You look at the groups hanging out in rooms, going out together, sharing stories and hugs. And then you ask, who?
Who's going to hold cute parties in your room? Who's going to celebrate your birthday with you? Who will lie with you on the grass the whole night?
Who do you feel comfortable with? Who would you reject, and who would you like to see hanging out in your room?
You look at people you used to know and people you wished you knew and those you thought you knew. You look at the old faces and you know you just can't click like before anymore. You look at the ones you wish you could start a conversation with. How now? What can be done? This is an inhibition, a plug to the communicative part of my brain, and is it going to close me off forever?