deep breath, admit to it, tell yourself what you already know. Then have the courage to run away. Every time you stumble the monster will tackle you again, but don't give in anymore. You won't let the dementor suck away any more of your soul. You need to run away to heal.
Run, keep the determination strong, you know what you have to do. Sometimes challenges come in an angel's guise. You have to remember your conviction and keep on running. Then take a deep breath and tell yourself you've done a good job.
For You and You alone / Awake my soul