GRR

I JUST GAVE UP THE CHANCE TO PERFORM AT MEDIACORP'S 45TH ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION THINGY BECAUSE IT CLASHES WITH MY JAPAN FLIGHT!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!

Yeah Xueling told me she wanted me to perform with some other girl I didn't know or something, but it's on the 23rd (the day I'm leaving), at night (I have to be at the airport by 9) so I couldn't.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

As if missing JJ Party 3 ANDDDDD the Heeren event and all the events on the 22nd isn't enough. Man performing means a lot to me okay.

But maybe it's for the better. Maybe I'd freak out on stage and sing all the wrong notes and die. Or maybe they'd decide to ask me questions in chinese, and I'd say what I said during the curry puff show filming thing ("I cannot speak Chinese!")