Apr 16, 2007

omg. i was feeling so angry then as soon as i listened to the first 2 secs of Xiao Shuo, i started grinning like siao. and now im not so mad le :)it's prob cause the song is so.. motivating.and jj's voice is so soothing and calming in the song.and if jj can overcome all the difficulties of being a singer, i should be strong enough to cheer him on! Ren ta ku ren ta xiao ren ta guo zai qi zhongzhao hui wo zi you :)
xi shua shua cheered me up alot too!!! XD
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so what do you want now?
shermin was one of my best friends, but im not saying the hidamarians aren't either.
i thought shermin would be more welcome with us but obviously it didnt work out.
nadine and vana and the rest were worried that she would break our clique up again like what happened last time, so i can understand that lah, cos i used to feel that too (not with shermin, with _____. but ___ still rocks!! love you lots __! :D)
so shermin understood and left. and then now you guys are not happy with it either.
like, hello?!
shermin is one of my closest friends ok. she understands how i really feel, and i have no problems telling her my deepest feelings, which i dont share with everybody by the way.
and then now ive hurt her so much by being so close to her and making her part with the clique.
im really sorry shermin!
but now im really at a loss of what to do.
if shermin has been causing the whole clique to be miserable then i guess she's sort of in the wrong.
but shermin and i are really close.
should i betray one of my closest friends, or my whole clique, who has people im close to as well, but sometimes cant replace her
im so selfish.
but i still dunno what to do
either way i'll hurt someone.
im such a freak.

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