crezawards?!?!

sorry i haven’t posted for so long, i’ll post about last Wednesday’s OB once i upload the videos on youtube k?

crezawards!
i wanted to sing Zhi Shao Hai You Ni initially, and as i don’t have the full minus one track, i wanted to ask jia jun (the jj’s dancer guy who played the guitar while junren and i sang zhi shao hai you ni during the OB concert) to help me play the guitar accompliment, jiajun the pro. XD
then i read the Crezawards form, and they said for the group vocal segment, all group members must be Crescentians and the song must be in ENGLISH -.- i don’t know if jiajun was considered a “group member” because he wasn’t singing, but anyway zhi shao hai you ni’s a Chinese song (obviously). so i didn’t want to join anymore.
and then the day before the deadline for signing up, i decided i wanted the stage experience anyway, because I MUST GET OVER MY STAGE FRIGHT!! I CANNOT KEEP MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF ON STAGE. and more stage experience will make the stage fright go away. and this would only be a school competition anyway, so it’s not that bad if i embarrass myself badly here. better than at some concert with OB right. XD
so i kept thinking and thinking of an english song to sing.
i don’t know why Christina Aguilera’s Reflection suddenly popped into my mind. It was my favourite song when i was in kindergarten. because of Mulan, haha.
anyway, i decided to sign up for crezawards in the end and sing that song.
and lisa tan agreed to help me play the piano accompliment! :D :D :D
i really think i’m going to regret because the song’s DAMN HARD TO SING.
like, the verse is quite low. plus it changes key in the middle of the verse, wth, later sekali people think i’m tone deaf or something because i changed key halfway hahaha.
and the chorus is quite high, and i have to shout it out because if i use falsetto it will sound weak and weird. i must go train my voice already! i just hope i won’t po yin halfway during the song; that’ll be disastrous but highly probable, haha, because the high note’s really quite high and i can’t even use falsetto somemore leh.
PEOPLE, WISH ME GOOD LUCK D:
DIE ALREADY!!!

“Are you still pissed off?” he asked.
Josie hesitated. “I wasn’t the one who was mad.”
Matt pushed away from the refrigerator, coming forward until he could link his arms around Josie’s waist. “You know I can’t help it.”
A dimple blossomed in his right cheek; Josie could already feel herself softening. “It wasn’t that I didn’t want to see you. I really did have to study.”
Matt pushed her hair off her face and kissed her. This was exactly why she’d told him not to come over last night – when she was with him, she could feel herself evaporating. Sometimes, when he touched her, Josie imagined herself vanishing in a puff of steam.
He tasted of maple syrup, of apologies. “It’s all your fault, you know,” he said. “I wouldn’t be so crazy if I didn’t love you so much.”
At that moment, Josie could not remember the polls she was hoarding in her room; she could not remember crying in the shower; she could not remember anything but what it felt like to be adored. I’m lucky, she told herself, the word streaming like a silver ribbon through her mind.
Lucky, lucky, lucky.

i think this explains everything, dosen’t it dear? (: