Okay, here goes.

That's me, the class rep, BEING VERY UNGLAM WHILE COLLECTING THE CLASS PRIZE ONSTAGE. UGH SO UNGLAM. I MUST NOT RUN MUST NOT RUN, I MUST KEEP MY BACK STRAIGHT, UGH.

OH AND. I went up to collect class prizes twice, and I EXITED FROM THE WRONG SIDE OF THE STAGE TWICE. So embarrassing. Everyone would walk towards the principal from the left side of the stage and go towards the right side to exit. Stupid me, I would run back to the left side where I came from after collecting the envelope. I did it TWICE okay! Everyone must have been laughing at That Stupid J1 running back to the entrance after getting her envelope. Twice. Malu malu malu.

And check this out.

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At times like these I begin to think about my friendships and all that could have been. Why I can't seem to socialise as much as the others. Why they all seem to be able to chat endlessly with one another but I can never hold a conversation with them. Why I type so much but just can't talk. It's not like I don't want to talk.

I guess I really should break out of my comfort zone, but I still think it's too late. I came into AC with the aim of being totally unlike the quiet, completely anti-social Crescentian I was, and I think I was on my way to succeeding during Orientation, but then lessons started proper and we were divided into classes and Amelia and Geraldine were there and I totally pulled myself away from the rest of the class. I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have stuck to them for comfort.

Whatever, it can't be changed now. I still want to make great, close friends in JC. I hope I'd have forged strong new friendships by the time I leave AC. But I also really want to be a mugger. And being a mugger requires sacrifices - spending less time with friends, doing homework while the rest of them chat and have fun. I want to mug in school because I'm never able to study at home. I'm the opposite of a closet mugger. I'm a closet slacker.