Like as if I wouldn't get put off.
I don't feel like tolerating anymore, but I have to, because I can't afford to have fights with or lose these people.
I'm sorry.
And sorry to Rachel too, for venting my anger at you a bit. I just couldn't take it. My feelings were messed up enough with everything else that was going on and then I realised I still had stuff to do. I want to forget about the blacklisted idiots, I can't be bothered to blacklist them but I have to, ugh.
And I hate it when you keep telling me you're sorry, when you keep apologizing because of me, when you feel bad because of me. I hate it. I don't want it. It makes me feel bad, you know it does that. And I don't feel like venting my anger to you because you'll just keep apologizing and that's not what I want, because I'll end up having to suppress my anger and comfort you instead. Have some pride. Don't keep doing this.
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