one more day to sarawak trip.
i was never looking forward to it in the first place, but now that THE DOU isn’t going, i really really don’t want to go anymore.
:( DOUDOU LAH!! WHY SO SUAY GO FALL SICK NOW!! :( :( :(
i got noone to be crazy with anymore!! then i’ll be so emo without you, jiayi!!
i remember that time last year i was feeling super depressed, then i chatted with you on msn (remember the africa chat?) then i cheered up in a matter of seconds..
and i’m really not hyper or anything without you.. :(
JIAYI LA ALL YOUR FAULT!!T.T
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flashbacks.
-flashback to p2.
ms ang was doing something super boring with her OHP. __ and i were getting super bored and decided to play some game. he took out his eraser which was long and shaped like a pencil, and drew this picture of an old man on it. we started playing some fun stupid imaginative game, when ms ang confiscated it and made the both of us stay back. she scolded __ after school, “i hope you weren’t drawing me” and i started laughing like shit. in the middle of a scolding. that was one of the best memories ever. :)
-flashback to p3-p4.
“wahh why you and ___ always together one ah? boyfriend right? HAHAH!! __ and karen sitting on a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!!”
the start of the torrment. torturous, painful memories. what’s wrong with being good friends with someone of the opposite gender? apparently, everything was wrong with it. we started avoiding each other to prevent giving others the wrong impression, and never said anything to each other. naturally feelings would develop; we used to be the best of friends. that triggered even more rumors, and i felt we should just confess and those idiots would find us boring to tease on, so that’s what i did. unfortunately, __ was too shy. shy. i hate guys that are too shy.
-flashback to p4.
mdm ue was looking for people to audition for some cinderella thing. she made every guy pair up with a girl. as soon as i turned back, __ was there, and he said “i partner you?” i was so elated. this had to be the most courageous thing he had ever done. and then i heard stupid boonchong say “omg, it’s really the two of them leh!” box his face lah.
aruna’s pizza party. that memory hurts a lot.
we were playing ghostghost. __ put ___ on ____. i screamed “__! do you know what the hell you’re doing!! you’re _______________!!” he looked a bit shocked, and stopped. i regretted immediately after. all along he was too shy to admit that he liked me (although everyone already knew), and he wanted to tell me he liked me. i blew the chance; humiliated him like shit. i wanted to apologise to him later, but he carefully avoided me.
-flashback to p5, when i opted into em1 but he didn’t and went to em2.
the worst memory ever. I wanted to write __ a letter, but was too shy to give it to him (teasing: “wahh love letter sehhh!” so i asked marilyn to throw him the letter during assembly. she threw it, but he didn’t catch it. zhiye did. (zhiye go and die) and he read the whole thing and passed it to the rest of his gang of friends but didn’t let ____ get it. i was so furious at him. so in the end ____ didn’t get the letter and i rewrote it for him. i was so furious at zhiye. this letter was meant to be totally private, but in the end everyone but him knew the contents of the letter.
that is a summary of my story. :) hope noone bothered to read this.
still remember the times he purposely put his bag behind mine during exams, how he blushed and grinned when he saw me, how someone else liked him and the whole class hated her as a result.
oh don’t think about it anymore, karen, or you’ll start crying or something.
i was never looking forward to it in the first place, but now that THE DOU isn’t going, i really really don’t want to go anymore.
:( DOUDOU LAH!! WHY SO SUAY GO FALL SICK NOW!! :( :( :(
i got noone to be crazy with anymore!! then i’ll be so emo without you, jiayi!!
i remember that time last year i was feeling super depressed, then i chatted with you on msn (remember the africa chat?) then i cheered up in a matter of seconds..
and i’m really not hyper or anything without you.. :(
JIAYI LA ALL YOUR FAULT!!T.T
--
-flashback to p2.
ms ang was doing something super boring with her OHP. __ and i were getting super bored and decided to play some game. he took out his eraser which was long and shaped like a pencil, and drew this picture of an old man on it. we started playing some fun stupid imaginative game, when ms ang confiscated it and made the both of us stay back. she scolded __ after school, “i hope you weren’t drawing me” and i started laughing like shit. in the middle of a scolding. that was one of the best memories ever. :)
-flashback to p3-p4.
“wahh why you and ___ always together one ah? boyfriend right? HAHAH!! __ and karen sitting on a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!!”
the start of the torrment. torturous, painful memories. what’s wrong with being good friends with someone of the opposite gender? apparently, everything was wrong with it. we started avoiding each other to prevent giving others the wrong impression, and never said anything to each other. naturally feelings would develop; we used to be the best of friends. that triggered even more rumors, and i felt we should just confess and those idiots would find us boring to tease on, so that’s what i did. unfortunately, __ was too shy. shy. i hate guys that are too shy.
-flashback to p4.
mdm ue was looking for people to audition for some cinderella thing. she made every guy pair up with a girl. as soon as i turned back, __ was there, and he said “i partner you?” i was so elated. this had to be the most courageous thing he had ever done. and then i heard stupid boonchong say “omg, it’s really the two of them leh!” box his face lah.
aruna’s pizza party. that memory hurts a lot.
we were playing ghostghost. __ put ___ on ____. i screamed “__! do you know what the hell you’re doing!! you’re _______________!!” he looked a bit shocked, and stopped. i regretted immediately after. all along he was too shy to admit that he liked me (although everyone already knew), and he wanted to tell me he liked me. i blew the chance; humiliated him like shit. i wanted to apologise to him later, but he carefully avoided me.
-flashback to p5, when i opted into em1 but he didn’t and went to em2.
the worst memory ever. I wanted to write __ a letter, but was too shy to give it to him (teasing: “wahh love letter sehhh!” so i asked marilyn to throw him the letter during assembly. she threw it, but he didn’t catch it. zhiye did. (zhiye go and die) and he read the whole thing and passed it to the rest of his gang of friends but didn’t let ____ get it. i was so furious at him. so in the end ____ didn’t get the letter and i rewrote it for him. i was so furious at zhiye. this letter was meant to be totally private, but in the end everyone but him knew the contents of the letter.
that is a summary of my story. :) hope noone bothered to read this.
still remember the times he purposely put his bag behind mine during exams, how he blushed and grinned when he saw me, how someone else liked him and the whole class hated her as a result.
oh don’t think about it anymore, karen, or you’ll start crying or something.
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