My future's going down the drain.

I don't have a passion for any subject or specialised area in particular. I just like to write. There's really hardly any point in writing if there's nothing in particular I like writing about. Nothing useful, anyway. My vocabulary sucks. Basically there's nothing I can do.

I have pretty big dreams for myself. 7 is a pretty decent O Levels raw score; ACJC's considerably high up in reputation, grades and CCA achievements especially; being in the best arts class in AC has some level of significance; being in the Exco in the Students' Council is... well... you've got the power to do a lot of things, change a lot of things. Twenty years from now, I don't want to be in an insignificant position in a small, unknown company, not making a difference. I want to make a difference. I want to impact others, to touch lives somehow. I keep thinking about public relations and writing for companies or the arts industry and stuff, but I realised that wouldn't help me reach my ultimate purpose - to write in a way that moves people, helps people.

Writing won't get me anywhere here in Singapore.

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